Chapter 4
SASUKE'S POV-
"What the fuck did I just do in there? Damnit!" I yelled at myself, punching the wall. I walked home from Naruto's place after he kicked me out. I can't believe he fucking kicked me out. Okay maybe I can, but that's not the point. I had planned on going in there and scheduling the date anyway possible. Which I did, I hope. If everything goes according to plan, he should be meeting me tomorrow tonight for the sleepover.
'Sorry, bye.' Shit! That wasn't according to plan. If anything happens-I'm begging-please don't cancel the sleepover.
What he said, "They're gone" I wonder what he had meant by that plus the way he was acting was strange.
"I almost forgot…" I reminded myself. I grabbed my cell phone off the couch table and dialed 4 on speed dial.
Ring…Ring…Rin-
"Hey Sasuke."
"Yeah, I need to talk to you." I said.
NARUTO'S POV
I ended up falling asleep a little while after Sasuke left. I didn't really expect him to leave. If anything I kind of wanted him to stay. I don't understand why I wanted him to stay. It could be because of safety? Or is it because I'm lonely? I have no family, but neither does Sasuke. His mother…his father and…his brother, why did they die in place of the driver…even the fucking passenger.
"Damnit!" *Thud* I punched the wall behind me feeling as though the wall should've been me. 'I've got to stop thinking about this. It's the past…the past. I'm gonna end up dying of guilt if I don't stop this shit.'
I stood there looking at the kitchen, rewinding what had happened last evening between me and Sasuke.
I felt warm hands around my waist and a warm body against my back."You looked a little cold, so I came to share my heat." Sasuke whispered in my ear.
"Please go home Sasuke! Please." I yelled then softened my voice to him. I had taken my hands off of my face and stood up. I went to go sit on the couch when a hand grabbed my shoulder and spun me around.
"Please wait, Naruto. I'm sorry but," Sasuke said inching closer to me.Lips brushed against mine…I began to kiss him back.
!*Blush*
'Tch. What the hell was I thinking when I did that.'
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bowl out of the cupboard, the Frosted Flakes from the pantry and the milk from the fridge. I poured the condiments in the bowl then put them away and found a spoon roaming the counter space. I meant to sit at the table and eat, but I ended up sitting at the couch watching TV.
Watching news as always but I guess when you think about the past it really gets to you after a while then every little thing you see or hear reminds you of it and you feel guilty in the end. That's exactly how I feel right now, even though I made myself a bowl of cereal, I'm really not hungry; I'm gonna end up dumping it without taking more than 3 bites.
'Damn. What will Sasuke say if he finds out? I'm sure he'll be pissed and hate me for all time. But that's just like him. What? I'm…no!' Before I knew it, I was crying and when I realized why I couldn't forgive myself because I knew I couldn't be selfish; If Sasuke doesn't wanna speak to me then I can't say no. I have no right to say no.
"I still have to talk to Sasuke about tonights so called 'sleepover' tch." I said to myself, but I smiled at the thought of sleeping over at Sasuke's. 'Hey, it might not be that bad; but the key word is might.'
SASUKE'S POV
"So, what did you want to talk about?"
"I want to know why you hurt Naruto." I stated though the phone, knowing the only reasons for me to call is if something happens to Naruto (that she might be involved in) or for a mission.
"Oh, heavens no. I'd never lay a finger on the poor lad. Oh my, oh my what trouble did the lad get into this tim-"
"Sakura! Stop with the innocent act and the accent, it's annoying. Just tell me why the hell you did it." I calmly said as my anger rose.
"You wanna know why. I confessed my feeling to him and you know what he did, he rejected me." Sakura explained.
"What are you getting at?" I questioned her explanation.
"I'm getting there! Be patient!" Sakura yelled at me for interrupting.
"*Sigh*"
"You don't seem to understand what it feels like to be rejected by the person you truly love. Sasuke you've rejected many confessions from girls over the years including my own." Sakura explained further.
'What is she trying to say?' I thought.
