Hello readers! Here is the next chapter to this story! I've been working hard on this and I hope it shows when you guys read it. Once again, I'd like to thank all of you supporters of this story. I'm relieved that you guys are all liking this story and enjoy reading it. =)

I also wanted to say that since this story is going to be coming to a close at some point soon, I've been working on a Logan OC story, for those who would be interested! I'm not positive on when that'll be out, but I'll put something on my page when I do decide to publish it. So, keep a look out for that if you'd like!

"Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you."

Jayne had finally made up her mind. She would move on from what had happened with Kendall. She found it pointless to let what he had said and what had happened between them get to her. It was tearing her apart little by little and she hated that. So, she would forget. She would move forward and continue on with her life. That was the easiest solution to her issues.

There was only one problem.

"Jayne?"

The person she wanted to forget just wouldn't let her go.

Jayne looked up from her book as her eyes widened. Her heart stopped beating for a moment as the world around her froze. She slowly turned around as she stared at her shut door. She blinked, not believing her ears; they must have been playing a trick on her. She slowly rose from her desk as she took a step toward her door, narrowing her eyes at it.

"Jayne?" There it was again.

"…Kendall?"

"Yeah! You're here! Can I please come in?" Jayne had been lost for words. She couldn't find the will to speak, she was in too much shock to say anything. So, of course, Kendall entered without permission.

He walked into the room and his eyes softened as he smiled, happy to see the dancer's face. For that one second, all seemed right in the world.

They stared at each other, the door quietly shutting behind the singer. Neither spoke, not sure what to say. After a moment, Jayne's eyes hardened as she glared at the boy; Kendall was fully prepared for whatever would happen next.

"What are you doing here?"

"…Would you believe me if I said I missed you?" Jayne's eyes widened as Kendall's smile-that she oh so much loved-appeared across his lips.

She rolled her eyes before she shook her head. "If that's all you have to say, get out."

"Wait!" Kendall said as Jayne stared daggers at the dirty blond. She really didn't want to put herself through anymore trouble.

"What could you possibly have to say to me now after all of the things you said before?" Jayne snapped. Kendall winced at the tone in the girl's voice before he cleared his throat.

"I know, I said a lot of crappy…no, a lot of shitty things to you, things you didn't deserve at all." he explained. "I didn't mean anything I said though, Jayne. I'm really sorry."

"You sure about that? It sure sounded like you meant it."

"I swear, I didn't." Kendall defended, wearing the most genuine expression his entire being could muster. "I said all that stuff without thinking. I was just pissed off that day and I took it out on you like a little kid."

"Just because you're upset, doesn't mean you get to be a complete…a complete asshole to me!" Jayne retorted, her locked up anger slowly rising to it's boiling point.

"All I wanted to do was talk to you! Is that so bad? I thought we were friends!"

"We are!"

"You made it pretty clear that you didn't want to be my friend."

"I was being an idiot!" Kendall explained exasperatedly. "I was just…I was just pushing you away."

"And why's that?" Jayne asked bitterly, not ready to accept the singer's apology.

Kendall hesitated as his confidence slowly began to dwindle away under the fierce glare the brunette was giving him. He shook his head, not giving up, and stood tall before the dancer. "…I like you."

Jayne froze. Her eyes widened, feeling as if they were going to pop out of their sockets. She blinked, not sure if she had heard her neighbor right. "Wh-What did you just say?"

"I like you. A lot." Kendall said softly as he took a careful step toward the girl.

"Look, it's really complicated. But, all I know is, you're always on my mind, and the past month that we haven't talked has been completely horrible for me." Kendall stated.

"What…What are you…" Jayne couldn't understand what was happening.

"I'm not sure when it started. Maybe I've liked you from the very beginning, but all I know is I need you now."

Something inside of Jayne burst. The ticking clock had finally stopped and the brunette was completely blown away. "…What about-"

"We broke up." Kendall said, knowing exactly where the girl was going to take the question.

"But…why?" Jayne weakly murmured as Kendall smiled at her.

"I liked Jo, I really did…but there's something about when I'm with you. You're the only person that makes me feel so…alive. Everything terrible in my life just disappears when I'm with you, when I think of you, when I see you." the dirty blond explained, not sure how to put his feelings into words. "…All that matters is you and me."

Jayne stood in silence as she absorbed all of what Kendall had to say.

"It sounds super stupid and cliché, I know, but it's all true."

"You two…broke up?" Jayne repeated as Kendall nodded his head.

"I said all those terrible things to you because at the time I was confused about how I was feeling and I was too scared to face them. So I yelled at you and pushed you away and ran from my problems, and I'm really sorry." he said quietly.

"…Is this some sort of joke?" Jayne asked, surprising Kendall.

"N-No."

"Then you're still trying to piss me off?"

"It's not like that!"

"You can't possibly like me."

