Recap...
"Clarissa the Clave believes" Brother Zachariah began, "That the only way to insure your safety is to take away your memories"
Present Time...
Clary's P.O.V
"What?!" I demanded, "What do you mean take away my memories?!"
My mother took a deep breath as if to say something but Luke cut her off, "Clary everyone including the Clave agrees that this is the best way to keep you safe is to take your memories." He said calmly.
"Well what if I say no?" I asked putting my hands on my hips.
"Clarissa you may not have an option" Brother Zachariah said sternly.
My mom stood up and put a hand to her forehead, "Clary we won't take away all your memories just the stuff about shadowhunters, stuff I never wanted you to know about anyway." She worded.
My heart dropped to my stomach and felt a lump in my throat as I said my next words, "What about Simon?" I asked breathlessly.
My mom looked down all of a sudden fascinated with her shoes. Brother Zachariah answered for her, "Yes Clarissa he is now a vampire apart of the shadow world you will forget him too."
After that I did not know really what happened but I found myself running out the door and into the hallway half taking deep breaths, half crying.
"Honey are you okay?" a familiar voice asked. I looked up and saw that nurse from before Melinda and right behind her Sally the other nurse.
"Gurl I thought you looked bad before, but now you look even worse." Sally observed while smacking on her gum.
Melinda gave her a stern look before asking again if I was ok. I stood up and brushed off my pants before answering,
"Umm yeah I'm ok." I gave her a half hearted smile.
Melinda did not look satisfied by may answer but said,
"Well if your okay, then me and Sally probably should get going." With that she gestured to Sally and they were off again.
My parents and Brother Zachariah must have guessed that I wanted to be alone because they did not come after me. So instead I sat in silence for a couple of minutes before picking up my phone.
I pressed the numbers and waited for the ring,
"Hello?" Isabelle's voice crackled through the phone.
"Hi Isabelle I need to talk to you, meet me at Taki's in about a half an hour." I did not wait for her to reply instead made my way down to the lobby and walked out the door.
Outside the cold November air hit me with all it's might. But I did not care it was good for clearing my head. I walked for a couple of minutes and hailed a cab. When I told the cab driver where I was headed he looked at me like I was crazy and said,
"Miss you know that place is abandoned right?" I nodded my head and looked out the window as the cab revved it's engine and started on it's way.
As I looked at the passing tree's and buildings something finally clicked in my head. Something that made me want to break down and cry right in front of that cab driver.
Losing my memories would make me lose Jace...
Hey guy's
I decided to post another chapter this week I am sorry if it is really rough I did not edit it before uploading it.
I tried making this chapter longer that the last one and it's all in Clary's view yayy. (I find her point of view more fun to write in)
Anyway it is finally Christmas Vacation! that means goofing off getting wasted and partying late...
Just kidding I don't do that stuff and I have to work on my summative for English over the break Yay...:(
Kay any who hope you have a wonderful vacation and that it will be filled with merriment and fun stuff
Merry Christmas
Sarah