Cadenza
By: RavenHeart101
Summary: Summer camp is something that Puck always dreaded. When he accidentally signs up for a football and music camp he's stuck sharing a room with the one person everyone else seems to hate. The gay kid from Marion Middle School.
Disclaimer: I am gladly NOT Ryan Murphy.
Warnings: Slash (male/male), swears, homophobia, mature themes, gay bashing/bullying, parental issues, sexual situations, sex, substance abuse on minors, smoking with minors, ect.
A thanks to those who reviewed: Aledda (I would gladly marry you. And you telling me to write stuff for you may actually get me to finish my original story... and plenty of other fanfictions. Hehe. I get your feelings with the het. But, I hate to say it, it's going to take a while before Bluck actually get together.), DarkDreamDistance (Aww. Wish I could stay up every night. Go to school for me?), riceftw (Bluck has practically become my pairing. -laughs-), PmYuna (Yeah. Lily and Danielle are going to show up more in the story. I have semi-plots planned for them that both involve the boys and are separate from them.), Goldstars4me (I'm sort of meshing together all my friends for Lily and Danielle. Mostly Lily though. Danielle is like a mix of Quinn and Santana... as will be shown as the story progresses! Yeah... school sucks.), PCJC24 (Poor Blaine, right? And yeah... eventually...), Utena-Puchiko-nyu (He really doesn't... but he can believe!), eb012203 (-Hands Blaine plushie- Now you can hug him whenever! And now I totally want one...), and kzap88 (Thank you so much! Friends are essential to survival. And to Blaine's story.).
A: N – FIRST TIME EVER I HAVE NO HOMEWORK THIS YEAR! And I totally bought Glee season 2 and fangirling the hell out of the day. Just thought all of you might care. :)
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Noah really liked Danielle.
It wasn't just her looks – although those were definitely a bonus – but she was funny and mean and had an underlying kindness that would speak softly to people like Lily and Blaine and... well and him. Because Noah was totally going out with her now. And it was freakin' awesome.
Danielle wasn't like any other girl he knew. She didn't pressure him to do anything, so he, in turn, didn't pressure he to do anything. She was easy going and she almost always was smiling. She swore just as much as him and was just as crude as him. She was basically like one of the team... only she was a girl.
She confided in Noah that she hadn't come to Marion Football and Music Camp for music or football but, rather, for an escape from her parents' divorce. Danielle wasn't the best singer in the world, but she wasn't the worst, therefore, when the try outs came up she managed to get in. Although she suspected she got in because the judge was taken aback by her breasts. Which were growing rather impressively, if Noah did say so himself.
Danielle didn't shy away from experimentation and, as Noah quickly learned, she was just as daring as he was when it came to sexual escapades. It was fantastic. And if Noah totally believed that he could fall in love with someone at fourteen he totally would have said that he was in love with her. Above all, Noah really liked her. And they were both happy together.
Too bad things weren't really working out anywhere else.
"Can I kill my brother?" Blaine dropped onto Lily's bed, happy when his friend didn't notice the small wince that passed his lips when his wrist popped out to steady him before collapsing under his weight.
Lily wordlessly handed him a pony tail holder and turned so her back was to him. Blaine pushed himself up into a seated position, putting the hair up with a skilled twist of his fingers. She brushed out her bangs, letting them fall around her rosy cheeks before plopping down on the bed next to him, the two of them moving so they sat side by side against the headboard of the standard issue camp bed. "What'd Grey do this time?"
Blaine rolled his eyes, crossing his arms around his chest tightly. "What didn't he do sounds like the better question."
Lily stared at him for a moment and Blaine knew she was taking in the new bruise that littered his chin and the cut that accompanied it. It was stitched up well enough but Lily knew her friend, and she knew that Blaine had probably done so himself instead of going to the camp nurse. "I don't know why he doesn't just tell them to stop. They listen to him."
Blaine shook his head wearily. "No... if he did they'd just make it worse on me when he left to talk to colleges or stuff like that." A breath passed through his lips, pushing up his curls a bit. He visibly deflated - and not in a good way - slinking further down into the mattress, almost as though he hoped it would swallow him up.
"Noah and Dani still taking up your room?" Lily tried to shift the conversation.
"Mhm." Blaine's eyes were closed and her hand reached out before she could tell it not to and pulled his head down to her lap. His hazel eyes blinked up at her in question before shutting at the compassionate look in her own blue eyes.
She clucked her tongue and ran her fingers through his soft curls, tears prickling at the edges of her eyes. "Why does this happen to you?" She hadn't meant for him to hear and for a moment she didn't think he had.
Blaine merely stayed where he was, breathing in and out slowly, his hand curling around her own paler one. "I'm wrong, Lil."
