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Chapter 15- Until You Learn To Love Yourself
Brittany was flabbergasted to say the least why Marley would be so interested as to track her whereabouts and have her come all the way to Paris just to see her and talk to her, it sounded a little stalkerish actually it sounded a lot stalkerish. "So am I really here to audition or was this all a hoax just to get me to fly thousand's of miles just so you could talk to me in person, In other word's I'd like to know if I'm wasting my time", Brittany said as she moved to sit down at a chair near a large round table.
Marley sat down opposite of Brittany completely at loss for what to say this isn't how she was hoping this was going to go. Not that she expected Brittany would welcome her with open arms, but she had to explain things.
"No, Please Brittany let me explain for one I do want you for the role of this medical series I think you fit perfectly especially after you did that guest role on Greys Anatomy and your performance in Snow White I knew I wanted you for this role. So please don't get hasty I very much wanted to talk to you just to tell you I'm sorry I didn't come forward in highschool and tell you how I felt and stand up for you more, I wanted a chance to make it right so in a way this role oppurtunity was in a way to say thank you. And before you ask no I'm not just giving you this oppurtunity cause I feel bad about Highschool it's some of that but also I honestly want you for this so tell me what your thoughts are right now?"
Brittany pondered for a while taking all Marley said into account and digesting it so she didn't make a rash choice. "I'm honored that you want to give me this oppurtunity but I can't stay here in Paris for that many months, I have a girlfriend and I can't expect her to drop everything and move to Paris with me for a couple months or however long this series will take, the only way I will do this is if I can somehow shoot the tv show back in New York where I live and where my girlfriend lives, that is if I get the Job. And quit feeling guilty about highschool that was so long time ago and I had Cory to lean on and he stood up for me to those dumb jocks so let's just foget about that ok."
Marley looked speechless, she stood up out of her chair and walked close to Brittany, "That's just the thing I don't want to forget it Brittany", she was getting closer and closer to Brittany now. Brittany got up out of her chair but Marley walked closer to her and stood not even a foot in front of Brittany, leaning more towards her lips then they heard a sound they both looked to the right and saw Santana standing their holding a paper bag mouth open and a tear down her eye.
Brittany had only seen a glimpse of her girlfriend for a second and that was enough to feel like someone had just punched her heart and put it back in her body. She can only imagine how it looked between her and Marley when Santana walked in she didn't know how a usual audition turned into one of the most weirdest day's to happen to her. She hadn't realized she started running until she saw Santana walking down the street with her blue jacket on she ran as fast as her legs can carry her and finally she caught up to her and yanked her around.
"Santana I'm so sorry, please stop and listen to me I need to explain what happened please just stop, look at me." Santana turned around her face puffy and eye shedding with tears, Brittany couldn't bear to see it "What do you want Brittany don't you have to get back to that girl you were fondling over I mean to hell that you have a girlfriend right."
Brittany was so frusterated,"She came on to me Santana I swear to GOD,we were talking about highschool, and Cory back in the day and she just started walking closer and closer to me and I couldn't back up anymore I was literally back into corner please say you believe me", Brittany said with tears threatening to spill from her eyes. "Hold up, you knew her in highschool how tell me right now, or I swear I will find the next flight home", Santana said so furious and angry she just wanted to run down the sidewalk to the motel and lock the door and cry.
"That was Marley, I only had a couple classes with her in highschool San theirs no story other than that, I had no idea she would remeber and didn't even know she was into girls let alone me", Brittany said hoping to see Santana calm down but she didn't seem to she actually looked even more infuriated and Brittany wasn't sure why. "Hold the fucking phone Britt, isn't Marley the name of the girl you had a crush on the girl you said was so beautiful and breathtaking, in your journal you told me that time outiside that cafe the whole story of her and how u met Cory and u expect me to believe you weren't just a little curious to see what it would finally be like to kiss her."
Santana couldn't hold it in anymore her tears were spilling like a faucet and it wasn't gonna stop anytime soon, she couldn't take it she just wanted to get back to the hotel and go to bed and sleep this day away. "San you don't understand I had no curiousity at all, I promise I'm telling you the truth", Brittany didn't realize she had tears untl she felt one gently slide down her cheek, "You know what Brittany, I'm sick of hearing all of this I'm going back to the hotel and I'm going to get some sleep and we can talk about this later goobye."
