I don't know how many times I am going to say this, but perfection and I don't go together.
Still not much going on. However, I feel like it is necessary to go the way it is. Well, you know sometimes story written itself and this seemed to be one of them.
Anyway, my update will decrease, by how much I don't know yet. But real life has finally catching up to me and will be busier from now on.
I don't know if there will be a lot of grammars mistakes with this chapter, if there are, sorry. :c I tried my best. Now, enjoy. :) And don't forget to take a few seconds of your time to leave me a few reviews. :D Thanks :)
CHAPTER 7
Word counts: 500
Traveling through air, Rin was lost in deep thought.
Love… it was forbidden to her. She knew that to love meant to sacrifice; or in her case anyway. If she ever falls in love, she would have to leave Sesshomaru's side because she couldn't love another man and stay with Sesshomaru at the same time. But leaving him was the last thing she wanted to do.
She decided to never fall in love.
And yet, here she was, falling in love with the worst choice of a man possible.
Falling for Sesshomaru himself!
What would he do when he found out?
What would he think of her then? Would he still allow her to remain by his side?
What about her? Would she crave and keep gawking at him the way a woman would a man? Sesshomaru was not blind and she was an open book, sooner or later he would know her feelings.
She knew that he had accepted her, all of her, even her humanity. But the limit stopped at her being his ward. She would never be his lover.
Her heart thumped painfully at the thought. She unconsciously clung tighter to her lord. Sesshomaru gazed down at her questioningly, but she was too deep in thought to notice.
Sesshomaru had made his opinion on the matter of human marrying to demon clear; disgrace.
As much as she respected and admired her lord, she was not blind to the treatment Sesshomaru gave Inuyasha, his half-brother.
"Half-breed," Sesshomaru often called the half-demon. Sesshomaru no longer treated Inuyasha badly, but the name calling had not stopped. That in itself told Rin more than she needed to know.
Sesshomaru disliked Inuyasha because of 'what he is'. If he had been a full demon, Sesshomaru would have treated him differently. That proved that Sesshomaru would never produce a half-demon, a disgrace, himself. And with Rin, the only children they could have were half-demons.
Rin sighed, leaning against Sesshomaru's warm firm chest.
Hearing his steady heartbeats made her own heart ached.
Yet, she wanted to listen to it so badly; that saddened her.
No, she needed to stop these feelings.
Her infatuation had only begun. She would stop it from growing. People fall in and out of love all the time. These were but feeble emotions. They would soon past. She would fall out of love with Sesshomaru. She had to.
All she needed were time.
Time to redirect herself.
Time to recall how she had behaved normally around him because she seem to have forgotten how as of the moment. She did not want to raise suspicions but her behavior had changed.
Rin sighed inwardly again.
It was easier said than done.
Sesshomaru looked at his ward. Something was bothering her.
But at the moment, she held onto him tightly as if he was her lifeline; he found that idea pleasant. She no longer feared him.
He would still investigate her sudden changed of behavior, though.
But for now, he felt content.
As always, thanks for all the reviews, follows, and favorites. :D I hope I don't forget anyone this time. I truly sorry for the last time. I did triple check and still missed a few reviewers.
Lp: I hope it is alright. Nothing much happen.
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Merry Mary: I'm still trying to figure that out as well. But I don't think it would be that dramatic :D
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Wednesday, December 18, 2013