I lived with my mom and Zeb. When I was 12 we moved to Cloudsdale. And that's where I met Rainbow Dash. We moved into an apartment. It was really nice there. Ponies are like 10 times friendlier there. I met Rainbow Dash in middle school/ Junior High or whatever you want to call it. I was the new pony in school and Rainbow Dash had already lived there a couple of years. We met on the bus to school. She asked me for a pencil so she could chunk it at one of the other ponies on the bus. Then it was like fate, we became best friends. She may not have known it but I instantly fell in love with her. She looked a lot different back then! She wasn't very tom boy-ish unlike now. She was quite girly in fact. She always had her mane and tail done beautifully and she was very stylish.
We had a lot of classes' together science, English and math. Thank goodness I had Rainbow Dash; Dashie as I call her and she calls me Flutters. Rainbow Dash was a straight A student, with all AP classes. I on the other hoof had remedial math. I wasn't very good in school. I tried really hard to concentrate but never could. I would stare at my paper concentrating and thinking then all the sudden I was watching cartoons in my head. My dad later told me I was diagnosed with ADD and Dyslexia as a young pony. I was never treated or helped with either because my mom said "There's nothing wrong with my pony and if there is something wrong, then something's wrong with me, NOW we have a problem!" Yep that's my mom. Everything was really good living there though. Mom and Zeb never fought. Zeb wasn't mean to us, he never hit us or told us we were worthless or stupid. At this time my Holly Pop move back in with us she was 16 and pregnant. Life was great besides my teenage sister being pregnant. I had Dashie. Every weekend she was at my house or I was at her's. She has two younger brothers who are identical twins. Thunder and Storm. Dashie and I called them Blunder and Snot when we were alone. I don't know what exactly I loved about Dahsie. We would watch anime show together specifically Inu Yasha. I shared my hopes and dreams with her. She always encouraged me that I could be a famous writer or cartoonist. Also we believed we were mythical creatures. (Laughing) Sorry I know it sounds dumb but we seriously believed that at the time. I was a werewolf and she was a fairy. She would describe turning into a tiny little pony who was beyond beautiful with big butterfly-like wings who sparkled and shimmered. And I turned into a big brown werewolf. All our friends believed it too. Werewolfs, nymphs, elves, fairies and even merponies. You may think we were high but I've NEVER done drugs. We would describe all the adventures we went on together as a fairy and werewolf. They were truly amazing adventures, in our heads. At night we would stay up and watch Disney movies. I would lay on my side and she would lay her head just where my hip dipped with my wing gently on her back. Thinking of those moments I almost want to cry. Then I met a foal named, Danny Boy. He was tall, everyone was tall compared to me I'm borderline "Little Pony", not many ponies liked him though. He was kind of a dick and stand off-ish. He made me laugh though. Me and Danny Boy had health class together. He asked me to be his Fillyfriend in the middle of a sex ed video. (Laughing. Wheeze Wheeze) Whoa Ok. We would pass in the hall and instead of "I love you." We would say "I hate you!" Yeah we were an odd couple. I know it's wrong and I do feel bad about it but I was dating Danny Boy and Dashie at the same time. It was unofficial with Dashie though. She was with the popular crowd along the lines of Cheerleaders, Jocks and Preps. I was popular along the lines of that random pony who everyone likes and gets along with but is/ isn't popular. If that makes since. Dashie didn't want to be public because her popular in crowd friends wouldn't accept her for it. If she would have wanted to go public I would have never been with anyone but her. She dated foals and I dated foals but we were also dating each other. We were both virgins and we agreed no sex with anyone but each other. If we got to that point. One night it happened though. I was at her house, it was maybe a quarter past midnight and we were watching tv. Then we stumbled upon a certain channel. This was when there wasn't paid for adult channels and what parent blocks were for. Two fillies and a foal were going at it. My face turned a deep red as we watched it. I started feeling awkward then I looked at Dashie. Her eyes were glued to the tv. Her mouth was slightly opened, her eyebrows furrowed, and her wings were trembling. I started imagining what it would be like if me and Dashie were doing what they were doing. My heart started pounding and my hooves felt sweaty. I didn't realize it, until Dashie asked what was wrong with me, but I had a big stupid grin on my face. Dashie was blushing she had a hoof between her legs staring at me. I guess she didn't realize what she was doing and I couldn't take it any longer. I jumped her. I threw her onto her back on the bed. I quickly, before she could object, began gently biting and kissing her neck. She purred with delight. I reached down, excited and scared, gently running my hoof down that beautiful heat of hers. She was dripping wet, which turned up the heat between my legs. Without warning I grabbed her hips, and lowered myself between her legs. I started lapping up her delicious juices. She was tart although in porn they make it seem like it's all honey and cream down there. It's not. Cum for both sides is bitter. It didn't bother me though I loved her. She arched at my tongue and her hips bucked. I reached up and threw her legs over my shoulders. It made it easier for my tongue to enter her. She cried out which made us terrified of her parents coming in. We stopped for a second waiting for the door to flash open. With my head still between her legs and her legs on my shoulders. After a few minutes she pushed my head back down my muzzle slammed into her heat. I chuckled to myself then preceded to eat that deliciousness again. She panted and begged for me not to stop, her hips kept bucking. I began darting my tongue in and out while holding her hips down. She roughly pulled my hoof off her hip and shoved it against her heat. She didn't need to say anything I understood. I gently pushed my hoof in scared I would break her hymen. I guess I'ts further back than I expected because I didn't break it. I suckled her clit while pushing my hoof in and out of her. Her legs trembled, then she dug her hind hooves in my back and cried out. I quickly shot one hoof up and covered her mouth. I did not want to get caught. She whimpered against my hoof and in a muffled voice screamed "Flutters!" I don't know what I was expecting. But when I did watch porn I always got bored after a few moments. I couldn't watch clips for too long and I never saw anypony cum. When Rainbow Dash came it squirted everywhere. On the bed, the floor, her thighs and my face. It scared me at first. I jumped back terrified I had hurt her. She just laid there panting. I climbed beside her. She laughed at me.
"Don't be concerned you idiot I feel grrreeeaaat!"
I breathed a sigh with relief. She finally composed herself and led me to the bathroom. Where we quickly washed off. That night we spooned. I held her as she fell asleep.