"For the longest time I tried to figure out why you would reject me and the others. I watched you very carefully over that time and noticed the only person you smiled for was Naruto. I cried for years knowing that your heart had already been taken. But you'll know soon enough what rejection feels like from the person you care most about. Then you can lean on my shoulder when your down and smile with me when you're happy. We'll be happy together; without him getting in the way." Sakura finished with her freaky plot to destroy Naruto's and my love.
'Damnit, Sakura!'
"Heh, that's a great evil plan you got there, but there's a flaw you overlooked." I don't ever want Naruto to feel pain; he's gone through so much already. I just want to protect him from harm-from Sakura.
"W-what? No, I-I didn't overlook anything. I'm sure of it." Sakura stuttered.
"Really? Then if you confessed then sooner or later what you said to him would become true. And if you'd try to reject him, you would feel heartbroken because you fell for him. Though there's no telling what's going on in the blonds head so he too could fall for you if he hasn't already. But that doesn't mean he doesn't like me, so it's a lose lose situation for you." I explained the best I could from the top of my head.
"Wh-what do you mean 'if he hasn't already'?" She asked confused.
"*Sigh* you keep saying it hurts when the person you love rejects your confession, but think how Naruto would feel if you rejected his love, for you that is. You'd be punishing the wrong person for something he had nothing to do with. This is only between you and me, leave him out of this." I don't know if what I'm saying is true but I hope I didn't sound too protective of Naruto. Also, that she'll get the message and fall for some other guy-someone who lives far away-and move in with him.
"Heh, hahaha, good one. You know I was starting to believe you that I was really going hurt Naruto and feel bad, but I figured if I threatened you with the person you love you'll back down and listen like a good boy. And I was right; you'll do anything for him-to protect him, won't you." Her voice became calmer and thinner. It was really fucking irritating to keep listening to her bullshit.
"Stay the fuck away from him." I warned her and clicked before she could say anything.
'Damnit. I've got to keep a closer eye on Naruto from here on out. To protect him from that damned Sakura.'
SAKURA'S POV
"Stay the fuck away from him."
*BeepBeepBeepBe-*
"Heh." I guess I managed to get out what I need to say.
"Yo, who was on the phone?" 'Damn you Kakashi-sensei. You sneaky pervert.'
"Oh Kakashi, it's you. Um, I was just talking to family-seeing how they were doing." I said waving my hand.
"So you told Sasuke didn't you." He said walking in a half circle.
"Heh, heh. You sneaky pervert, eavesdropping now were you." I hissed at Kakashi.
"Heh. Why you-don't call me sneaky!" He glared at me.
"Well if I had you know, I did. But he said that I had a flaw in my plan that I had overlooked, but he's just trying save the one he loves. Screw Naruto." I may have sounded a bit rude there, but I don't really care.
"Wow, I did realize how much you cared for Sasuke. I also didn't realize how selfish you are, to put your happiness before the person you so desperately want." Kakashi said making out that I was the bad guy.
"No, I-I'm not selfish. Yes I do love him, but if I don't do anything now to show my love to him then he'll be miserable when he confesses to Naruto. I should know, I confessed and he just stood there looking at me and he'll break my Sasuke's heart." I didn't know what to say; maybe I was being selfish and not know it. I just can't let Naruto take my Sasuke, that's for sure.
"That sounds just like someone who is jealous and selfish all together. And if you destroy Naruto's heart you also destroy Sasuke's. You wouldn't get anywhere with Sasuke but further back if you go through with this plan." Kakashi warned me.
"T-That's the same thing Sasuke told me, but I don't care. My love is too strong for you two to try and talk me out of this." I wasn't sure if that was true or if I was just trying to convince myself.
"*Sigh* whatever you say, I'm not gonna pry too much. Well, seems like we better head out; breaks over." He's still gonna pry later, I know it.
"Ok, I'm ready." I told him.
'I can't let one little thing slip me up. I have to keep my eyes on the prize-Sasuke.'
NARUTO'S POV
RingRingRin-
"Hey, what's up?"
"H-hey Sasuke. I just wanted to ask about tonight. I-is the offer still good?" I stuttered out and cursed at myself for doing that.
"Of course it is. What time do you want me to pick you up?" He asked me.