Before Brittany could say anything Santana started running down the sidewalk and hailed a cab, Britt knew she had to let her cool down she would just go rent a different room for the night even though she didn't do anything wrong she knew Santana would need her privacy and space. She didn't know how this day had turned into hopefull to horrible in an instant. Well actually she did and her name was Marley.
Brittany stormed back in there pissed off as ever, she walked right back up to Marley who was sitting in her office now typing on her laptop and sipping on some coffee. "Who the hell do you think you are pulling that kind of stunt earlier how dare yo try to kiss me, now my girlfriend whom I love very much is pissed off at me because she thinks I wanted to kiss you when that's the furthest thing from the truth. I've barely said two words to you in my life and now you have already ruined what was supposed to be an amazing day for me so thanks and good day to you." Brittany slammed her door and charged out of their before she could catch up to her she was walking briskly down the street before she knew it she was at that cafe, the one she met Rachel and Santana at when her and Quinn were shopping the other day.
She thought to hell with it she wasn't in a rush to get back to the hotel where she would have to spend the night alone. Moping over the tv while watching Vampire Diaries or Star Trek to someway try to cheer her up and make her day somewhat less ruined as if that was possible. She sighed and walked into the cafe and walked up to the register and got a coffee and sat down and got her laptop out of her office porfolio bag.
Then she heard her name "Brittany, what are you doing here I thought your audition was going to take all day did something happen you look like you've been crying come on you can tell me were new besties remeber." Brittany was never so happy to have a friend here in Paris then she was rightn now, "Oh Quinn, I wouldn't even know where to start this day has not gone at all like I planned." Quinn looked empathetically at her newfound bestie, "Alright tell me what happened I'm here as long as you need."
Brittany told her the whole story, "So why is this Marley chick suddenly want to get a hold of you now, and how unproffesional to try and kiss you that's just makes me want to go punch her for what she did to you and Sanny." Brittany shifted in her seat, "I know and San doesn't believe me that I in no way wanted to kiss her back I was going to push her away and flat out refuse the job and then San walked in and it all got blown to hell, Now I don't know what to do she ran away from me crying Quinn, and what are you doing here without Rachel."
"Well Rachel was doing her vocal excercises and I was doing my jogging excercise so we decided to just kind of do our own thing this afternoon, and trust me Santana will calm down she just needs today to have some space I know her she will be fine tommorrow and it's not like you two actually kissed anyway. Santana can be very insecure and she probably thought somewhow she was going to lose you to some celebrity actor and seeing that made those fears become a reality even thought it's not true."
Brittany smiled very briefly, "I'm glad we went shopping the other day you are becoming one of the best friends I've ever had I'm glad I ran into you." Quinn smiled brightly "Right back at ya Britt", Quinn pulled out her phone and shot a text to Rachel.
To Babe- Hey Babe :) bad news Britt's director tried to come on to her and San saw and she is pissed, you should go see her she's at the motel in their room, love you my delicious teddy graham.
"You just txted Santana didn't you that's alright if you did I'm just worried about her but I want to give her space", Brittany said as she was fighting back tears. "No Britt I just txted Rachel to go see Santana in your hotel room to make sure she's ok and not about to go do something stupid." Brittany let out a breath she didn't know she was holding, she was glad to know that someone would be with Santana while she was upset because she knew her girlfriend she didn't handle stress very well. And it often ended up her running off to a friends or her uncles or in this case in London getting some Tequila and drowning her sorrows and she was betting on option number 3.
"Well I'm glad Rachel will be with her since she don't want me there, I'll respect that and talk to her tommorrow and let her know how much I love her and I didn't want to kiss Marley at all." Quinn's look was saddened by how sad Brittany looked "Hey come on B everything will be worked out tommorrow I promise and If not I will talk sense into San myself and I gurantee you that's what Rachel is trying to do. "Well Quinn I'm totally beat it's been an emotional and draining day I just want to relax in my new room and watch some tv you can come to my room if you want after I get a new one of course."
"Nonsense Brittany you will not be paying for another room just for half of a day and the night, you will stay with me at my motel room. Since I'm sure Rachel will want to stay with San anyways that's what bestfriends are for and you know that's why you will stay with me cause as we discussed earlier we are Besties wheather you like it or not." Brittany just had to laugh and smile at Quinn she truly was an awesome friend and she was so glad she met Santana cause she not only gained a soulmate but a bestfriend as well with Quinn.