Rainbow Dash and I were inseparable. I would go on her family trips with her. She went on a skiing trip with us. Dashie took to those like a duck on water. It took me a while to get used to skiing. I'm not very athletic. Dashie was the perfect pony for anypony to have. She never got in trouble, all A's and AP classes, and took to sports like it was nothing. I guess she was the kind of pony that Zeb wanted. Zeb, and this was the only downside about Dashie, always made it a point to say how much better Rainbow Dash was than me. I was an A-B-C kind of student and I was a fast flyer but I didn't enjoy sports. I was a good actress (Drama) artist, amazing with animals and dancer. I guess those qualities weren't something to be proud of a pony for. Even though I had won awards and ribbons in my writing and art. Dashie always apologized to me about Zeb.

Sorry I got away from what I wanted to say. Me and Dashie were inseparable. I shared my deepest darkest secrets with her and her with me. Then we met Pinkie Pie. She lived in Cloudsdale too. Her family were all earth ponies but they were RICH! They had a live in unicorn that constantly cast spells on them so they could walk on the clouds. She had to fight off ponies who wanted to be her "friends" for her cash. She didn't even care about money anyway, she blew it off like money wasn't a thing.
Pinkie Pie was a riot though. The three of us quickly became the three amigas. We all snuck out of our houses one night and walked around the Everfree Forest. It was awesome! We took some abandoned furniture in there and made us a club house. Since every pony was too afraid to go into the Everfree Forest it was truly a place just for us. And there was a cute little baby manticore that would stay in the little shack. I called him Moze. After nursing Moze back to health I finally got my cutie mark!

