Chapter 8

Ana's POV

My world just fell apart on my feet. It is like the time I discovered Christian cheated. This can't be happening. No. Not when I'm thinking of destroying the father of this child.

I can't tell Christian. I can't

I cried in Henry's arms as Kate and Gianna comforts me.

"I was still on pill. How can I get pregnant." I cried out, grab some more tissue from the box Kate was holding.

Kate put a strand of my hair behind my ears. " didn't the contraceptive failed before too?" She reminded me. I rolled my eyes. Of course Christian Grey is the only person I know who can fail a contraceptive the second time around.

Gianna handed me a glass of water. "Damn Christian Grey must be really good if he can do that." She earned a glare from Henry.

"He's insatiable." I said.

"A sex freak." Kate said.

"What do I do Henry? What about our plans?" I said between sniffles.

Gianna answered. "I say we proceed with it and leave Christian Grey with nothing. He'll regret it big time once you walk away from him with his kid."

Can i really destroy Christian now that she is carrying his baby?

Kate pulled her into a hug. "It's all up to you Ana. Do you want your baby to grow up without knowing his father?"

Yeah. Kate has a point. How can i forbid her baby to know his father.

"Or you can jut terminate this pregnancy ." Henry suggested. He looked away when I glared at him.

"This baby deserves to know his father. But to know him doesn't mean his parents need to be married." I stood up fixing myself "Henry, we will go to plan C. I need my divorce papers right away and you better inform my lawyer."

Two girls gaped at me and i just walked away.

Around 6pm all my bags are packed, I sat on our dining chair and waited for Christian. With a glass of water instead of Wine I'm sure Quinn hasn't told him yet, otherwise he'll come rushing to me begging.

The front door opened and Christian smiled when he saw me.

"Mrs. Grey." He was about to kiss me but I turned away.

"Have a sit Christian" he obliged and saw my bags.

He frowned. "What's going on Ana?"

I took out several pictures from the envelope. "These are the reasons while I fled to France." I tried to control my tears. Damn this hormones I learned to be stronger than this.

Fear crossed his face. "Ana..."

"I came back to have my revenge on you. To give you and Quinn a taste of what you did to me. I want to punish you, crush you Christian. You an Quinn." I looked at those Grey eyes.

"Ana...I'll take your punishment. Please punish me just don't hurt Quinn. I dragged her into this. I love her...but I love you more."

I looked away, tears fall from eyes. "Hearing you say that...that you love her...tears me apart Christian. Like how it tore me when I discovered your infidelity. I thought I can be strong enough to face you. I was. But it's different. It has been different since this morning."

"But I love you more Ana. I'm sorry I cheated on you, I regret what I did. I'm sorry, I love you so much I just forgot."

I snapped and looked at him. "You forgot? Ha! For fuck's sake Christian even a person who has an amnesia know if he loves one person he'll remember. How can you do this to me?! That was the lamest excuse I've ever heard. What did Quinn have that I don't? Did you consider me as one of you forgotten subs?"

"Ana...I'm sorry." Was all he could said.

" I want a divorce." I said and stood up. "I can't let my child grow up with his cheating father."

He looked at me. "Y...your."

"Yes. I am pregnant. Don't worry you'll have visitation rights."

I headed for my bags. I told Kate I'm staying at her and Elliot's house until the divorce is over then I'm flying back to France. I have a new found life there. Seattle will just remind me of Christian and how he ripped my heart and fed it to sharks.

I felt strong arms wrapped around me. "Ana please I'm begging you. Forgive me please. I love you. I will change. I swear to our baby's life I will change. " I can feel his hot years on my neck. He's crying.

I turned to face him. "You don't need me."

"Yes I do. You and our baby. I need both of you ."

"You need Quinn. If you didn't you wouldn't go to her."

"I'll end it with Quinn. I'll end it with her right away just please ana please! Don't leave me. I love you."

It breaks my heart to see him like this. I still love him, I know if i didn't I would have divorced before.

"I love you too Christian I really do. When we were in Vegas I tried to forget your garbage here on Seatttle. Cause i know that I'm still in love with you like the first time I met you. It's just so sad that...that knowing...that we still love each other. The love is still there I know, but there is no trust anymore."

"What can I do Ana. I'll do anything."

He pulled me to him holding me close.

"Just let me go Christian. That's what I want . If you don't give me what I want, I'll just hate you more."

He took deep breaths and released me. "I'll always love you Ana."

I nodded and headed out, Henry and Gianna helped me in the car.

"1How are you dear?" Gianna asked.

I just shook my head.

Christian's POV

I took my R8 and drove to Quinn's house. Her husband is away so she's here alone.

I rang the doorbell and she opened it and slapped me hard followed by numerous hits.