"Are you sure I don't want to impose and make Rachel stay away from you or you away from her honestly it would be no big deal for me to get my own room." Quinn started to laugh and she got up and "I'm serious I'm not taking no for an answer plus It's not like your putting me or Rachel out we both get to spend time with our besties so get your ass up and lets go rent some french movies we don't understand and some junk food and have a girls night it'll be fun come on." Brittany fuddled with her fingers and then looked at Quinn and smiled, "Sounds like a lot fun count me in come on let's go to that cute little general store downt the street."
And with that Quinn and Brittany were on their way to the general store to get some movies and some junk food and whatever else they desired. The girls arrived at the little store down the street and they marveled at the scenery. Everytime they had been their for a while in Paris but everytime they stepped out and saw the scenery it still amazed them, about every street light had lights around them and at night and you can the lights in the tree's it's very beautiful. "Hey let's go look at the movies I wanna buy some new ones anyway and then I have some to watch when we go home soon, oh here they are oh look they have Hotel Translyvania and Taken 2. I'm going to buy these two is that alright Q can we watch these when we get back to the motel tonight."
Quinn started to laugh, "You like those kiddy movies that's so cute Britt I never would of guessed you would." Brittany smiled genuinly for the first time the whole day and started to lightly giggle, "Well my little sister Arizona loves disney or any animated movies so I grew up watching them with her and I still do when I go home and their actually some of my favorites anyways." Quinn smiled once again fonldy at Brittany,"You know what I know what we need to watch tonight after your movie I brought Toy Story 2 and 3 we need to watch either one of them,my favorite is Buzz Lightyear."
Brittany chuckled, "That's one of my favorite movies but my favorite is Woody and Bullseye alright let's get going I want to watch Toy Story 3 first over my movies I'm buying." The girls left with their junk food and movies in hand laughing and giggling to their motel room while holding hands. The girls got to the motel room and threw there bags on the floor, and took their coats off and changed into their pajamas. "You have the cutest PJ's ever Quinn oh my god you look adorable", Brittany giggled "Well right back at ya Q."
Quinn tore back the covers and Brittany put Toy Story 3 into the DVD player, they both couldn't wait to watch it. Brittany walked back to the bed and got under the cover she just brought the whole sack of pop and junk food and ploped it onto the bed. "Here ya go sweetheart", Quinn said as she handed Britt her candy and pop she got "Thank You", Brittany said with a smile. Brittany let out a sigh, "What's wrong Britt don't worry about Santana she will come around I promise so just don't worry about it and let's watch Buzz come to the rescue,Ok?"
Brittany gave Santana a weak smile and shifted under the covers, Brittany reached over and grabbed Quinn's hand and squeezed it and turned to look at her "Thanks for this By the way Q you really are the best." Q squeezed her hand back and said "Well Duh". They spent the rest of the night watching movies and eating gushers and Pop.
Santana was in the door way of Quinn and Brittanys motel room since she heard from Rachel that they stayed the night with each other. When she heard this it put her a little more on edge after seeing her with Marley it made her wonder was Brittany the Kind to cheat on her would she be attracted to Quinn or even make a move on her, her judgment was all off and what she saw when she walked into their room didn't make it anybetter.
Brittany and Quinn were still sound asleep with only the bathroom nightlight on, it was almost noon and they were out. Brittany had her legs interwined between Quinns and Quinn had her arm around Brittany and they were nose to nose. This infuriated Santana she knew they were getting close but her and Rachel definitly never slept like this and they shared an apartment together and they were never this cozy with each other. She didn't even want to look at Brittany and Quinn anymore she shut the door lightly and left envious with rage raking through her body.
Santana got back to her motel room she shared with Rachel for the night, and slammed the door. "What the hell is up with you San", Rachel asked as she muted the TV to talk and see what had her bestfriend so pissed off at the world. "You would not believe how Brittany and Quinn are sleeping they are all up on each other like cuddling it's just looked intimate." Rachel started laughing "I'm sure you were overexagerating San, Quinn is just a loving friend you know she is she probably just wanted to make Britt feel better."
