A doctor walked in and Kendall tried to pull James away so the doctor could look over the injuries. "James, Crys will be okay, come on let's go to the cafeteria." The doctor looked up. "Does she have any family?" "They live in Florida, I'm her boyfriend." James replied standing up looking pale and a little tired. James took out his phone and gave the doctor my dad's phone number so he could explain what happened. The doctor told my father that the hospital would pay for him and my grandmother to come and see me. "Any siblings?" "No, her brother died when she was only 15." "Well, she's in a coma from the accident. We do not know when she'll wake up, but she can hear you. She's probably heard you crying." The doctor left and James looked down at me. I could see him staring at me and I could see how tired he was. I couldn't hold his hand and tell him I was going to be okay; I could only stare with him down at my body. They say you tend to have out of body experiences when you're in a coma and that you can walk through things. I wanted to go through the wall, but I could still walk on solid flooring, so in the blue scrub bottoms and a white shirt I wandered the halls scared and alone.

I heard my name being called and I spun on my heels to see, Cody. "Come one we're suppose to go home, mom will worry." I gathered myself and walked over to Cody. "Cody..." I hesitated. "I'm in a coma, you're dead, Jason's dead, mom died 2 years ago and Sami's dead. I can't leave Jamie and Kendall."

I walked back to the room, knelt down beside James and tried to be as comforting as I could as a ghost. "James, come on, we should leave." I jumped up from beside Jame and pushed Kendall, he stumbled backwards. "James?" Kendall looked over to James. "What, Kendall?" James noticed how far away Kendall was. "Okay, enough tricks." James rolled his eyes and held onto my hand. "This isn't a trick, James. Something pushed me." "Kendall, you are overtired." Kendall slumped against the wall and closed his eye trying to think, but soon his eyes became heavy and then darkness; Kendall was out like a light. James sighed and finally got off his knees just to lay in the chair beside the bed. Nurses wandered in and out of the room all night. One was kind enough to put a blanket over both of the boys leaving each a teddy bear. James awoke with a start and he looked over at me, laying the same way, no change at all. He looked down at the teddy bear he was clutching and sighed. 'I can't believe this is happening right now. Where did this bear come from?' James wondered as he got up, walking over to me. "Hi baby." James sat beside me and place the bear on the pillows. "I miss you so much, the doctor told me you can hear me. I want to apologize for how I was at the hotel. I do love you. You're my world, my cover girl. You are such a beautiful girl and I know you would tell me you're not because of the girls I have dated before. You prove everyone wrong. I love you." I could see the tears fall from James' eyes as he got up to walk out to call Carlos and Logan to let them know how I was doing. I noticed the clock read 2:45 AM. Kendall was still asleep gripping the bear in his hands. I walked over to him and knelt by him, brushing hair out of his face. I wish I could tell the guys that I was alright and alive, just not awake. I sat down beside Kendall and sighed pulling my knees up. "I remember walking down the road with my cigarettes, after that it's just a blur." I watched as doctors and nurses walked in and out of the room, all the while James would be trying to get me awake. "I swear to you when you wake up, I will be here for you. Kendall,too. Please come back." I could see that James was trying his best to get through to me. I could hear him, I just couldn't respond to him. I wanted to wrap my arms around him and not care anymore. It was hard to believe that being in a coma and being out of my body meant I could be dead, but everyday the boys would talk to me and talk about the memories from tour. There were good and bad memories.