"You asshole! You got her pregnant! How dare you come here?"

I catched her wrists. "I came here to tell you that we are over."

She looked at me pained. "What?"

"I'm sorry I gave you an illusion that this relationship will go on. I admire you Quinm, you're pretty, smart and confident, I did love you but...I love my wife and I am not ready to let her go..."

"So you're letting me go..." She finished.

"Yes." I said.

"Christian I love you. If you want I'll divorce my husband for you. Please don't leave me." She pleaded.

Christian shook his head. "I'm sorry. Go back to your husband and I'll go back to my wife. "

I turned her back to her and walk back to my car.

It hurts me to let her go like that but it can't match the pain I am feeling since Ana walked out of me.

I need to get her back. I need her. I need my family.

Quinn's POV

Christian can't leave me. No, he still loves me he was just pressured about all of this. If I can give him a baby he wants so badly he wouldn't turn to Ana. He will come back to me.

I waited for my husband to return from a business trip. It has been a week since Christian broke up with me and I missed him so bad I kept on texting him and calling him.

My husband Franco get in our house and he gave me a peck on the cheek.

"Franco I have to tell you something..." I fidgeted. Franco is a sweet man now I feel guilty all of a sudden, if he wasn't so boring I wouldn't even cheat but to hell with it, any woman would cheat if it's Christian Grey coming to them.

"What is it darling?" He grabbed a bottle of beer from fridge.

"I have been cheating on you with another man...I am sorry, this has nothing to do with you. It just happened..."

He cut me off. "Who's the man?"

"It's not important. I am sorry I betrayed you. You are better off without me..."

I didn't see it coming, he hit me so hard I fell on the floor, and then grabbed me hard by the hair.

"I am going to find out who that asshole is and then I'm going to kill him. Do you understand Quinn? I'm going to kill him and if you leave me. I'll kill you too." He let go off me and headed off to our room.

I cried on the floor holding my face. I wish Christian was here he would kiss the pain away, that's what made me fall in live with him he knew exactly where to touch me.

Christian's POV

It has been two months since Ana left. Every day and every night I kept pursuing her at Kate and Elliot's house, apologizing thousands of time. Sending her her favorite foods, stuff toys, balloon and other stuff but Ana stubborn as ever didn't come to face me.

And few weeks later she went out of the country. I didn't know where to find her because my stalking tendency has nothing against that Henry, her guy assistant. If it weren't for Gianna I'd say Henry have hots for my wife but as much as I hate the guy he's very professional.

Taylor opened the car's door as we reached my parents house and I stepped out. This is it. I am going to tell my parents of the sin I committed. I talked to Flynn about this, he said that Ana wouldn't forgive me right away, I should give her time. But making things right might get me there.

An hour later I sat there at my father's study my mom crying behind him as he scolded me.

"I can't believe you. All those things we thought you, Elliot and Mia. You know you're lucky Ana didn't press charges and only asked for divorce. I wouldn't side you, she has the right." My dad said.

I clenched my fist. How can my dad say "only asked for divorce" it's a divorce! A big thing. "I can't she's pregnant."

I heard a gasped from my mom. "Poor Ana had to do all of this on her own."

"She doesn't have to mom I am here. I can take care of her."

"But you cheated!" My dad snarled. "You deserve this son, I hate to say it but you do. Every man should respect their wives like how they respect their mothers and sisters. With what you did to dear Ana you hurt your mom. You disrespected her and your sister. "

"I am so disappointed in you Christian. Where have I gone wrong for raising you?" She rolled her eyes and wiped her tears. "Who was I kidding? Elena was the one who raised you."

I scowled at her. "Don't remind me."

"Oh yes I will. Ana put up with your crap. She put up with Elena and the others. She lost your first baby and now you cheated on her. Who are you Christian? I love you but I don't like this. Fix this with Ana, don't come back here until Ana forgives you. " mom stepped out. Mom never stepped out on me, I felt like how I felt when the crack whore died, when she left me.

All the important people in my life are leaving me.

"I know what you're thinking son." My dad said. "Your mom's just angry of course, it was her chance of being a grandmother but she lost it. I am mad at you too. But all I can tell you is to fix this with your wife. Agree on any terms she want. Court her if you have to."

I nodded. My dad was right I should accept whatever Ana has to offer.

A month later Elliot called me. He heard Kate talking to Ana on phone and left today to pick her up from the airport, so I waited outside Elliot's house.

I saw Kate's car approaching. Kate stepped out with Ana. My chest tightened when I saw her, she's glowing and her pregnant belly us showing she's wearing a dress and her hair is tied in a pony tail.

She glared at me when she saw me. "What the hell are you doing in here?" She asked

Kate grabbed Ana's bag. "I'll leave you to alone. I'll be back I'm 5 minutes Ana."