San let out a breathe, "You don't believe me come here seriously come on go look yourself but open their door lightly." Rachel sighed she knew Santana wouldn't give up unless she looked herself she walked down the hall and slightly opened the door and peaked in sure enough she didn't really like seeing her girlfriend that close with another girl. Rachel wondered why they were still asleep when it was noon Quinn usually slept that late when she was up all night, no no way she said to herself don't go their Quinn wouldn't do that to you.
Rachel walked back into her room still pretty confused at what she saw they had only hung out a couple times how were they so close already. "I told ya", Rachel heard as she saw Santana's somber face looking straight at her. "Santana I'm sure they just stayed up all night talking and watching movies and Quinn does like to sprawl and cuddle she pry forgot she was sleeping with Brittany and got confused and thought it was me."
Santana was so flustered she kept replaying the picture over and over of course a part of her knew she was being ridiculous, Santana knew how much Quinn loved Rachel she was just paranoyed after this Marley girl. Who was she to make a move on her girlfriend she wanted to punch her in the face but she was to hurt and she just left. "I know Rae, I mean I know Britt is in love with me but what If Im not enough for her I don't know I'm just so parranoyed after what happened yesterday."
"San you have nothing to feel bad about Quinn did say her and Britt hit it off right away Im sure she was just being a good friend and she happened to roll over and move her legs please don't make a mountain out of a mole hill. And for the love of God, don't tell Quinn you saw she will be embarassed." After their discussion Santana and Rachel put in the season finale episode of Lost Girl to relax and forget about their recent it was the only thing that would calm her down.
Back at Quinn's room they were just starting to stir and wake up Quinn woke up first and didn't know how she got into this situation. Her legs were still intertwined with Brittany's and she was only inches apart from her face. To say being this close to Brittany didn't make her a little flustered well it did and that was the problem, she was so in love with Rachel but Brittany was so different than any friend she ever had. She was so confident and had amazing acting skills the girl was in a leauge all of her own but she knew these were just dumb feelings. I mean friends can be attracted to each other it doesn't have to be a big deal and she would never act on it she loved Rachel way to much.
She knew she had to get out of this bed before temptation reared it's ugly head and made her do someting she would regret big time. She carefully untangled herself from Brittany went into the bathroom and lightly closed the door. Got undressed and took a shower she forgot she was in such a rush she forgot her clothes in her duffel bag. She wrapped a towel around her body and went out to get her clothes. When she stepped out Brittany was on the side of the bed with only her bra on changing into her shirt, Quinn tried to sneak by and get her clothes so she didn't make a sound to disrupt Brittany.
But that was an epic fail she stubbed her toe and yelled "Fucking Damn't " so loud it scared Brittany and she turned around so fast Brittany about fell off the bed. As soon as Brittany turned around she saw Quinn was only in a towel and her hair was soaking wet. Instantly she felt like the air was suffocating her and she started to stutter, "Oh I'm sorry Q I didn't relaize you were naked I mean um not dressed or like whatever I'll turn around." Quinn instantly started to laugh "Nothing to worry about Q you didn't know I only had a towel on it's no big deal I just need my clothes."
Quinn grabbed her clothes and went back into the bathroom she couldn't help but chuckle seeing Brittany's flustered and nervous face when she turned around on the bed. Quinn came out of the bathroom and Brittany was sitting in bed watching Being Human "Hey you want to hang out again today I had fun yesterday and want to do it again lets go to a matinee, I want to see Silver Linings Playbook Jennifer Lawrence is one of my celebrity Crush's", Quinn said.
Brittany clapped her hands together and had a huge smile on her face, "That sounds like fun Q it's already 2:00 and its starts at 2:45 so do you wanna just go now and we can talk to Santana and Rachel when we get back so were not late. Quinn grabbed her hand and they walked out of the hotel room and hailed a cab once they had gotten outside they were standing inside the theatre. They had just gotten their tickets and were waiting in line for pop and popcorn so they finally got it and they went found a spot and sat down. They laughed thorugh out most of the movie especially when Jennifer Lawrence's character and Bradley Coopers are at a Diner, and he orders Raisin Bran she asks why he did that and he says so it's not misconstude as a date. She startst to laugh and proceeds to tell him it can still be a date if you order Raisin Bra. Quinn and Brittany laughed so hard at that part the movie was over and they had left they decided to grab something to eat they were starving. So they stopped at a pizza resturaunt, "Oh my god this is delicious this may possibly be the best pizza ever Britt." They were both stuffing their faces and Brittany chuckled "Oh my God I know it's amazing it was expensive enough though thank God we split it."