Pinkie Pie was the only one who knew about mine and Dashie's relationship. Pinkie Pie wanted a foalfriend but just never found the right one, I see her more as a filly lover myself but that's just me. Pinkie Pie's parties are the BOMB! When we were about 13 we would go to our shack, drink beer and wine. I hate how beer tastes it's nasty. I was the beer pong champion of our shack! I always put wine into the cups instead of beer for me. This was one sport I could totally dominate Dashie in! Club house sounded a little too kiddish so we changed the name to "The Shack". Eventually we became best friends with Braeburn and Derpy. They lived below Cloudsdale in Ponyville. Derpy, despite appearances, is a genius. She was really smart, maybe even smarter than Twilight Sparkle. No one wanted to be friends with her, do to her eyes. I guess ponies were afraid they would catch her deformity somehow. Stupid. Anyhow me and Dashie didn't show our affections to anyone, except Pinkie Pie, not even Braeburn or Derpy. Dashie was too afraid of not being accepted.

I liked Braeburn he was a pretty funny pony. He cracked a ton of jokes. Ponies made fun of him for only hanging out with us fillies. His defense was that the fillies loved him. He just didn't so well with other foals. He wasn't into most sports and he didn't brag about "getting it on with the fillies". He was a gentlemen….for the most part. Now he did fart, burp and cuss in front of us but we didn't care.
Derpy was great too. She wasn't very funny on purpose. She bumped into things a lot. She knew how to make problems go away and she always made us feel better when we were down.

Rainbow Dash and I had gotten into the habit of being friendly with each other when we were at each other's houses. I was happy Danny Boy was a sweet foal. He would protect me, buy me things when he had money, pay for our dates and even bring Rainbow Dash on our dates sometimes. All was well, my parents weren't fighting, Holly Pop was taking care of her first pony perfectly, Summer Flowers and Rarity were growing up into normal amazing fillies and I had a great foalfriend and fillyfriend.

One night I stayed over at Dashie's house. She seemed uneasy the whole time like something was bothering her. When we went to bed, she blushed deeply and told me she wanted to try something. She reached under her bed and pulled out a strap-on. Instantly my heat was dripping wet. I had dreamed about doing this with her for so long. I loved her, and this would be the ultimate way for me to make her physically feel how much I loved her. I very quickly got down and started licking her heat. I wanted her to be ready for our first time having sex. I knew it would hurt. I had heard stories from other fillies how painful it was losing your virginity. Pretty soon she was more than ready. She helped me put on the strap-on. There are lots of straps and certain ways it has to be. I was so scared when she laid below me. I was shaking and so worried about hurting her. She reached down and guided me in. She moaned so softly when I was fully in. I very gently moved inside her, I was waiting for her to cringe or cry from me breaking her hymen but she never did.
"Flutters."
"Yes?"
"Fuck me faster!"
"Kay!"
She got up and stood wanting me to mount her in a more normal fashion. I gripped her hips and entered her swiftly. I pounded into her forcefully, as she kept commanding. I leaned forward and moved her mane away from her face. I moved to playfully kiss her ear. She would shake and moan every time I would mess with her beautiful ears. I leaned forward once more only this time I grabbed her mane and gripped it roughly. She must have enjoyed that, for I felt her cum splash my leg. She trembled and huskily breathed.
"Flutters…I can't…last…longer." I gently pulled out and helped her to the bed. I was disappointed in a small since. I rather wanted her to take me in the way I had just taken her. That nigh I held her gently spooning her as we fell asleep.

The next morning Rainbow Dash sat me down and told me whatever we had, had to end. My heart dropped into my stomach shattering. She didn't like where this was heading and she didn't love me like this, she loved me as her sister. She wanted us to still hang out and be friends but this couldn't happen anymore. I was so hurt. I would much rather someone break both my wings and never fly again then her do this to me. And to top it off I didn't take her virginity that night. It turns out she and Braeburn had sex one time on a date. I wanted to die.