Twilight and New Moon belong to Stephenie Meyer.
I know this update came extremely quickly, even though I did say they wouldn't come as fast, but I keep having those inspiration explosion things, and the chapters end up writing themselves. Hope you're not mad that I lied! Enjoy!
"But why would she leave?" I mumbled to myself. Alice looked over and rolled her eyes.
"Because you broke her heart. Really, it's not that hard to understand." She glared at me. 'Sometimes you can be such an idiot Edward' She thought. I knew that these word applied to more than just my last statement.
"But why Florida? I mean, what's the point? What's in Florida that she couldn't get in Forks?" I questioned. This time it was Jasper who answered.
"The sun," he said simply. "I know human emotions, and right now she probably wants to be away from anything that reminds her of you. That's more than likely why she left." I sighed and closed my eyes, because I knew he was right.
Sitting here, in Alaska with my family, I still felt all alone. When Alice called and said she didn't know where Bella was, I had immediately returned. I was going to find her, no matter what ridiculous lies I had said. And then I would beg for her to take me back, on my hands and knees if needed. Not soon after, Alice had seen her hugging her mother in an airport, so I knew she was safe, but it bothered me that she had left.
I suppose I had wanted her to stay, so that when I gave up on the useless idea that I could live without her, I would know exactly where to go. Or perhaps Forks just didn't seem like home without her there. What ever the reason, I wanted her to go back. And more than that, I wanted to go back with her.
'At least this means we can move back to Fork. Alaska is such a bore.' Rosalie thought. I was about to yell at her, but I knew it would do no good, since she had caught sight of herself in a window's reflection, and lost her train of thought.
I knew one thing for sure, I was not returning to Forks, or for that matter any place, until I went to Bella and asked forgiveness. But no, that was stupid. I was protecting her from myself, I shouldn't go back. She deserved to live a normal life without inhuman monsters surrounding her everyday. I repeated that in my head, willing myself not to leave.
I can not go to Bella, she deserves a life. I promised.
Over and over I repeated it. But what about my life? Without her I was nothing, I was more than useless. I chided myself for my stupid, selfish thoughts. It didn't matter what I wanted, or what I got. I had no soul, nothing mattered anyway.
I opened my eyes to see my family sitting around, looking at me, waiting for me to make a decision.
'Go to her,' Carlisle thought 'You can't ignore love.'
'She is already as much my daughter as you are my son. Go to her.' Esme thought, and the seriousness on her face was almost anger.
'Stop lying to yourself and just get on a damn plane already." Alice thought. She sat there taping her fingers rapidly on the couch. Jasper, next to her, only nodded. I didn't know what to do. I ran through the option again in my head. Then I started,
"I'm going to -"
But Alice sat up quickly and became very stiff. Her eyes clouded over, and she began to sway slightly. Jasper held on to her, while I saw her vision in my mind.
It was Bella, and she was standing in a parking lot holding a helmet. The sun was shinning, and she looked more beautiful than any memory that I had conjured up. Next to her was a blue motorcycle, and she was talking, with a quite concerned look, to the man who seemed to be the owner of it. Only the owner wasn't a man. He shimmered in the sun, and his eyes were an amber color that sparkled as he smiled at her. He was a vampire, and he was talking to my Bella.
He said something that made her laugh, and though I couldn't hear it, I remembered that laugh with perfect clarity. She put the helmet on, and got on the bike behind the vampire boy, holding onto his waist so she wouldn't fall off. Then they pulled out and drove away. The vision blurred, then was over. I got out of my seat.
"I'm going to Jacksonville." I said, and ran to my room to pack. From downstairs, I listened to Alice fill them in on what we had seen. Suddenly, I heard Emmet yell,
"Hell yeah! Smack down time! Revenge is gonna be sweet!"
And it would be. I didn't know who this vampire was, but he wasn't ever getting near Bella again. I didn't care how long I had to beg, Bella was going to be mine. Because no matter what I said, I would always love her.
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