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Dad came.

The way he is with Bella is incredible. How he held her and how supportive he was when she told us her life story. I've never seen him like that.

When he told me we needed to talk I was a bit nervous. Dad and I have never seen exactly eye to eye.

I had a fitful sleep and when I got out of bed I was almost shaking with nerves.

I barely ate breakfast whitch Bella graciously made for us.

By her sympathetic smiles I think she knew how I felt.

»Charlie and I are gonna take a walk.« Dean said. He didn't even wait for someone to say yes or no, he just picked up Charlie and almost ran outside.

Bobby squeezed my sholder and then he to was gone.

Hell, I'm frightened now.

»Son, Bella told me about your visions yesterday.« I felt like she betrayed me, yet deep inside I knew there was no other way to explain to dad how we saved her and Charlie.

Dad must have seen it on my face, because he gave me a stern look.

»She did it for your own good, Sam.«

I almost scoffed.

»Really, she did.« He was convincing me. »There's something I haven't told you Sammy.«

There's so much you haven't told me I could write a book.

»A few years ago I found out why your mother died.« This was hard for him too, I saw that.

He looked to Bella and sighed heavily.

»He needs to know John.« Bella said. »Tell him.« She took his hand in support.

»Your mother came from a family of hunters, she knew everything about this. And she hid it from me, like I did.« He looked at Bella in guilt. »Something happened, I don't know what but I died along with her parents.«

Dad ran a hand down his face. »Mary made a deal with a demon then, for me. For my life. The same demon that killed her. Only, unlike the other demons he didn't want her soul, he wanted her child.«

»She wasn't supposed to be in that room that night, she was collateral damage.« He finished.

»So all of this, mom dying was my fault?«

Dad was shaking his head.

»No, Sam!« Bella exclaimed. »It wasn't your fault. You weren't even born when she made the deal.«

»Yeah, but if she didn't come to check on me, she'd still be alive.«

»This is insane, Sam. You were just a baby. And I'm sure your mom would do the same thing all over again if she could.« Bella wraped her arm around my sholders. »Moms do that, you know. We protect our babies.«

I suddenly saw it in my mind. The night we came to rescue Bella and Charlie. How Bella looked, how protective of Charlie she was. In my dream also, when she was pinned on the cielling. She was more concerned about Charlie then herself.

Was my mother the same? I never knew her, I was only six months old when she was murdered. But according to Bella all mothers have the protective instincts when it comes to their children.

I noded. They were right it wasn't my fault. There was nothing I could do.

But there was something I was missing.

»What did it want with me?«

That was the million dollar question. I saw dads blood drain from his face.

»He fed you his blood.«

I stood abruptly, my chair falling on the floor with a loud thud behind me.

»I have demon blood in me?« I felt so dirty.

»That means nothing Sam.« Bella soothed. She can say that, she doesn't have demon blood in her.

»Are you crazy! Of course it means something! It means everything!« I yelled at her.

»Don't take it out on her, son.«

He was right, Bella didn't do anything.

»I'm sorry, Bella.« I apologised.

»It's okey.« She smiled.

It wasn't but I let it go for now. I'll buy her some flowers later or a card, something. But right now the priority is this.

»So I'm evil?« If a demon is in me, then I have to be. Right?

»No, Sam. You're not evil, sweetie.« Bella huged me to her. »Your choices define you, not your blood.«

But dad didn't seem convinced.

»There's more.« I said.

Dad noded. »Yes. There are more children like you. I think he was planing to build an army. The yellow eyed demon…«

Bella cut him of. »Azazel.« We both looked at herstartled. »What? I read it yesterday. He's the only demon with yellow eyes, it wasn't hard to find out.«

»You'll show me that book later.« Dad told her.

»So an army. I'm supposed to be a part of an army?«

»It seems so. All the children have some kind of power, like visions in your case. Some have telekinesis or mind control, it varies.«

Oh god. I can't believe this!

»How could mom do this?« That's what I wanted to know.

Dad didn't have an answer, I've never seen him look more desperate then right now.

»I don't think she thought of the consequences.« Bella said. »She was young and everyone she loved just died. She wanted the love of her life back. She didn't think of the price. I don't think she even asked.«

Dad was thoughtfull. »That could be true. I can't explain it otherwise.«

»Your mother loved you, Sam. She woldn't be in your room that night, if she didn't. And this demon blood thing doesn't make you any different than Dean.« Bella assured.

»How come you told me now?«

»Bella thought you needed to know.« At least he's not hiding the fact he would never tell me. »She thinks that the demon is putting these visions in your mind. She was afraid, and rightly so that you could fall in to a trap.«

Dean came in to the kitchen with Charlie.

»Daddy!« Charlie streched out his arms to dad.

»Hey there buddy.« He took him from Dean. »What were you two doing?«

»We look fow snakies.«

Bellas eyes grew huge, she zeroed in on Dean.

»You did what?!«

»Traitor.« Dean mumbled. »Really Bella, we haven't found any.«

»How does that make it okey?« Bella rightfully asked. »Bug you can't go looking for snakes. They could be poisonous and they bite.« She looked Charlie in the eyes. »Promise me you won't go searching alone.«

»Chawlie pwomise, mommy.«

Dad had an eyebrow up and looking at Dean who was avoiding his gaze.

»Boys will be boys, Belle.«

Apparently that didn't make Bella feel better, she narowed her eyes at him and harrumphed.

»You should go wash up boys. I'll make us something quick to eat.« Bella said. »And tell Bobby, while you're at it.«

»Come, Charlie.« I picked Charlie from dad.

»Sam.« Bella said with her nose wrinkled in disgust. »Don't let him touch your face until he washes up.« She shivered.

Relief.

I had actualy thought Bella would think differenly of me now that we know abot the demon blood.

Yet she didn't care. She still let me pick up and play with her son. Even though I could turn evil anytime.

As we sat down for lunch I wondered if Dean and Bobby know about this?

What about the other children, what will happen to the one that don't have my dad? The ones that don't know they had demon blood?

»Did you know?« I asked.

»Know what?« Dean answerd with his own question. Bobby just looked confused.

»About the demon blood in me.«

»You have demon blood, how?« Dean wanted to know.

I looked to dad. »I wanted you to decide if you'll tell anyone else.«

Thank you, dad.

I told them everything. Bobby and Dean are family, they deserve to know.

When I spoke of my fear of being evil Bobby opened his mouth for the first time.

»In the words of Forrest Gump, kid – evil is as evil does.«

»Wasn't that stupid is as stupid does?« Dean asked.

»It works my way too.« Was all Bobby had to say.

Bella had tears in her eyes she was laughing so hard, dad and I weren't far behind. But then Dean had an explosion of laughter. He laughed so hard he folded in half at the waist. I've never seen Dean laugh so hard.

My family still loves me, even though I'm a freak.

Thank you for reading!

The Cullens will NOT be in this story! Why, you ask. Well, because it's my story and I don't like most of them!