Her heart seized. "You're not wrong. You're just different."
"And different is wrong."
"No." The strength in her voice caused his eyes to snap open and stare at the wooden cabin wall widely. Not understanding. Well... understanding yet not. Blaine didn't understand a lot of things. "Different is wonderful. No two people are a like. And just because you're gay does not mean that you're wrong. You know that, B."
He swallowed, wringing his hands together and remembering the very short conversation he had had with his father a few months prior. It was almost the exact same way. Only Blaine was the one saying what Lily was sprouting out now. Greyson had been standing in the doorway with a shocked stance and his mother had been sitting on the couch crying. Blaine had been close to doing so too but he had managed to reign the tears in for show. "But everyone says it is."
"Since when did you care what everyone else says?" Lily snapped and Blaine knew she was disappointed in him.
His face flushed. If there was anyone he hated to disappoint it was Lily. "I don't-"
"You do." Lily pulled away from him, forcing him into a seated position and standing with her arms crossed in front of him. Her pink camp shirt was the only thing Blaine could bring his eyes to. The lines spelling out the running musical were traced with his eyes until she grabbed his chin and forced his eyes onto hers. Her delicate, yet strong, digits avoided the nasty bruise and cut but held on until hazel met blue. "Why do you care what they think?"
Blaine studied her for a moment, tears welling in his eyes. He tried to force them away like he had so many times before. "My mom left." He spoke softly, carefully. And it wasn't an excuse but it was as close as he was going to get. "She left a note to Greyson. He was always her favorite. He's dad's favorite now too."
Lily kneeled down in front of him, her blue jean shorts crinkling with the movement and her hand falling away from his chin to rest on his knee. "B-"
"She said to write and tell her when the fag left." Blaine heaved in a large breath before letting it back out again and dropping his eyes from Lily's piercing blue. "It's my fault, Lil. Mom left because of me. Dad's dealing with all the crap he has to deal with because of me and Greyson is trying to understand but really doesn't and... my family's falling apart and it's all my fault. If I wasn't such a fag-"
Crack! Her hand met his cheek with a pressure neither had expected. "Oh my God, Blaine I am so sorry." And then she was staggering away from him, her pale hand shaking over her trembling mouth as tears welled up behind her eyes.
But Blaine simply stared at the wall his gaze now faced, a hand reaching up to touch the numb area. Lily out a sob. He blinked himself out of his shock and flew over to her side. "Lily. It's okay." A tiny smile passed over his lips, the tears that were previously in his eyes gone. He had to comfort her. He could do comforting. "I forgive you." She flung herself in his arms, crying into his neck and repeatedly telling him how sorry she was. But she didn't need to bother. Blaine had already forgiven her.
Noah stumbled as Danielle pulled him closer by his hand, her smaller one soft (almost too soft) in his own. He smiled over at her, his dimples poking at his cheeks and her face flushing happily. Her hands grabbed at his chest, running over his developing abs and her tongue sliding into his mouth. He let her set the pace, the darkness surrounding them being enough of a cover as Noah could wish for.
"Did you hear that?" Danielle pulled away from his lips, smirking at the whine that he couldn't exactly repress at the loss.
Her eyes held a suspicious look, deep dark chocolate that almost matched his own narrowing in thought. But Noah didn't hear anything. He slowly shook his head at her, grabbing out at her waste and pulling her body back to his. Danielle hid a giggle in his shoulder, kissing at his neck as he daringly ran a hand up the front of her shirt, pausing before taking her breasts into his hands. He quickly let go and allowed his hands to fall onto her ass, teasing his boundaries. But Danielle didn't seem to have any with him. At least none that he had discovered yet.
A loud bought of laughter interrupted what could have very possibly become the best moment of Noah's life, the two of them jumping – yet not moving apart besides their lips unlocking. They traded a confused look before following the sound as far into the woods as they dared to go. A small fire was crackling in the distance and Noah could make out the forms of the older members of his team and the others. People like Slick and Greyson sitting in a circular cluster, each of them taking drinks that Noah were pretty sure were alcoholic from the ice box in the corner.
The group wasn't even trying to be quiet, yelling out things in the darkness or looking at each other and bursting out into even louder and obnoxious laughter. They were drunk.
And Noah wished so badly that he could join in on their fun. "Want some?" He asked Danielle lowly, nodding in the direction of the ice box. He was pretty sure he could sneak over and steal a few without anyone noticing. And, even if they did, no doubt they were all so far drunk off their asses that no one would really be able to stop him.
"Beer?" Danielle seemed surprised for a second, mulling the option over in her head before smiling prettily at him and nodding in response. "Yes please." Her hand on his arm stopped him as he moved to grab them. "But only one, Noah. I just want to try it."