"Oh ah, that's ok. I can just walk over there." I don't need him to pick me up; I know exactly where his house is. Opps, I hope I didn't sound too stalker-ish!? Which I most certainly am not.
"Ok whatever you say. Then I'll see you here at 4pm that gives you, what, like 4 and a half hours to get ready." Sasuke smugly said.
"*Blush* well I don't need that much time to get ready, but I'll see you then." I couldn't believe I was going through with this.
"Hn. Ok I'll see you. Bye."
"Bye."
*Click* I hung up and sprawled across the couch.
'I should get ready soon. But I have 4 and a half hours; I should be fine.'
Watching TV and laying on the couch it's not much but since you don't do anything.
"I'm getting really *Yawn* sle…epy."
Popping bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I'm feeling so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feeling so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feeling so fly like a G6
Brriingg brriingg brriingg
"Hmm…"
SASUKE'S POV
jigglejiggle
"Damnit, Naruto. Why aren't you answering? Ah, thank you. Now is the time to be glad he leant me the spare key to his apartment." I said to myself. I hope he's okay; he hasn't answered any of my texts nor calls. And he won't even open the fucking door. He could be mad at me, but he was fine on the phone, unless it was what I said on the phone, but even that wasn't that bad. Please tell me that Sakura didn't get to him even though she's on a mission. Please.
Jigglejiggleclick
"Naruto!" I yelled but still no response. I looked around the room and saw a lumpy figure lying on the couch.
'I-is that him?' I wasn't sure. The only lighting was from the open door and the TV. Not much to be able to see across the room.
"N-Naruto?" I said walking toward the couch.
"Hmm. Haah, haah."
'Is he…dreaming?' I wasn't real sure what to do: let him sleep, wake him up, leave? Kiss him, like in snow white. *Blush* 'J-just don't do anything you'll regret later, just wake him up, wake him up, wake up, wake up.'
"Naru-" I reached for him but he moved and stirred a bit.
"Haah, haah. Ah, Sa-Sa-ahh. Haah, haah." Naruto started moaning out. '! He's *Blush* damn! And his face is all red too.' I grabbed him by the shoulders and started shaking him.
"Naruto, please wake up!" I silently yelled while shaking him.
NARUTO'S POV
"Naruto, please wake up!" 'I-is that Sasuke?'
"Ahh! Sa-Sasuke! Wh-what are you doing here?" I stuttered out; my eyes looking in different directions, but not directly in Sasuke's eyes.
"N-Naruto are you okay? It's after 4:30; I thought something happened when you didn't show. And your face, it's all red. Do you have a fever?" Sasuke asked concerned.
SASUKE'S POV
I tried to ask what was wrong but I think I know what is. It looks as though he had fallen asleep and either had a scary or wet dream. Not so sure on that one, but my money is on the second guess. I hope he'll tell me, if not now then later.
NARUTO'S POV
"Oh, um no I'm fine. I mean I-I was feeling tried so I took a nap and I guess I could've caught a cold. But I'm good I just need to take the medication from the medicine cabinet. Hahaha. Really I'm okay. Thank you." I really tried not to lie, but not many things can be explained for what I did just moments ago.
"I-I'll be right back." I told Sasuke while heading off to the bathroom.
'Shit! It was my dream that made my face all red.'
Dream
"Hmm…hm..ah. Sa-Sasuke please do-don't!"
"Hn, I see that you like this don't you."
"Ah, Sasuke! Haah."
'It started as a small and simple kiss and ended with Sasuke and I getting all hot and bothered and him down my pants, but Sasuke woke me up just in time.'
"Just go along with it. I wanna make you feel good."
Sasuke started licking along my jaw line and down my neck. He slowly started to take off his shirt and threw it to the floor. He then did the same to mine. He kissed across my chest and down the middle of it. Sasuke stopped right above my belly button and gave a small butterfly kiss. He rose back up and took my left nipple in his mouth and flicked his tongue every which way across my nipple. He pinched and twirled my other nipple with his thumb and forefinger.
"Ahh..ah..umm…haah..haa.." Was all I could mumble out.