"We better go or Rachel will pry have the police looking for us", Quinn said as her and Brittany started walking out of the resturaunt and hailed a cab once more that day. It didn't take long for them to get to get back to motel, "I had a lot of fun today Quinny that movie was hillarious and how hott was Jennifer Lawrence in it like dayum." They were almost to Quinn's room "I had fun to and remeber the raisin bran line that was friken hillarious wasn't it." They both started laughing out of control remebering that scene and then they heard someone cough and they turned around and Quinn and Santana were standing next to them clearly not amused.
They quit laughing but Rachel and Santana kept looking at something between them and that was then that Quinn realized they were holding hands they dropped it at the same time. "Where the hell have you two been you both didn't tell either of us where you were and have been gone all damn day, what was so important you just had to be gone."
Brittany and Quinn looked at each other they knew they were in trouble but didn't know how much unitl Brittany looked at Santana's glare and she knew when she had the lima heights look she was in trouble. Finally Santana spoke, "Well me and Rachel are waititng out with it already you two."
Quinn was the first to speak up "Well after we woke up it was pretty late we sat back and watched some SyFy and then I asked Brittany if she wanted to go to Silver Linings Playbook with me and she was so excited we must of forgot to tell you but then we got hungry so went to that Pizza restauraunt for a little bit." Brittany chimed in "Yeah that's all why are you two so mad we just wanted to hang out together just us since we had so much fun last night together."
This apparently was the wrong answer because Santana gave me one of her nastiest scowls and it sent chills down my back. "Oh so what were we supposed to do huh, just sit in our hotel room and looked pretty and do nothing but waiting for you guys to have all the damn fun", Rachel said staring daggers into Quinn then Santana started in. "I'm this close to going all Lima Heights I mean first I come in this morning and see you two almost on top of each other now you say you want alone time together to hang out and go to a Movie, is their something going on between you two."
Quinn and Brittany started to stutter that definitly wasn't the right thing to do, "Im, uh, no their is not Quinn has been an amazing friend and we stayed up all night watching tv and eating junk food and we fell asleep very tired and we woke up like that it's nothing to warant thinking their is something to go on between us." Santana laughed sickly "Really, so me walking in yesterday on you and that slutty director all up on you ready to kiss her I would beg to differ and friends don't cuddle like that."
"This is ridiculous I'm in love with Rachel I mean I can see why you are insecure and jealous Santana I mean Brittany is super hott and so confident." Quinn threw a hand over her mouth that didn't come out how she put it together in her head. "I mean I didn't mean it like that I'm just saying I can understand why you would be jealous.
"Well how very nice of you Quinn thank you for telling me how I'm fucking feeling I'm so glad for your insight into my feelings." Brittany chimed in "Hey come on Santana you don't need to talk to her like that, all we did was go to a movie and went to dinner so just drop it and let's all go downstairs to the bar." "Well isn't it that just what you would want just to drop it the point isn't that you went to the movie and dinner it's that you didn't tell me and Rae where you were going which looks like you two have something to hide."
Rachle was pretty silent through this whole fight she looked like she was about to cry but finally she spoke up, "I agree with Santana you two should of texted or called us and let us know where you were and you can't blame us it did look pretty intimate between you two this morning we don't even cuddle that close a lot Q."
"So now it's back to this morning again seriously I can't win some stupid bitch from my highschool comes on to me and I turn down the job after she attempts to kiss me even though I got the job and I decide to hang out with my bestfriend last night and today and I get scolded over it. You know what I'm done talking about this apparently I can't do anything right so I'm going down to the bar Quinn do you want to come with me."
Quinn looked at Brittany "Oh I don't know Brittany that might look like were dating and want to make out with each other because were having drinks together, you know to hell with it lets go Brittany, I'm done with this conversation." Quinn and Brittany walked down to the bar and both ordered shots of tequila with a lime and some salt. Brittany counted "1,2,3 bottoms up Quinn they clanked their shots and threw the tequila back wanting to forget abut the fight with their girlfriends and let the tequila take over.
Hope you liked it but I needed some angst in my fanfiction. This is my longest chapter yet took a lot of typing review if you want to otherwise thanks for reading it.