I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone, gone

Time froze. Solis looked right at Toby in the eye, as he lunged at her. Solis' tears finally spilled. Not from joy, but from fear; her brother was dead. She watched Him kill Toby.

Ed tackled Toby. Toby gave me a look of plead as Ed pinned him. I was fed up. I pushed Ed off him and grabbed Toby by the collar with one hand, punched him with the other.

"What the hell!? You're supposed to be dead!" I screamed at him. Toby just smiled at me; not his warm smile, but a malicious one. "My sister, don't you miss me?" He asked with fake innocence. I cursed. "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I cried. I let go of him and sunk to the floor. Parker knelt next to me while Ed pinned Toby again. "Who are you?" I asked Toby quietly. Toby just smiled at me.

"It's me Solis." Toby's voice was His. My eyes widened.

I ripped my bandage off and summoned my blood sword. I pointed it right at his neck.

"You killed my family you bastard." I said in a cold tone. Before being able to do anything, someone pushed me down. I looked up to see Toby running away. I pushed the person who tackled me.

"What the fuck!?" I screamed. I plopped my elbows on the floor and I pulled my hair in frustration. I was finally able to kill him.

"I'm sorry, but you cannot kill someone!" A military officer yelled at me. Behind him was a frightened Parker. He stared at my blood sword. Parker just stared at me wide-eyed before letting a weak grin appear. "Gotta admit, that was pretty hot." He said to Ed next to him. Ed just sighed.

I groaned. "Get off me!" I said to the officer. He blushed but got up. "Sorry Ma'am." I waved him off. "It's fine. But you do realize you let loose a murderer, right?" I asked him. The officer looked baffled before returning to his duties. Before leaving, he gave us a quick glance.

I turned to Ed and Parker and Al. "Well, our train will leave soon, I want chocolate!" I said childishly. Parker sighed, as I gestured him to give me cash. "Quit being childish, you don't need candy." Ed said, making me irritated. "Grr! I need my energy!" I pouted. Ed just groaned as I whined. Me and Ed started to bicker while Parker went somewhere, and Al watching us being idiots. I started to punch him and we went on a full on wrestling fight.

"Alright stop fighting!" Al yelled. "Stay out, Al!" Me and Ed yelled at the same time. I just huffed and crossed my arms, glaring at Ed. Ed did the same.

"Here you knuckle heads." Parker threw the chocolate at me and Ed. Parker offered some to Al, but Al politely said no. I ate the chocolate quickly. Parker was about to ask me something, when our train arrived.

"I sit next to Solis!" Both Parker and Ed said. Al just huffed. "What's wrong sitting next to me?" Al asked as he and I sat by the window. I just chuckled and played with my bandage. I felt the seat move and look up to see a grinning Parker. I look across to see Ed squeezed by his brother.

"How did you-"I stopped Parker. "I will explain when I feel like it, okay?" I told him, before leaning against the window. I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

I hate nightmares…

Toby held mom's head by her hair. Her head was roughly chopped off her body, blood still oozing; her eyes were numb and cold, no life. I saw her body dumped next to my siblings, their bodies also lifeless.

Including the real Toby.

'Toby' gave me a menacing smile. I just stood there as he said something, which I couldn't hear. I watch him as he threw my mom's head to the pile and start to lick his fingers which were coated with blood. I was crying by then asking him why he killed them and such, but all I get was wordless replies. I was angry by then, summoning my blood scythe. I was about to kill him when he morphed into someone.

Parker.

I stopped as he lunged at me, striking my chest with a knife.

I asked him. "Why?" He replied, but I couldn't hear him…

I woke up to see me on someone's back. I groaned and looked at who was carrying me: Parker. He noticed me in the corner of his eye, smirking. "Good, you're awake. Can you walk on your own? You're really heavy." I huffed and punched his arm. "Whatever." I mumbled as I hopped off his back. I look at Ed, who was watching me. "What?" I asked. Parker and Al looked at me too. "Your eyes. They're grey." Ed said. I just shrugged. "Nightmare, that's all." I said as we walked to HQ in silence. I dared not make eye contact with Parker after that nightmare until we arrived at HQ.

