Chapter 6- What I Feel Is True
Santana walks in not suprised at what she saw almost happen, she was actually mad at herself for walking in on such an intimate moment and at the worst possible time. "I'm so sorry guys I can leave If you two need to be alone together", Quinn stood up so quickly and gathered her things looking frazzled, "I've got to go anyways I got some errands to run I'll see you tommorrow Rachel.", Quinn not making any eye contact with the brunette walked out in a rush. "I'm so sorry Rach I'm so mad at myself I know how much you like Quinn I could just hit myself."
'Well I could always hit you San, I just had so many feelings in that moment that if I didn't kiss her I wasn't gonna live anymore and all I wanted was to taste was her lips. 'I wish you were five minutes later but I don't know If It would've been just kissing five minutes later Rachel smirked at Santana. "Yuk Rach, don't tell me that well just knock If I'm ever here with Brittany you could also see more than you want Berry." "In all seriousness San I really wish we would have kissed It really bums me out that we didn't." Rachel slouched back onto the couch and put her hands over her eyes and let out a sigh, Santana walked over to her bestfriend and hugged her. "Rach I wouldn't get so upset over this I see the way you two look at each other and I've been wondering about you two but I didn't want to push either of you to talk about it, trust me you two are going to have a chance to kiss again." "You saw how she left San she looked like she was mad at herself for almost kissing me like she didnt want it to happen it made me want to cry right there."
Rachel was getting really depressed and was really glad that her bestfriend was here with her Santana always knew how to talk to her. "I know exactly what we need lets go get some iced coffee's come back here and watch our DVR'd episodes of Keeping up With The Kardashians and talk about who Kim is going to date next and drool over her." Rachel took Santana's hand with a smile they got their iced coffee's and put the PJ's on and had some bestie bonding time.
The next day Rachel was sound asleep in her comfortable bed and all of a sudden she heard "Berry wake up, Wake up, Damn't Berry open your eyes we have class in twenty minutes", "I'm getting up Lopez damn calm down I'll be like five minutes I'm just going to throw some sweatpants on and my Hurley shirt." 'Sorry Rach I just want to get to class so we can come home and get ready and stress about our dates.' "Wow San you have a date but I don't, well I don't think so anyway", 'Your seriously joking right of course its a date you two were are so in love with each other and you almost kissed her last night."
Rachel had been trying to think about last night how she could of had Quinn's perfect sexy plump lips on her own and maybe even her tongue, she was getting really turned on and all hott and bothered she felt like a cold shower now. Rachel was getting really nervous about this dinner at breadstix tommorrow was it a date, was it just friends going out? She decided to take her mind off it for a while "Santana where are you" she heard "In the kitchen Berry", 'Well I need to talk to you so how excited are you for your date with Brittany you have to be stoked.'
"I'm beyond excited I just hope I can think of stuff to say and we don't sit at an awkard silence or what if I talk about my interest and stuff and she gets bored or something." "Santana Lopez you are the fiestiest Latina I know your also very scrappy if anything Brittany is at home nervous for her date with you." "I highly doubt that she is nervous I mean she's an actress she probably goes on dates all the time." "People are people San they all started somewhere I mean hell even kate middleton was caught buying her own groceries."
"We better get to class Diva or is going to kill us If were late again for advanced speech, "San I always feel like you know what to say to calm me down I love you Sista", Right back at you Berry now enough of this saphic sister mush and let's go." Finally they got to their class sat next to each other and both kept looking at the clock, she felt a tap on her shoulder "What are you goin to wear on your date with Quinn, "It's not a date Santana were just going to eat and talk but I'm goin to wear a black tanktop with a white blouse overtop with my skinny jeans and flip flops." 'Sounds hott to me, Im going to wear my yellow sundress with a yellow jacket over it, "Your going to look gorgeous bestie." "Now class remember choose your favorite actor and do a fifteen page essay and eight slide powerpoint to do in front of class next thursday."
They reached their dorm room and as soon as they got inside Santana flew in her room grabbed her blowdryer and straightner and went in the bathroom and the shower started up and Rachel couldn't help but giggle at her bestfriend. Rachel couldn't help but wonder if Quinn even still was going, so after minutes of deciding wheather to call her or not she got out her iphone and taped on Quinn's name in favorites it started to ring and after each ring her heart beated faster and faster. "Hey Rach, Im Uh sorry I didn't txt you yet today we can talk tonight at dinner." "I called to make sure we were still on for tonight I thought you wouldn't want to go anymore", 'Well of course I still want to go Berry Bear I wouldn't stand you up on our da- I mean night." 'I'll see you tonight then Quinny Im excited to see you I've been thinking about you today." 'Right back at you beautiful see you tonight, bye", did she just hear that right she heard Quinn halfway say date then corrected herself and called her by her nickname and said beautiful. Rachel felt like she just got off a rollercoaster cause her stomach was doing flip flops. Rachel started to jump up and down in turned on excitement.