"Why not?"

"Because!" Jayne snapped. She shook her head as she began to pace, looking over at her neighbor. "And how could I possibly believe you after all the things you said?"

"You have to trust me on this." Kendall said as he took a step towards her. "The last thing I wanted to do was hurt you. And there isn't a second that I don't regret saying all of that stuff to you." the singer said as Jayne shook her head.

"I can't do this."

"Jayne!"

"You have to leave."

"Hold on a second!" Kendall struggled against the smaller girl, and he was actually quite surprised that she had so much strength in her fragile looking body. He stumbled forward as he was shoved out of apartment 2H. He span around, watching the door slam in his face. He quickly began to knock on the door repeatedly, a frown coming over him.

"Jayne! Open the door!" Said girl ignored his voice as she leaned back against the door. She placed her hand over her heart as she felt the beat against her palm. She took a deep breath, hoping it would slow it's pace down; it didn't. She listened as Kendall continued to knock, hoping she would come to her senses and let him back in. After a few minutes, silence filled the air. Jayne hesitated as she slowly turned. She stood on her tiptoes and peeked through the peep-hole in the door. She found Kendall gone and she sighed, relaxing.

"Jayne?" The girl span around, Claire giving her a sympathetic look. She cleared her throat as she said not a single word, heading back to her room.

"I think he meant it." Claire said softly. "I think he really does-"

"I'll be in my room if you need me." Jayne mumbled before walking in and locking herself away from the world.

Claire stood in the middle of the apartment, staring after her niece. Her eyes softened as she shook her head and sighed.

This wasn't close to over.

Kendall sat with a thoughtful look on his face for a good hour. He didn't move, he didn't flinch; he had too much on his mind. He almost didn't notice his three friends enter the kitchen as he sat silently on the couch.

James was the first to notice. It was the facial expression that Kendall wore that gave him away. It was unusual for the dirty blond to look so…pensive.

"Kendall?" Said boy snapped out of his thoughts as he looked up at his three friends.

"What's up?"

"What…What are you doing?" the face of BTR asked as Kendall sighed.

"I'm not really sure."

"What's up?" Carlos asked as he hopped over the back of the couch and took a seat next to his friend.

"…I told Jayne."

"You told her what?" Carlos asked, though James and Logan stared with wide eyes at their friend.

"You did?" the two exclaimed as Kendall nodded, Carlos frowning.

"What'd you do?"

"I told her I liked her." Carlos' eyes widened as a grin appeared across his lips.

"Finally! It was about time you said something!"

"She rejected me." Silence fell over the boys immediately.

"Well, I guess she didn't technically reject me." Kendall rephrased lightheartedly. Logan raised a brow, noticing the rather upbeat behavior from the blond.

"You seem ok with this."

"I'm not giving up just yet." Kendall said as he looked at his friends. "I know she has some sort of feelings for me. I just need to get it out of her." he explained as his other three friends glanced at each other.

"…And what if she doesn't?" Logan asked as Kendall shook his head.

"You guys don't get it." Kendall said quietly. "That's not an option." he said as he looked at them with a very somber expression.

"This might not make sense, but when I'm with her, everything's much clearer. And it took me awhile to really get why it was like that, but I get it now." he stated with a soft smile. "Without her, nothing really makes sense and everything's just a little more dull."

He sighed as he shook his head, trying to put into words his exact feelings. "…Nothing feels right without her. It's like I'm at an all time low when she's not around."

Carlos smiled widely as he patted his friend reassuringly on his back. "Then we got to get to the bottom of it, don't we?"

Kendall smiled as he nodded his head. He looked at Logan and James as they smiled and nodded their heads.

"Thanks guys."

There had been no set game plan, it was hard to plan around someone who refused to show her face.

Jayne did her best to avoid talking to anyone. She went straight to dance practices and performances, and then straight back to her room. She had switched a few things around in her schedule, which threw Kendall completely off her track. His friends did their best to try and get something out of the girl, but Jayne wasn't stupid.

Carlos was easy to evade. All Jayne had to do was distract him with either a corndog, a batch of chili cheese fries, or a rather good looking girl. James wasn't so bad either. Just the mention of something being out of order from his appearance was good enough, whether it was his hair, shirt, pants or even something as little as a wrinkle on his forehead.

Logan was a challenge though.

The genius wasn't known as the genius for no reason. He caught on to details easily and calculated things in his head with ease and quickness. He had learned Jayne's new schedule in less than a day and he had cornered the girl three times in a week. Thankfully, Jayne was just as smart.

She stuck close to people who were outside of the situation. First it was the Jennifers, then it was Guitar Dude, and after that it was Camille; Logan's kryptonite. The first two obstacles weren't too hard to deal with, though he would always lose his chance to talk to Jayne at the last second. It was Camille that was a problem.

