Amity Stone: The Promise

by beebopkat

Amity Stone is out with her so called friend Cassidy at night trying to summon Slenderman. She doesn't want to be there though, she doesn't believe in Slenderman. But then why is she afraid and what's up with all her symptoms? Then she faints and wakes up in a cave where strange people find her, what's going on and will she have to create bonds again? This is a creepypasta fic!

7. Talking to Myself

This is the last chapter in the 1st notebook in the written version! When I write I listen to bands like Get Scared and Hollywood Undead. Right now I'm listening to Fake Apologies by Get Scared. This song reminds me so much of myself and my two best friends. You should listen to this song! I'm growing madder by the day it doesn't matter anyway, over dramatic and insane.

After breakfast Slenderman had Twisted Kit help me clean myself up. I had a warm shower and Kit put cream onto my scars. I had one black eye, tons of bruises and a bunch of cuts from Zero's nails; my face felt numb. Kit had intended to lend me cargo pants and a t-shirt but it turned out that all her clothes were to baggy for me to wear. Kit persuaded Hoodie to let me wear some of his clothes since we're about the same size, he let me borrow an orange tiger shirt and black shorts.

Slenderman told me that Trenderman would take me shopping along with Dark Link and Kagekao. Everybody kept on telling me good luck and that they hoped I survived the wrath of Trenderman. I didn't understand why they were making such a big deal of it; they made shopping sound like having to face the scariest thing imaginable. I don't enjoy shopping either but I do sort of need clothes to wear.

I sat on the bed with Beau in front of me. I was feeling confused, I needed someone to talk to. Who would understand me the best? No one but me.

"I still don't understand most of them are kind to me. Why are they being nice, they don't know anything about me or what I've been through so why are they kind?" I asked myself

"They may be acting benevolent but on the inside they probably feel like Toby and Zero. They know you don't belong here and they want to kill you." I answered myself

"If they don't want me here than why did Slenderman even bring me? Maybe they do like me but if so then why?"

"Will you remember your promise is the real question here."

When my brother died I made a vow, I told myself that I would create no more bonds with anybody. For six years I've kept the promise, for six years I've kept away from people, for six years I haven't felt anything kind towards people. This is what Leon would want, he wants me to protect myself and this is my way of self defense.

"I still remember my promise to Leon but it's getting hard to remember him. I'm scared that one day I might completely forget him. What if once Leon is gone someone comes along and replaces him?"

"If you forget Leon then there is no point in living. You might as well go kill yourself."

"I know and that makes me wonder why am I even alive right now? Everybody I get close to dies so why aren't I dead?"

"I don't know but you aren't brave enough to kill yourself, are you?"

"No I'm too scared to."

"Well then until the day you gather enough courage to end your life or until you die of natural causes you have to live. With life comes feeling but you have to forget how to feel."

"I know."

Okay so we're at chapter 7 and in the written version was 62 pages. This chapter sort of sucked I guessed but I wanted to have a chapter that has her talking to herself out loud instead of inside her mind for some reason.