*Peeks in and looks at all the angry fans*
*Throws chapter at and runs for dear life*
Oh God, what am I going to do with myself, I am acting like a two dollar whore...but when he showed up, I was terrified. I had just began to let Kevin take his place in my mind, then out of the blue he appeared like a spy invading my senses in a way that made my heart twist. Kevin; he made him leave. He protected me. When I was watching from my blinds, I realized , Kevin was only toying with him, not fighting back but careful not to get too hurt. Kevin protected me without violence, the thing that forces fear through my veins. There was a force inside me that had to have him, to wipe Dexter from my body, to disconnect us completely. To belong to Kevin. Yes, the idea seemed a bit rushed for our still flourishing relationship, but Kevin, he seems so strange. He looks at me, like I would run away at any moment, and he holds me like a rare jewel he could easily shatter. He might be right, I feel like any moment I'll wake up and still be in Dexter's dark musty bedroom, sore and bleeding, and my pride and self worth slowly chipping off more and more.
"Uh! Kevin!" I moaned softly, my hands in his short hair, running over the soft strands; while my legs were spread wide to fit his toned body. His mouth was sucking softy at my collar bone, where I knew hickeys would bloom. The idea of him claiming me rushed down my spine, though the idea had once forced my stomach to roll with fear. Slowly his mouth worked lower lightly brushing his lips over each of my nipples before nipping them to hardness, my arousal pulsed against his belly, leaking against his skin. "K-Kevin, don't they're sensitive." I whispered, before he took my left nipple into his mouth and sucked, my back arched and the air left my lungs. My head flung side to side as I squeezed his hair between my fingers, tiring to pull from the painful pleasure. He pulled back with a heavy breath against the cooling flesh, the skin twisting into a taunt hardness. Kevin's green eyes were hooded, dark lashes fluttered against his cheek bones, as I gripped his hair. The faintest of shivers coursed through him.
Dexter didn't touch me so delicately, using his teeth and nails as apart of foreplay, where as Kevin was a slide of lips and finger tips, causing goose bumps instead of blood. The clash of the two seem like a split in the earth of difference. Kevin you're driving me crazy, mad with emotions I swore off, don't touch me with such passion, don't let me fall for you. Dexter will be the end of us, here or not, like a heavy shadow hanging over both of us, squeezing me tightly till I stop breathing.
"Edd;" He whispered kissing around my belly button, my arousal tapping against his collar bone. "God, baby." That nick name caused my cock to twitch as he nibble the skin that is wrapped around my ribs. His fingers were causing my thighs to shutter shamelessly as their tips would just barely breech me before disappearing. "K-Kevin." I pleaded pushing my hips down, hoping to slide those fingers in deeper, only to have them pull away further, groaning in desperate need I sat up to glare at the fucker for teasing me. When I looked down his eyes are already looking to mine, I felt heat rise from my chest and color my face scarlet. "K-kevin?" He continued to just stare, I began to feel nervous, my legs trembling in want o cover my self. "Kevin. Kevin you're scaring me." Finally his lips twitched into his slowly becoming trademark smirk before his large hand slid up my leg and over my stomach and my chest before his finger tips pushed me back to the bed. "Close your eyes Edd, let me love you." I felt my heart hammer into my ribs, cautiously I closed my eyes.
Love, that word again, Kevin, you can't do that to me. Can't you see what the last person did, when they said that to me. Kevin, if you don't stop I might fall in love to. Please don't hurt me. I don't want to say good bye, I don't want to loose you, or Kellie, Kevin I think I love you too, I'm just so scared. Kevin please, protect me. Protect me from my nightmares, from my past. Kevin be my future, my knight, my savior. Just don't leave me in the dark.
Feeling his hand leave my chest before both grabbed my thighs and spread them wide, before his breath brushed my cock causing my breath to leave me. "I have never done this before so I'm sorry If it's terrible." God Kevin, don't talk against it like that, other wise you wont get a chance to do it. Suddenly a tongue brushed from the base of my cock to the head, Fuck that was mind shuttering. He slowly pulled me into his mouth, leaving just enough room to wrap his hand around the base. My body tensed as my thighs struggled to close around his head, his arm and hand forcing them back. Moving up and down experimentally, I squeezed my eyes closed tighter as one of my hands found the back of his head, not pushing but simply finding grip in his red hair. He kept a slow pace and began move his hand along with his lips.
"Oh dear..." I sigh, feeling him smirk around me, as he rolled his tongue around the tip before he slurped the tip, he pulled away and sighed, "Shit, how do girls do this." I felt myself smile, keeping my eyes closed, "Better than that." I teased aloud, "Talking shit?" Kevin chuckled stroking me along with his words, "Damn I try to give something nice and get judged." I opened my eyes just enough to see him through my lashes. "No one does great their first time." Kevin frowned crawling back over me kissing my nose. "Practice makes perfect." He sighed kissing my jaw, his hand still stroking, strong grip and a speeding pace. "Y-yeah." I shuttered as my finger tips touched his face and pulled him into a kiss. "Ah!" I breathed against his lips as my legs shuttered. "Come on babe." I nodded as my back began to arch and my stomach clench shut. "Kevin, Kevin, Kevin!" I shouted before I grabbed him kissing him before warm cum left me, hitting my stomach and Kevin hand. I catch my breath and find Kevin looking at me with awe. "Eddward you are so beautiful." I smile softly before the edges of my vision go black. "Night Edd."
Kevin...I think I love you too.
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