Clary's P.O.V

I sat in one of the chairs of the hospital. My breaths became fast and short, I was terrified. Today was the day it was happening, no going back. I remembered back to earlier today...

Earlier

I woke up to Jace's arms around my torso, It was one of the better sleeps I've had in weeks. I carefully moved his arm not to disturb him, and tiptoed out of the room. I went downstairs to the kitchen, hopefully Isabelle wasn't planning on making breakfast.

My theories we proven right when I saw a trembling Emily Rosewright cowering at the door.

She looked relived to see me,

"Oh, thank goodness, Clary come here." She used her arm to usher me over.

"What's wrong?"

She glanced at the door of the kitchen,

"I'm not sure but I smell burning tires when I go near the door, and I fear there's some sort of demon in there."

I rolled my eyes,

"Emily don't worry, it's just Isabelle"

"Isabelle?"

Rather than answering her question I opened the door to a frazzled half asleep Isabelle Lightwood. But even in her bedheaded glory she still looked elegant.

When she noticed me she started explaining the situation,

"Umm, I wanted to impress you guys and make french toast, but it didn't quite work." She gestured to the burning griddle.

"It's ok Isabelle we can just order out or something."

"But we go out all th-." Her sentence was cut short and she pointed a questioning finger to Emily,

"Who's this?!" She demanded.

Emily no longer wearing a scared expression, introduced herself to Isabelle.

"I'm Emily Rosewright, and I'm guessing your the Lightwood sister." She said wearing another award winning smile while extending her hand for Isabelle to take.

Isabelle ignored her hand and instead smoothed down her hair.

"Well welcome to the Institute." She said in a voice with a cool undertone, and turned off the griddle.

Emily's smile faded a little bit as she put her hand down. But soon after plastered on another smile.

"Well I'm going to change then going to make us some real food." She turned around and shut the door.

"I don't like her." Isabelle decided as the door slammed shut.

"What's wrong with her?" I asked turning to face her.

She wrinkled her nose, "I don't know just something about her get's me suspicious. She shook her head,

"I guess I should wake up Simon."

"Simon?!" I half asked half yelled,"What's he doing here?"

"Didn't I tell you we had a date?"

I shook my head,

"Huh, I thought I did, If you want to talk to him he's in m-"

I didn't even let her finish as I raced up the stairs to Isabelle's room. It may have been rude if had been anyone else, but it was Simon. So I opened the door, and abruptly turned on the lights,

"Ok, spill." I demanded, crossing my arms.

Simon groaned and pulled more of Isabelle's bright pink blankets over his head.

I walked over to the other side of the bed and pushed him. He may have super strength but I had the element of surprise, and successfully he landed on the floor.

"Clary what the hell?!" He demanded sitting upright, squinting from the bright light.

I walked over towards him and sat down.

"What's this about having a date with Isabelle and not telling me?"

He rubbed nonexistent sleep from his eye (Force of habit I guess)

"Well I'm sorry for not updating you on everything in my life." He said a little bit annoyed, with a hint of sarcasm.

"Well here's your chance."

He sighed,

"There's really nothing to tell, we went out for dinner and desert, then we saw a movie, no big deal."

He stood up,

"The real question is what are you doing here? Didn't your mom ban you from spending the night?"

I didn't give him an answer, because he already knew.

"Ok, I'm going to get dressed and will meet you guys downstairs." He said walking into the very pink bathroom.

Present Time

I thought about the rest of the day, and how we ended up going to Taki's without telling Emily. It was kind of mean but Alec and Isabelle insisted (They both did not like her). Jace and Simon not knowing who she was agreed.

Yes Jace was allowed to go outside, Maryse had said it would be alright.

It was fun, It felt like I could stay like that forever. Unfortunately the universe had other plans for me.

It was after we went to Taki's that I called my mom and told her I would do it. Long story short here I am, anxiously waiting to give final goodbyes.

A pretty blonde nurse called me into another room. In it was a bed and beside it was a table with a syringe filled with a yellowish liquid. Filling up the rest of the room was my family and friends.

Isabelle came to me first, she ran over and whipped her arms around me and said,

"I want you to know, you were the first real girl friend I had." She had tears in her eyes and I knew that I did to.

I walked over to Alec with Isabelle right beside me.

He looked down at me and said,

"I know we weren't the closest, but I'm going to miss you getting us into trouble all the time." I couldn't help myself but laugh. It may have not been the most best speech ever but it mean't a lot coming from Alec.

I was passed to Simon next, we both didn't say anything but instead just hugged each other and cried. There were so many memories tied together with him. From when we were really young playing hide and go seek in Luke's yard, To where we are now, we went through a lot together.

"I'll miss you so much." He finally managed to choke out. We stood there a little longer until he shooed me over to where Jace was standing.

Jace

It almost killed me to do what I was going to do next. With everything we went through this was how it was going to end. I thought of us both finding new people to love, and all the things we will never get to experience with each other.

I thought it would end differently.

But as I said the universe had a different plan.

I walked over to him and couldn't get a word out, neither could he. Instead his arms grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him.

It felt like an eternity that we stood there, not one word being spoken, but somehow a thousand were said. Then I kissed him.

It was long slow perfect kiss, that somehow said everything that needed to be said. When we pulled away, I almost forgot everyone was standing there. I didn't care and neither did he.

"I can't believe your leaving me." Is what he finally said.

"It seems pointless, all we went through just for this to happen." He said next.

I didn't know how to respond but to say,

"I love you." Those were the three last words I said to him.

"I love you too." Those were the last words I where ever going to hear him say. It broke my heart. I looked into his beautiful amber colored eyes, I always thought they were the most mesmerizing things I ever saw.

I then kissed him one last time.

I turned to My mom and Luke.

"I'm ready."

Hey,

So suspense "Eeeee" exciting. Hopefully this chapter satisfies you. Again I am sorry for all the mistakes. I do not proof read, but y-know go big or go home ;).

So as to far as this book goes I know it is really early to make this decision, but it will probably be a pretty long story, meaning there will be a ton of chapters. I hope that is ok with you all.

I also have been trying to make longer chapters if you haven't noticed so yayy. I know they aren't ideal but I have been trying.

Hope again that you all like this chapter and the new one will be up shortly afterwards.

Ciao, wonderful people

Sarah