AN: Okay this is entire thing is a flash back and is not in italics for my own reason. Enjoy!


The time Kendall and I tried to out drink each other in Milwaukee, it ended with the two of us puking in the bathroom all night. James pulled my hair into a high ponytail and rubbed my back. Kendall was passed out and every so often woke up to puke up his stomach contents. James laughed the next morning when we were hungover. "I told the two of you not to drink last night." "shh. Head." Kendall would say keeping his sunglasses on even inside the venue. "How are you going to perform with a hangover?" James asked trying not sound sarcastic. "I'll be fine, I hope." Kendall laughed and then laid on the stage. "I think I have Excedrin back in my hotel room, Kendall." I spoke trying to walk off stage. "I'm staying in the dressing room tonight, don't kill yourselves." I laughed and winced walking out of the venue. James practically dragged Kendall out of the venue and he drove us back to the hotel so we could rest a bit.


We got back to the hotel and I walked straight to my room to get the Excedrin into my system. I collapsed face first into the mattress and fell asleep not worrying about the knocking at my door. I heard a key card swiped and stayed asleep knowing it was just one of the guys. "Hey, baby-girl?" I knew then that it wasn't James. I muffled out a "what" into the bed and was rolled over. "Crys." "Yeah, speak, talk, whatever." I looked up seeing bright, green eyes on me. I smiled weakly looking over Kendall with better vision. "Hey drinking buddy." I chuckled, my migraine gone. "I need to sleep, but James is watching over me like a hawk, can I sleep here?" I nodded and rolled off my spot to allow Kendall to lay beside me. "Thanks. Oh got any Excedrin left?" I handed Kendall the bottle and he shook out two taking them without water. "Gross, I can't take that without water." Kendall shrugged and soon fell asleep.

About two hours later, ice, cold water was dumped onto the bed. I jumped up almost smacking Kendall in the process. "Alright, who's the fucking wise ass." I looked to find James laughing in the corner. That's when I rolled over,grabbing a pillow off of the bed. I got up and walked over to James. "Oh uh, hi, Crys." James chuckled as he got up. "Something wrong?" THWOK! I heard the pillow hit James "Okay, I deserved that." "Yeah, you did, throwing cold water on the bed was NOT smart." "I know, I didn't think you were going to be in the bed." "It's my room, James!" "Kendall shouldn't have left." James stuck out his bottom lip and his hazel eyes went dark. "No no no no! Not the pouting, James." "I sowwy." I shook my head and pulled James into a hug giving in already. I could hear James let out a low groan as my fingers found a sensitive spot on his back. "Guess I found a sensitive spot." James nodded his head and tried to pull me into his skin. "Careful, Maslow, any close and I will be in your skin." "That's what I want" A low growl followed and it sent shivers down my spine causing me to press against James. "Hello there." Another growl, this time a moan escaping through my lips. "Seems growling causes you to moan." I nodded and felt like I was being lifted. "J..James what are you doing?" "Carrying you to your bed." "Kendall's still there and the bed is wet." "The bed isn't the only ting that's wet, now is it?" I felt a knot in my stomach from being so embarrassed. "Something wrong, Crys?" "'Mst'lavrgn" James looked at me trying to figure out what I said. "Come again?" "She can't, you dick!" Kendall sat up and pushed me behind him becoming protective. "Why not?" I nodded to Kendall who in turn stared up at James. "She's still a virgin, James." James' face went blank as he looked me over. "But the way you dress-" "I know says different. I dress like a slut and act like I've had sex. Truth is, it's a lie. I'm scared to have sex, James." I avoided his eyes for as long as I could. I saw the brunette drop to his knees in front of me, fear plagued my face and he stroked my cheek gently enough to calm me. "I won't pressure you, baby." I nodded and leveled with James to wrap my arms around his neck.