"Don't worry so much Naruto. You'll be having a lot of fun in a minute." Sasuke tried coaxing me, but I wasn't scared or anything it's just that-
"I-it's my first time." I said feeling kind of afraid of what he might think of me.
"Naruto it's my first time too, so don't be scared, ok." Sasuke encouraged me. But I was just really happy to hear that I was his first.
"I'm glad to hear that." I said smiling.
"Heh. You shouldn't thank me yet; not until you've cum." He said as he stuck his hand down underneath my underwear, gripping my penis.
"Hih! Sasuke! Hah..unn, haah." I moaned out; not ready for the penis grip. I tossed my head back and closed my eyes.
He started rubbing until the pre-cum came out. Then he stroked a couple of times and picked up speed after a few strokes.
"Haah..haah..fuc..ahh." I tried to keep my mouth shut but it was just too good.
"Haah. Heh, you're getting hard fast Naruto. I'm glad you're having fun." Sasuke purred out, while his hand stroked me faster and faster. I could feel the heat building up in my cheeks and my dick. Sasuke's tongue traveled down licking my abdomen. He trailed butterfly kisses along the length of my penis.
"Hmm…haah…mm…hah…" I moaned as he was licking. After a couple of seconds, I felt very wet and hot all around my penis. 'Wh-what is he doing?'
I opened my eyes and looked down to see his raven hair bobbing up and down my length.
"Haah, haah. Ah, Sa-Sa-ahh. Haah, haah." I closed my eyes again thinking that this is wrong, but his mouth felt too good to resist. He stopped sucking and let go with a loud *Pop*. I moaned at the loss of the wet cavern.
"Heh. Naruto, Naruto!" Sasuke started yelling at me,"Please, wake up!" 'I-is that really him? Sasuke?'
End Dream
And that's when I woke up to find Sasuke staring me in the eyes. 'Shit, he just had to see me like that.'
"Fuck." I whispered under my breath. I closed my eyes and slid to the floor. When I did that, I felt like my pants were too tight and I felt pressure that I shouldn't be feeling right now.
I opened my eyes and slowly looked down, scared as to what I might find out. Shit! I had a very noticeable bulge, stuck where my dick is suppose to be, in my pants. I looked at it and felt a throb.
'Tch. I got hard from Sasuke rubbing my dick in a dream, nice. What am I supposed to do now? I can't just jack off when Sasuke is right outside the door! Damn, I'll just have to think about something really disturbing. Umm. Let's see, I'll just have to think about g-ghosts. Ah, I fucking hate ghosts. Please let this work.' I looked down again and sure enough the bulge was gone; at least for now.
'I'll just have to stay away from Sasuke, but wait tonight's the sleepover. Shit. I'll just sleep on the couch away from Sasuke and after he's asleep I can run to the bathroom and jack off then.'
'Ok. I have to get ready to go pretty soon.'
I opened the door to the bathroom and walked out into the bedroom. I grabbed my backpack and stuffed a couple of clothes in it. The comb sitting on my dresser and a few entertainment items found their way into the bag. I ran to the bathroom for my toothbrush and paste and threw them inside my backpack.
I walked into the kitchen and set my backpack on the floor.
"Hey, Dope." Sasuke greeted me as I walked in.
"Grr. I told you I don't like being called that. Teme." I glared at him while washing my hands then took a banana from the counter.
"Whatever, Dope." 'I told him.' I thought as I peeled the banana and took a bite, "So are you ready, Naruto?"
"Hm? Oh, yeah. Just let me grab my bag." I said pointing to the backpack leaning against the wall.
"Well, let's get going. Dinner should be ready soon." Sasuke said walking out the door.
"Ok. Wait up!" I yelled after him, grabbing my bag and cell phone. I locked the door behind me and headed toward the passenger side of Sasuke's car.
"Ready?" Sasuke asked me.
"Yeah. I'm hungry; let's go." I said.
'I still don't know if I should be doing this, I mean after what I was dreaming and me getting a boner from that. Maybe I should have just jacked off, and then I wouldn't have to worry about getting another one. Oh well.'
~ TO BE CONTINUED ~