And so did he but he was totally going to take more than one simply in caution. Maybe he would end up wanting more. Noah had learned that you could never really be sure when it came to things like alcohol. Or at least he had thought he had learned that... he had never really drank anything before.
Slowly, but surely, Noah stealthily made his way over to the ice box and closed his hands around two beers, shoving them into his pockets and then grabbing two more. With one last look at the clueless older teenagers Noah couldn't help but hide a smirk at the thought that they were so out of it that they hadn't even noticed him yet. Maybe if he were older he would have been more daring and sat down with them and joined in on their drunken laughter but he wasn't. Noah, therefore, stuck to the task at hand and jogged back to Danielle, grabbing her hand in his and pulling her towards his and Blaine's cabin.
Stopping when he caught sight of the light in the bathroom, Noah pulled Danielle over to the back, the two of them plopping down on the wooden tree bark that was sitting directly under the window. "Here." He slowly handed the canned beer to Danielle, taking a moment to open his own before studying her under the moonlight. She was beautiful, truly. Noah's heart picked up speed as she held out her can to his as a sort of toast.
"To adventure." She said with a tiny curl of her lips.
"To our first drink." He winked at her and the two of them shared a quiet laugh before clinking their cans together and taking a swing of the alcohol. Danielle sputtered as Noah gulped, hiding a gag at the bitter taste. Making a disgusted taste Noah lowered the can from his lips, glaring a bit at the can. What a disappointment.
"That was crap!" Danielle exclaimed, wrinkling her nose in a poor imitation of the adorable way Noah remembered seeing Blaine do every once in a while. The two of them looked at each other again and then she shrugged. "Maybe it'll taste better after the second drink?" So they tried again. And the same thing happened. And then they tried again. And again. And soon enough it started to taste magnificent and the two of them were beginning to feel light headed and light heart-ed and Danielle was clamoring into his lap, her lips attaching to his throat and her hands pressing against the growing bulge in his pants.
He pressed his palm against her breasts and unbuttoned the shirt, moving his lips away from hers for a moment to kiss at the pale skin that was revealed. She discarded his own shirt in a moment and, sure enough, Noah's own hand was tugging at her black bra and then running down her thighs and pulling down her underwear, his fingers prodding at her opening.
And it was there, after two cans of alcohol each, both Noah Puckerman and Danielle Grately lost their virginity. Outside on the rough outdoor ground in the sweltering summer and under the stars. In the woods where anyone could see.
Noah winced as he pushed himself up from his bed, the harsh light from the sun pulling at his hungover headache. His body ached and yet his heart pulled in a way of accomplishment. Because he had totally lost his virginity to Danielle. And it was fantastic.
A small smile pulled at the edges of his lips as he fell back against the pillows, burying his face in the soft fabric and turning his head to look at his roommate's bed. Occupied for once Blaine's own face was turned in his direction, his eyes closed and his mouth parted slightly. His chest moved steadily up and down with each slow, measured breath. He was sleeping. Noah was pretty sure it was the first time he had ever caught Blaine sleeping.
Guilt pawed at his chest. His eyebrows narrowed, pulling into a sharp triangle, his forehead wrinkling in confusion. Why did he feel guilty? He had just had the best night of his life and, here he was, feeling guilty. Maybe it was because he had been drunk... but so had Danielle and she had told him when they woke up that she didn't regret having sex with him. So what was it?
He studied Blaine's face, his eyes taking in everything from the slant of his nose down to the tiny, strategically placed freckles that adorned his cheeks. His eyelashes rested against Blaine's cheeks and moved as gently as a paint brush.
Noah's heart swelled in his chest and a small, tender smile, lit up his face. His eyes took on a glaze that he hadn't even realized was possible. Danielle's skin was soft with a few bumps from zits and beauty marks. What would Blaine's skin feel like?
The urge surprised Noah so much that he had to tear his eyes away from the slumbering boy on the other side of the cabin.
He wasn't gay. Noah didn't have that disease.
He wasn't attracted to Blaine in any way possible.
A: N – So... there it is. Chapter 4. And next chapter should be out either sometime this weekend or sometime next week.
Sorry about the het this chapter but I have everything planned out. So far I have 4 total parts planned out, with around 9 parts set up with them at the camp each time and then 3 – 5 out of the camp. Therefore, this story is going to be... rather long. Yippee? For all of you reading it's a yippee anyway. XD
Oh and sorry about the lack of Blaine this chapter. :(
Next Chapter: Noah makes a stride in befriending Blaine when a bad storm strikes the camp, locking everyone in their cabins for the night. Danielle and Lily have a heart-to-heart in the form of RENT in the aftermath of the storm. Why exactly is it that Lily doesn't like Noah and Danielle together?
