Sorry about the wait, it took me a while to finish this, And i do know about all the grammar/spelling/punctuation errors, but i need to get these out as quick as i can or i lose interest in them. Please review and Comment :D I Will try to Get chapter 3 up soon!
As she fell asleep, mikasa had a uneasy feeling set over her as she slipped into a paranoid and worried sleep, she was scared, scared about what might happen while she was sleeping, she had inherited this fear ever since her parents were fear would never let her have peace, it Seeped into her mind and infiltrated her dreams. She saw this fear in vivid and realistic nightmares, she had nightmares every single night, they were usually just replays of the murder of her parents, but ever since the attack on Shiganshina district, they started becoming replays of her Eren's and hers mother being eaten, Sometimes her mind got creative and decided to torture her, She would have dreams about her and Eren getting aten by a Titan, each time in the dream she would be screaming and begging for mercy.
But after her encounter with Eren 3 days ago, her dreams had gotten even worse
She had the same dream, each time it was equally terrifying, she wanted to rip her eyes out each time whey had it.
the dream went like this.
She was at a wedding, she was the bride, and Eren was the groom.
They were standing at the altar, Eren was standing there smiling at her, his face looked like he had all the joy in the world.
She looked out in the crowd, there was Armin, Sasha, Levi and they were all smiling with a joyful expression on their faces, she had never seen them this happy before.
The desire in Eren's eyes were burning like hot coals, she had never seen him so... In Love. As the priest stopped talking, Eren looked directly into mikasa eyes, he took her wrists and moved her closer towards him, Mikasa was absolutely shocked and remained frozen in her position. Once there faces were nearly touching Eren leaned in and whispered in Mikasa's ear "I love you, and I always will" Mikasa was still confused and shocked, the words made no sense to her. Why would Eren be marrying her? She knew Eren could never love her with the titans still around much less marry her. Eren moved his face back and leaned towards Mikasa's lips expecting her to kiss him, Mikasa still too shocked to do anything desperately tried to think of what to do next, But that's when she saw it.
A Titan was rising up behind the the gazebo they were standing on, Mikasa was utterly horrified, her body felt frozen in its place. Eren noticing mikasa expression of fear, turned around and saw the reason for Mikasa's horror. The colossal Titan stood behind him, it was as muscled and Scarred as it had always been, and you could see his eyes burning a flame red color. In one gigantic swing the colossal Titan swung his arm furiously and the force of his blow threw Eren Jaeger straight in the air, he flew up and landed over in the chairs for the guests, Everybody was panicking and people were running, some were just sitting down and crying. Mikasa was absolute terrified, her feet were cemented in place were she stood, she was frozen in fear, and that's when she saw something that made her heart jump.
The colossal titan lifted its foot and moved it directly over Eren, It's huge foot hovered over eren's small body, it was going to crush eren like a ant, and mikasa was helpless to do anything about it. And that's when she looked directly into Eren's eyes, She studied his eyes and she could tell that he knew he was going to die, She knew this would be the last time there eyes would meet, She looked into his eyes and she felt his very soul be one with her, his eyes showed pain, anger, confusion, but most of all they showed sadness, The sadness that he knew he would never be able to marry mikasa.
Then it was all over, the Titan's foot crushed Eren underfoot, he had died right in front of Mikasa's eyes. Mikasa was speechless, she couldn't even calculate what just happened, The gears in her mind had just jammed. But then she finally clicked she said under her breath "Eren...is...Dead" she flung herself to theground, she was a heaping mess as she cried uncontrollably, A thousand emotions all rushed her at once, sadness, anger, denial, rage, blame and Pain, A pain so great she thought she would die from. She just lay there crying, hoping the colossal Titan would kill her next...
But in a second she was torm from her tortures dreams, somebody had woke her up and pulled her out of the hellish dream. She opened her eyes to see Sasha, with a concerned look on her face, before mikasa had time to ask, Sasha asked with a concerned tone "Mikasa, you were thrashing around and crying, Is everything okay?" Mikasa sighed, she certainly had some explaining to do...
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