What if Amity's song was Animal I've Become by Three Days Grace? Yes or no, god damn it you guys need to speak up in the comments already. You guys have some influence on book 2 so DROP A COMMENT or PM ME.
I didn't pay any attention to anybody downstairs, I just dashed out of the house and towards the woods. I had to go, I can't stay there either way I know they don't really want me there in that house. Toby was right all this time I don't belong here; I can't fit in, the things that have happened to me in the past scar me so I can't be happy around others. I hide so much of myself that I don't even know who I truly am. The days I've spent with this family have been the most I've ever come out of my shell and I know I'll never forget them but I just don't belong with them. I will never be able to fit in with their group, maybe if I was a whole other person I could but I'm not. I don't fit in, I don't even understand why they're kind to me, I don't deserve it. I just need to escape this, I can't take it anymore, I'm starting to show others my feelings, if others see my emotions than they can learn how to hurt me.
Why'd I ever make a promise to Leon? If I hadn't maybe I could've stayed, I don't really want to leave but I have to.
Look at yourself Amity, haven't you thought of the important questions? What if what you've been saying that you're protecting yourself all this time when in reality you're actually hurting yourself? You're going to get hurt in life every now and then, it's a part of being alive, it just happens. Then I'll kill myself. No! Amity I thought you weren't brave enough to kill yourself, just think about it. You have no idea what happens after you stop breathing. It's too hard to either way, you don't have the guts to stab yourself or hang yourself. I may not be able to kill myself but there must be somebody who wants to kill me. Toby, Toby would happily murder me, he hates my guts. If I want him to kill me I have to go back to the house though and face Hoodie, Jack, Slenderman and Masky, I can't see them again. What if I just tried to eat something poisonous? I know what's good to eat and what's not, it's just the simple matter of finding it and waiting for death to come. It's not like anybody would find me once I ate it either way. Come on Amity think this over, you don't deserve to die. I'm just a waste of space and oxygen; I don't have a family and the family that tried to take care of me I just simply didn't understand. There's nothing in life for me.
As I ran I fell down on my face suddenly and stumbled down a slope, I rolled to an uncomfortable rocky area. My ankle hurt badly when I moved it and I couldn't stand. When I tried to stand I just sunk back to the ground in pain, I couldn't walk, much less stand, what would I do? What if someone found me and took me back to the house? No, I shouldn't go back there, I don't belong there! I laid there on the rocky ground praying to whatever mighty creator that might exist, I prayed that I'd just die quickly and get life over with, Leon is a faint shadow in my mind and without him I have no reason to live at all. While I laid there I just thought about stuff, everyday things. Why do I have five fingers and toes, why do people enjoy music, who thought of music, what was the song that Masky and I danced to, what's Hoodie's real name and why does he stutter, why do people stutter, why do people have different skin tones? As I continued to think I began to feel my conscious slipping away, was I finally dying?
Okay sorry about the wait, I've been having to do stupid people stuff.