"Holy Shit!? Are you serious?!" Kiana said, her voice was hoarse.
"Yeah…I freaked out and I haven't been eating…and the next thing I know I eat, and I throw up, I'm sorry…I feel all depressed…and I don't want to be like that…" Anzu said, looking ashamed.
Kiana let out a sigh, and dropped to her knees and hugged Anzu. "Nah, nah…please don't. I almost thought you were pregnant…"
Anzu looked away. "About that…When I saw him in the morning I saw no condom…but I'm not sure if he got rid of it after if he did use one…"
Kiana shut her eyes, and looked at Anzu. "Anzu, I want to let you know. No matter what happens I want to promise you that…actually I won't promise you…"
"Why?"
"Promises can be broken by misunderstandings. I want trust. But anyways, Anzu…I will do everything I can do to stay with you no matter what."
Anzu's eyes teared up, and she hugged Kiana. "Damn you, I'd kiss you but I think I taste like vomit."
"Ugh, total Turn off…"
The two started laughing.
--
Natsuki woke up, in Shizuru's arms. Smiling, she wrapped an arm around Shizuru and held her close, cuddling for a bit. They had been going out for a few days, and Natsuki had never been happier.
But its not like they're sleeping together, Natsuki just watched a movie pretty late, and spent the rest of the night cuddling with Shizuru.
But…something seemed off.
Natsuki sighed, and unwrapped herself from Shizuru. Why do I feel like this now? She was so happy at first, but everything is going away. Now the two were all awkward around each other, and aside from when they kiss, hug, or cuddle, they couldn't really talk the way they used to.
Its like everything changed so easily. Looking down, Natsuki decided to leave. She needed a walk, no ride. And besides, she really didn't want to get caught with her motorcycle, and most of the times she uses it is for test driving, and its usually sitting in her garage waiting for her to fix and customize it up more and more.
She took out a piece of paper, scribbling on a piece of paper for Shizuru to find when she woke up.
Shizuru,
Hey…I decided to leave early this morning 'cause I haven't spent time with Kiana in a while, and its New Years Eve, so yeah, I just want to let you know where I'm going.
Sincerely,
Natsuki.
She left the short note in the spot next to Shizuru, and tucked the girl in her bed, making sure she was comfy before left alone.
Natsuki sighed, and walked out, but sadly, she ran into Romiro.
"Hello Natsuki, leaving so early?"
Natsuki smiled, feeling comfy with the friendship she had with Romiro. It felt…normal.
"Yeah, its New Year's Eve, so I might as well spend time with Kiana…and Romiro?"
"Yes? Natsuki?"
"…Nothing."
Romiro sighed, and looked Natsuki in the eye.
Uh-oh… she thought, another one of those serious discussions… Romiro cleared his throat, and Natsuki anticipated and predicted different topics of what he would talk about.
"Please keep Shizuru happy. For some reason, nowadays, she can't bear standing any moment without you. If you already are in a relationship with her, please…as the closest thing to replacing her father which I'm not aiming to, I just want to see her smile at all times."
Natsuki smiled, and looked away.
"I will."
--
Natsuki felt the breeze all over her as she walked the long way home through a park. You see, Shizuru's house was on the big hill, which after going down a few blocks was a park, which was covered in trees, and hiking trails, and down the market section, then you would arrive to where Natsuki lived, which was a bit close to the school.
At the moment, Natsuki decided to go to her secret spot in the park. It was a strange place, it seemed like a real forest because its usually foggy there, but not too foggy to look like some horror crap. There was a small dirt cliff, and under was a little cave.
In that cave was a little walkway, and after was a whole underground lake. And yes, it was undiscovered. It was really cool, because the light that entered reflected off the water and made it have an eerie glow, and the water was crystal clear. But Natsuki didn't dare venture to deep, there were many underwater caverns she had yet to explore, and from watching many horror movies wasn't planning too.
She wasn't afraid of unknown creatures, but the fact that there could be crept her out. She didn't want to drown either, in case there weren't any places to emerge for air.
She sat on a ledge and put her feet in the water, listing to the drops of water falling down the rocks, or the streams that branched out and up to the surface. Natsuki guessed that the lake in the park must've originated from here.
Suddenly, Natsuki felt a chill, and decided to leave. Dang horror movies, I don't want a large snake living here…
Drying her feet off, she left the cave, and back into the forest, following her own trail back to her house.
She wondered why she hadn't bother telling anyone about that cave to explore with her. In fact, she hadn't bothered to even tell Shizuru about it, but she probably would anyways.
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"I'm back!" Natsuki yelled after opening her door. Surprisingly, Ryu was there with Anzu and Kiana, all of them watching a horror movie.
All of them jumped up in surprise, screaming just as someone got killed in the movie. Natsuki wanted to laugh, it seems that they were pretty scared. She went to her room, and changed, before her phone rang. Looking at the caller I.D, and seeing it was Shizuru, she answered quickly.
"Hey Shizuru…"
"Natsuki? Where did you go? I read your note, but you didn't answer the phone when I called…"
Natsuki sighed. Things weren't as chill as it was before.
"Oh, I went here and there before I went home. Sorry."
"Ohhh, haah, I feel overprotective. Still…like me?"
"Yes, you baka. Why wouldn't I?"
"I don't know…"
Natsuki looked down. "Anyways, I got to go soon, I want to work on my baby more…"
"Oh…okay. Do you mind if I come over tonight?"
"Yeah…yeah sure."
"Bye."
"Bye."
"I'll see you to-"
Beep.
Natsuki didn't here Kiana at her doorway, alone.
Natsuki turned around. "So here's the thing. I asked her out, but I miss it when we were just friends.
Kiana sighed.
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TBC.
Poor Shizuru when she hear's the news…anyways, my birthday passed before Thanksgiving, and I forgot to mention it, and I being the selfish person I am wants more 'Happy Birthdays!' from people (lmao, just keedin, I just wanna let you guys know why I didn't update at all that whole week break when I could've).
That, and skating. Dang Ollie. I can finally go up in the air, and down, but everytime I try it moving I fall. I suck, lmaoooo
