Later on that day Zosia was lost in thought, she was brought out of her thoughts when she heard the front door close and Arthur appeared. "Finally left that bedroom of yours?" he asked smiling slightly as he saw his flatmate. Zosia raised an eyebrow, ". We don't need to worry about this months rent. I've got it covered but we really need to find another housemate." Zosia stated simply. Arthur raised an eyebrow. He knew that Zosia didn't earn enough to cover both they're rents. But he didn't like to ask where she got the cash from knowing that he would probably have his head bitten off.
"What would you like for dinner?" Arthur asked as he was the cook, Zosia shook her head. "I'm not hungry, actually there's something I need to do, so I'll see you later" Zosia exclaimed before she reached for her coat. And she slipped into it before she left the flat still clutching her father's check that he had left for her. She sighed.
Was he trying to bribe his way back into her life? She hoped not because she didn't want that infact she wasn't sure whether she wanted him in her life. She left the flat and before she knew where she was walking, she found herself outside the hospital. She sighed. Not sure whether she wanted to see her father. She changed her mind before turning back and was going to head back home just as Guy came out. "Zosia" he called after her. Zosia stopped walking and she turned back as her father caught up with her quickly.
"What does this mean?" she asked, Guy raised an eyebrow confused. "What does what mean?" he asked and Zosia pulled out the check. "this, don't think you can bribe your way back into my life and don't think paying my rent will make up for all the years of bad parenting" Zosia exclaimed. "Zosia. It wasn't meant as a bribe. I just want to help. I know I shouldn't have been nosey and have a look at those bills but I know that if you don't get that rent paid of yours, you'll be homeless this next month, so please take the cash. It's not like I can't afford it" Guy said placing the check back into the palm of her hand.
"Do you really mean it? You want to help?" she asked. And Guy nodded. "Yes, if you let me. I want to be there for you but you're not making it easy" Guy stated. And Zosia titled her head. "Can you blame me? You weren't there. You weren't there when I needed you." Zosia stated simply and Guy sighed. "I know I've made mistakes and I haven't been a very good father and that's down to my own fault but I'm trying to put things right but you're not making it any easier" Guy said and Zosia shook her head. "I can't bring myself to trust you. Because I know if I do you will just leave again and I can't bear that" she said. Zosia could feel her eyes filling with tears, she blinked a couple of times to prevent them from falling. "Zoshie" he said and Zosia looked up at him. "I told you never to call me that again" she exclaimed and Guy shook his head before she placed his check back into his hand.
"I don't need your money" she said but Guy placed it into her hand once more "take it, its not like I need it, I've saved enough over the years and I earnt it and its about time I started spending it so please take it" he said and Zosia sighed. "Fine but only this once. I don't need a helping hand" she said and Guy rolled his eyes. "We never did get around to going to her grave. I want to do that" he said and Zosia shook her head, her mama's grave was the only place where she got some alone time, it gave her time to think about things, where she could show her emotions without anyone noticing "no. mama's resting place is my place. Where I go alone" Zosia said hoping her father would understand, he nodded. "I can see why its peaceful for you and I'm guessing its where you show your emotions where no ones around" Guy said and Zosia rolled her eyes, despite her distaste for her father. He always was able to read her like a book.