She didn't have a clue what had been going. All she knew was Kendall and Jo had broken up. She wasn't told the reason for the end of the relationship, all the actress had said to her fellow actress was that things weren't working between herself and the singer so they both agreed to end things. She didn't get her answer as to why Jayne was no longer hanging out with the group either, and she didn't understand why it seemed like Kendall had been avoiding even the topic of the dancer. She had also been caught off guard when Jayne suddenly attached to her, not that she minded. She missed having her close friend around.

Logan wasn't the type of person to involve unsuspecting people into situations that had nothing to do with them. He felt guilty and he would rather keep things quiet and in a small circle. That was why it was so hard to work around Camille. She had a way of wrapping him around her finger without even trying; he'd worry about that later. Before he'd even notice, Jayne would disappear and he would lose himself in an hour conversation with the method actress.

Yes, Jayne was a worthy opponent.

"Finally." The young dancer relaxed as she arrived back to the hotel. She went inside, her aunt parking the car in the parking garage. She headed towards the elevator and smiled, the thought of her bed bringing comfort to her soul.

As she stepped on to the elevator, her eyes widened as another passenger joined her. "Getting back from practice?"

Jayne stared at Logan as he smiled innocently at her, the elevator doors sliding shut before she could escape the singer. She hesitated before she smiled, nodded, and tried to act natural. "Yes. I'm heading back to my apartment."

"Me too!" Logan said with a rather excited smile.

Jayne could tell he was up to no good.

"Yeah, me, Carlos, and James are planning on just relaxing and maybe getting some homework done." Jayne ignored the urge to ask about Kendall.

"That sounds surprisingly productive for you guys."

"It is." the studious singer said with a chuckle as he watched the elevator doors begin to slide open. He glanced over at his companion before he quickly pressed the "close door" button. Jayne's eyes widened as her way out failed her. She blinked and watched as Logan pressed the button to the highest floor. She turned to him with a baffled look as he turned to her, a serious expression washing over him.

"Jayne, we need to talk."

"Lo-Logan, I'm really not-"

"You can't keep running from us." the dark haired Minnesotan pointed out. A wave of guilt washed over the dancer as she frowned.

"I…Sorry." Jayne mumbled as Logan's eyes softened. He smiled as he shook his head.

"It's ok. We're all just starting to miss you." he stated. "…Especially Kendall."

Jayne stiffened at the mention of the boy's name as she avoided eye contact with the only child. She gulped as she tried to hide her anxiety to the best of her ability; it didn't work. She glanced up at Logan, feeling his firm gaze on her, and sighed as she leaned back against the elevator wall.

"…He likes me."

"Yeah." Logan replied quietly as Jayne looked up at him. He gave her a friendly smile as she tried to smile but failed to.

"Is it really that bad?" he asked as the brunette's eyes widened.

"No!" she quickly defended; that was all Logan needed. "It's just…I…I don't know." the girl said honestly as Logan nodded his head.

"…Can I ask you something?" the future doctor asked as Jayne nodded.

"What is it?"

"Have you ever had a boyfriend before?"

Jayne hadn't been expecting that sort of question. "…No."

Things were beginning to make a bit more sense to Logan.

"He could be mistaking his feelings for me-"

"It's Kendall. We both know when he knows what he wants, he knows what he wants." the singer countered. Jayne shut her mouth quickly after that as she closed her eyes.

The two jumped slightly as the elevator "dinged," signaling their arrival to the highest floor. Logan chuckled before he pressed the button to shut the door. He pressed their floor button and sighed as he looked back at Jayne.

"You may not feel the same way, but deep down, you've always been special to Kendall."

"But-" Logan raised a hand up, Jayne letting him continue. "When he's with you, he's who he's supposed to be." Logan said with a gentle smile. "You might not believe it, but you've changed him."

Jayne stared at Logan as he sighed.

"…I don't know about that." Jayne muttered as the genius released a scoff.

"You haven't seen him lately." Logan stated as the brunette raised a curious brow.

"What do you mean?"

"He's a completely different person when he's not with you, when he's not talking to you. He's miserable, he won't admit it, but he is." Jayne felt a sting of guilt stab at her chest. "Since you guys stopped talking, he's lost that spark in him that makes him 'Kendall'."

Jayne knew exactly what spark he was talking about. It was the same spark that Jayne had first noticed the very first night she had met the obnoxious, but caring boy.

The elevator came to a slow stop as the doors opened, giving the two time to step off the car. They made their way to their rightful homes, the two stopping in front of their doors. Logan smiled at Jayne as she frowned.

"Logan…"

"You really are special to Kendall. I've known him almost all my life, and you're the only person who can move him in the way you do."

Why was he so smart?

"See you later, Jayne." Said girl watched as the fourth member of Big Time Rush walked into 2J, not looking back. She waited for a moment before she groaned and whined.

"Why me?"