A/N:

I got to tell you I was kind of disappointed with the attention my story got when I last updated. But I'll try and when I say try I mean TRY to not let it get to me; because my story can't always be a hit. Thanks to NinkSmiley for answering my QOTDS. For the second one you got 2 out of 3 right. Its Hunger Games, Divergent, and Beautiful Creatures. ON TO THE STORY!

TOBIAS POV

After hours and I mean hours of feet aching shopping we finally got everything we said we were going to get. And I'm telling you, that one little shopping experience made me not want to shop again, like never again. It's for the twins, Tobias. But no matter how many times I chanted that over and over again in my head it didn't make me want to run out of that store any less. You would think that since we were only shopping for 3 types of things it wouldn't take so long. WRONG! We had to get the right shade of green the right shade of black. I was sure there was only one shade of black. Tris was trying to get everything right for whatever design she was doing for their bedroom. And to be honest she sounded a lot like well….Christina. I really want the old Tris back.

In total we ended up with about 5 cans of paint, two cribs that still have to be painted and assembled (which Tris is probably going to make me do) and 2 carriers that fit the twin's personality perfectly, even though they aren't born yet. Tris's words not mine. Even though the shopping was absolutely atrocious and my feet probably have blisters it was kind of keeping my mind of Tris's operation tomorrow. It was distracting me from the inevitability of how this operation could go tomorrow. And now that this trip is over I think the distraction for Tris is to. I glance at the clock. 5:30; she still has 3 hours and 30 minutes until she can't eat for a couple of hours.

"Hey, come sit," Tris says as she pulls me towards the couch to sit with her. I easily comply since this probably has something to do with her needing comfort.

"What's up," I ask like I have no clue what's going on.

"Are you scared, for the operation I mean," she says with a small voice. It doesn't suit her; it makes her seem so…vulnerable.

"I'm scared out of my mind," I tell her truly.

"How do you do it, how do you hide it so well."

"Well think about it, if I'm crumbling apart at this situation that we're both very scared about whom do you have to be strong for you. I hide it because I love you," I explain to her. I glance at her and see tears streaming down her face. I'm not sure if it has to do with what I just said or the fear of going into the operation tomorrow.

"You amaze me how you can just go from cold, cut off Four to soft, caring Tobias. You always know the right things to say, I love you so much." Tris says.

"That takes a lot of work just to let you know," I tell her. She punches me lightly in the arm. We sit in a comfortable silence for a couple of minutes until I decide to say something.

"Hey, do you want to go grab something to eat you still have a few hours until you can't any more. And I think these guys would like something to eat," I say with a smirk.

"Sure we still have to tell the rest of the guys about my operation. You know it seems that we haven't spent much time with the guys lately. Did we ever tell the genders of the twins," Tris says.

I think about it for a minute, we haven't been spending much time with them lately. With all the other problems that we have to deal with we've been kind of keeping to our self. That's going to change because the best thing you can have are friends.

"We told them the gender but we didn't tell the names we came up with. We should really talk to them more; right now we could use some friends."

"Yeah you're right come on let's go," Tris says as she stand up.

I haven't really taken the time to take in Tris's appearance but as she stands up I notice her a little more. She arches her back to stretch and I notice her stomach first. Today she chose to wear a tank top the hugs her body a little bit more than her other clothes. Her stomach is a little more prominent than usual. Before you couldn't really tell that she was pregnant but now anyone could tell because no one was really chubby in Dauntless. She's a little fuller than how she used to be. I think I read something in that book about it having to do with hormones or whatever.

"Are you going to get up or are you just going to stare at me all day," she says cockily.

"Well then, let's go since you're rushing me."

Once we walk into the Pit we are surrounded with the usual noisiness. Even though you can't decipher any conversations they seem to be talking about the Dauntless usual, fighting, knifes, and etc.

"How about you go ahead and sit and I'll bring us something. How do you feel about watermelon today," I ask.

"Uh no that sound disgusting today," she says with a grimace on her face.

TRIS POV

Just thinking about watermelon makes me sick to my stomach. But I didn't expect to stay attached to that for very long. Hormones are weird. Once Tobias walks away to go get our food I make my way to where we usually sit, with the guys. Everyone is there Christina, Zeke, Lynn, Shauna, Will, Uriah, and Marlene. I sit down across from Uriah.

"Look what the cat dragged in," he says with a smile.

"Ha-ha very funny sorry I haven't been around lately I just have a lot on my plate," I tell them.

"Kids," Lynn scoffs/questions.

"Yeah that and other things," I draw out.

"What king of "other things," Christina asks with one eyebrow raised.

"Um appointments. Actually today I was told I am going to have surgery tomorrow," I explain.

"Surgery, what for," Marlene asks concerned.

"They said that they found small damage in my cerebral cortex which is where my memory is, stored and that I could possibly have…," I pause trying to recall what they said. Amoeba, no that's not right.

"Transient amnesia which is also short term memory loos," Tobias fills in for me. I glance up to him and mouth thank you.

"Oh I heard about that from some of the nurses, that's the day I'm supposed to assist," Marlene says.

"Yeah they told us that you were working tomorrow," I reply.

"What caused the damage, was it Eric," Zeke asks me. I open my mouth to respond but Tobias beats me to it.

"That's what I'm thinking but they really didn't fill us in about why the damaged was caused," he says it in such a strained voice. I can tell this is hard on him.

"Yeah but I should be out by 3:00 tomorrow at the earliest," I tell them.

They don't question it any further but I can tell they still have questions. Questions that probably have to do with the safety of this procedure or if I will even make it out of the operation. I'm glad that they don't ask me this because I'm sure I'll break if I have to answer those questions. I am scared out of my mind.

Finished. So the next update will probably be when the operation happens unless you guys want me to skip to when she comes out if she comes out. I hope this update gets more attention than the last but I'll take what I can get. Okay so I saw The fault in our stars today and well yeah. I heard sniffles in the theater and I was like I'm going to be the only one who doesn't cry.

WRONG! Oh god the eulogy just brought me over the edge and there were streams. Even though I didn't cry when I read the book not one tear. Don't say I'm heartless. Go check out NinkSmiley's 3rd part to Don't cry. But you have to read the first two first. Also check out awesomelydivergent's story just tutoring right. Both very good stories! QOTD: What is your favorite book?

Peace&Love~MSC