As we walked in, to go to Mustang's office, we bumped into Havoc. "Hey Havoc, this is your new apprentice!" I cheered as I place my hand on Parker's shoulder. Havoc grinned. "Hello Lad! You are pretty handsome, just don't flirt with Solis too much, Ed has his eye on her!" He said. I blushed and so did Parker and Ed. Al laughed. "Just kidding! Well, nice to meet you kiddo! See ya later Chief." Havoc waved us goodbye as he stopped by a blonde worker and flirted with her. We all sweat dropped. "Well, Parker and I will wait for you outside." Al said as he sat with Parker outside Mustang's office.

I put on my poker face while Ed just sighed. We both opened the doors to the office.

"Solis! Edward!" Armstrong tackled me and Ed in a hug. I see Mustang smirk at our torturous state. Armstrong was shirtless as he cried over a case about a girl named Nina. "Who's Nina?" I asked and regretted it. Ed's eyes were broken when he heard the name. "Never mind." I said quickly. As they talked about business stuff, I sat and looked out the huge bay window. I spotted Parker and Al play with two little boys. They were playing tag and running around. Al's laugh seemed to roar as he was trying to teach the kids alchemy. Parker was laughing so hard his face was red.

"Solis!" my head shot up and stared at Ed. Ed was fuming. "Were you calling me for a while?" I asked. Ed nodded furiously. He looked out the window and smiled. I looked around the room to see it empty "Where is Mustang and Armstrong?" I asked. "They left for a meeting, we should go. Al and Parker look like they're having too much fun." He and I grinned as we raced outside.

As we ran down the stairs (Ed WAY ahead of me), I passed by a man with a scar on his forehead. Ed didn't seem to notice him, as I gave him a quick glance. His eyes widened as I stare at him, still running. He just walked passed me as I ran towards Parker and Al, who were sitting on the floor. I panted. "Thanks for waiting, Ed." I glared at him. Ed and Al went to get a hotel room while Parker and I stayed.

My neck felt cold as my hair on the back of my head stood up. I turned to see the scarred-face man glaring at me. I felt very scared and… violated.

"L-let's go." I said as I gave Parker a forced smile. This weird man is such a pedophiles.

Suddenly my crop top felt so revealing, as I purposely pulled my shirt down, but failed. I felt fabric on my head. I look up to see Parker setting his jacket on my shoulders, glaring at the scarred man. I look at Parker's guns strapped on his back and boy was he intimidating… and hot. The scarred man left as Ed and Al came back. I put Parker's jacket on. It smelled like him like when he gave me a piggy back ride; His scent was warm. Ed gave me a smug look as Al seemed to be grinning (I don't know how... don't ask.) I just groaned. "Teenage boys and their hormones..." I muttered as we walked to our hotel inn.

As we arrived at our rooms, I quickly chose one. I went to the door and turned, Ed, Al and Parker gave me a look. "I get my own room, you perverts." I slammed the door at the blushing boys.

...AFTER I SHOWERED~

I finished taking a shower and wrapped my body in a towel and walked out the bathroom. As I entered my room, I was pinned down by someone on my bed. I stared at a familiar face in fear.

He muffled my mouth and said fake sweet things to my ear. I was crying by then. Then he did things that brought back such vivid memories. As I was losing consciousness, he grinned down at me, as he zipped his pants up. "Don't even think that you're not mine, because you always will be mine." He said.

I blacked out.

(A/N: You think I'd stopped here? Nah! I'm not that cruel, people!)

The next morning, I could hear the door trying to be broken down. I could hear Ed, Parker, and Al's voices. My whole body was too sore. I wasn't even fully healed the last time.

Finally the door knocked down. I struggled to cover my body with anything; I found Parker's jacket and wrapped myself. Things got blurry after, either I was in tears or I was just really dizzy and tired. Parker was so shocked while Ed didn't look at me. As Parker asked questions of what happened, I spilled everything, including father, my siblings, mother, human transmutation, and Him.

Parker soaked everything in, including Ed since I didn't tell him and Al about my sexual assaults. I have never seen Parker so mad before; yeah me and Ed like to tease him and he gets all mad, but he was just furious. He looked like he could (and would) kill Him.

I fell asleep crying in Parker's arms, Ed rubbing my back soothingly while Al was on the phone with Winry.

yeah... this is what happens when i watch odd movies and read very detailed fanfics. and sorry for the whole thing because i felt weird typing a rape scene... NOT! lol luv ya'll! 33

(im sorry if i offended anyone who have been sexually assaulted... in a way, i feel you.. 33)