"Holy hell Rach is this you excited and horny at the same time cause if it is please go somewhere else", Santana said trying to hold backa laugh. "Shut up Lopez I'm just really excited to see Quinn tonight. 'Well calm down I have to call Britt she picked up her phone and skimmed to her name and tapped on it it started to ring and then the gorgeous blonde that has already stole Santana's heart answered "Hey sexy ready for our date", the blonde replied and Santana let out a confident giggle. "Well what about you gorgeous ready to be dazzled" Santana was being cocky but she didnt care. 'So when are you goin to open your door and greet your date' Brittany responded with a flirty tone in her voice, she walked over to the door sure enough Britt was outside wearing a spectacular Marchesa peach colored gown with sexy black high heels. Santana's jaw dropped at the sight of her she bgan salivating looking over Brittany then to her beautifully manicured hands and wondering how those hands would feel on her and In her Santana started to get real turned on and was getting extremly wet and sticky between the legs.
Brittany noticed Santana's look and her eyes were getting darker and it made Brittany start to get wet and she thought this was going to an amazing date but she wanted to take Santana right then and their. She decided to sound confident and be the one to break the stare "You like what you see Lopez", she put a smirk on her face and had a slight blush. "I hope I didn't overdue it with the dress", 'Oh no it fits you perfectly I love it on you Britt Britt'. "Wait what'd you call me Lopez, Britt Britt Damn I love that", "I'm sorry it just slipped out and oh wait you like it" Santana looked at the ground saying this then she looked up into brittanys eyes they seemed darker and full of lust. It made San more turned on then she already knew was this was goin to be embarassing but she had to change her underwear "Um I need to go do something I'll be only like 5 minutes."
Brittany had a good idea why Santana had to go back into her bedroom and it made her hott to think Santana was getting all hott and bothered and wet cause of her she wanted this girl so bad. "Are you two lovebirds done drooling over each other and looking way to damn cute together", Rachel said with a laugh towards her bestfriend. "Well we have to get going anyway Santana we've got a date you know and I for one can't wait for the date and maybe dessert" Britt said this with a blush. 'Hott Damn Girl' Santana barely could speak and they left and closed the door and Rachel saw them pull out of the driveway. Rachel was nervous to meet Quinn at Breadstix was it goin to be awkard she pondered for a while she was just gonna get going no point in obsessing over it.
She was also in a hurry to get their she always seemed to get lost in Quinn's eyes the hazel beauty has already stolen her heart but Quinn didn't need to know that quite yet. Rachel pulled into Breadstix parking lot heart in her throat feelings on her sleeve ready to spill like a damn bucket of water. She was so nervous she knew she had to talk to someone but who not Santana she was on her date wtih Brittany and obviously not Quinn. She knew exactly who to call 'Duh' she thought to her self she skimmed down her contacts and tapped on his name. Rachel knew her brotha from anotha motha would know exactly what to say it started to ring finally and he picked up. "Hey it's Evans what's up Berry", "Hey Bro I need some help well more like advice Ive been meaning to tell you something for quite a while Sam but didn't know you'll react when I tell you." "Rachel We've been Bro's since I transfered to William Mckinley and Started in Glee Sophmore year you know by now that you can tell me anything so just spill already."
"I'm In love with Quinn, Sammy", Rachel blurted it out and she felt so much better "What Quinn as in Quinn Fabray head chearleader of the cheerios in highschool and my ex girlfriend that Quinn." "See Evans this is exactly why I didn't want to tell you I knew you would react weird or something", "Oh no Rach please don't get the wrong idea I'm just shocked I mean not about you liking girls cause you told me after high school and you knew I wouldn't care but knowing that girl has a face and it's Quinn Wow." 'I didn't plan it Sam we've just been hanging out a lot lately and the line gets blurred sometimes between friendship and attraction, anyways I have dinner with her in ten minutes."
"So are you two already dating and If so why are you so nervous", ' Because Sam we almost kissed yesterday and then Santana walked in and she left like a bat out of hell and now I don't know what to say to her do I tell her how I feel and no were not dating", 'Wow Rach calm down it was just a question alright well first of all she might have walked out cause you know how Santana has a way with words and she was also feeling very vulnerable and embarassed because of Santana walking in on such an intimate moment between you two." "Well that's what I thought I just really want to kiss her Sam I know your thinking I'm crazy", "Rachel you've always been crazy but that's why I love you and your my les-bro for life!"
"So I really need guidance on this date should I tell her my true feelings Bro or what," 'Listen Rach this is my idea you always express yourself best through song why don't you sing to her a love song or whatever your feeling at karokee at Breadstix tonight." "I knew their was a reason I called you Sammy I love you I'll maybe come over tommorrow so we can hang out and watch some spiderman and tell you how it went with Quinn." "Anytime Rach love you 2 and yeah just txt me tommorrow then, bye", Rachel was feeling so much more confident after taking to Sam she was always thankful to have a boy's point of view on girls and also very appreciative of his friendship it was more of a brother and sister kind of realtionship. Rachel knew exactly what to do and how to express her feelings for Quinn and she knew exactly what song to sing. She got out of her car and opened the door to Breadstix and saw Quinn sitting at the booth near the stage this will be perfect Rachel thought she neared the blonde and her heart was going crazy seeing the girl of her dreams.