"Well?" She waited for me.

"I've missed you." I said.

"I didn't."

"You did."

"I didn't."

I sighed. "I am sorry, I'll repeat it again and again, I mean it more than how I say it. I love you Ana. Only you. I am sorry I gave you a reason to hate me, I am sorry I hurt you . If I could kill myself I will. But I still need to live." She looked down and I know she is crying. I placed my hand on her belly, she didn't stop me, "I have reasons to live. I need you, I love you. You and our baby. Both if you are my life."

She looked up at me her eyes red from crying.

"Christian..." She stopped when tires screeched in front of us, masked men gets out with guns. I put Ana behind me.

"What's going on?" I said but I passed out when someone hit me in the head.

I woke up slightly dizzy, my hands and feet are tied in a chair I can hear someone sniffling.

"Christian..." Ana called.

I looked up at her, she was tied as well. "Ana...are you hurt?"

She shook her head. " I am scared."

"Don't. I'll get us out of here."

5 masked men comes in the room, one of them stood in front of me.

"Who are you?" I asked but he hit me so hard in the face I can taste blood from my mouth.

Ana screamed at them to stop. "Please! Don't hurt him. Please."

The masked man took of his mask and reveals himself.

Franco. He grinned at me. "Now you know who I am?"

He stood up and walked towards Ana. I struggled from my chair. "Don't you fucking touch her!" I growled .

"Why the hell not?" He touched Ana's hair. "You have such a beautiful wife. Even though she's pregnant she makes my cock hard. When I saw her today I didn't understand why you would fuck my wife when you have a better one, younger one and hotter one to fuck. Is there something wrong with your cunt that you cannot satisfy your husband darling?" He asked Ana.

"Franco. You have me. You can do anything you want with me just leave my wife alone. She has nothing to do with this. Please I'm begging you. Let her go and you can kill me."

"You're right. She's a victim like me." Franco kneeled down in front of Ana and pressed his head on her belly. "I wish Quinn would give me a baby. But she won't because she wants your baby."

I looked at Ana in the eyes she's scared. I'm scared that Franco will hurt her, or she'll get stressed so much she'll have a miscarriage. God please no.

"You watch Christian." Franco grabbed Ana by the hair and kissed her and I can hear Ana sobbed. "Hmmm...she taste like strawberry. Best mouth I've tasted." He held his hand out from another masked man and he handed him a knife. I panicked and Ana looked at me with so much fear.

"I wonder how your pussy tastes like, feels like." He run the knife through Ana's bare thigh.

Ana cried. "Please don't do this...please...I'm pregnant."

Franco chuckled. "I can see that." Then he run the knife through Ana's belly. "If I can give Quinn Christian's baby, maybe she'll stay with me. So I'm going to give my wife your baby. Ana is it?"

He start to press the tip of the knife on Ana's belly. I can hear Ana's plead and cry until I felt a sharp thing stabbed through my stomach.

I looked up and Franco was in front of me, the knife he was holding is now stabbed inside me.

Ana screamed. "Christian!"

I can see the anger in Franco's eyes I know this look, this man will show no mercy. But I'm glad he stabbed me instead of Ana. I'll die happy.

"Do what you want. Just let my wife go after this. Don't hurt her." I whispered. "Or my baby. I'm begging you."

Ana's POV

My breath caught when Franco stabbed Christian. He whispered something to Franco.

I tried my hardest to reCh for Christian's hand, it hurts as the rope tightened on my skin, he felt it and gave it a squeeze.

He looked at me and smiled a little, he gritted his teeth when Franco slowly pulled the knife out.

He looked into my eyes as France stabbed him again. "I love you Ana." He whispered with a smile.

"Christian...I love you too." I cried, he leaned in and pressed a kiss to my lips, I kissed him back.

Another guy in a mask hit Christian's leg with a baseball bat and Christian moaned in pain.

"Franco please stop hurting him. Please Franco I'm begging you!" France just stood there looking at me sadly.

"How can you still love him Ana? After what they did to us. What he did to you? He deserve this. So how can you keep on loving him?"

Three other men kept hitting Christian and I can hear his pain, it breaks my heart.

I looked at him and waited for him to look at me, blood started coming out of his mouth when the guy punched him in the stomach where he had been stabbed.

He looked up at me with those beautiful grey eyes. "Because I love him more than I hate him. No matter what he did, it doesn't match the love I have for him. He can cheat on me, hurt me more but I'll never stop loving him, I'll never love him less." I love you, I mouthed at him. Christian managed to smile and touched his forehead to mine.

Franco growled. "How can you be so lucky Christian Grey? You are an asshole and you are goddamn lucky? I'm going to fucking kill you." He grabbed the knife again.

"Christian look at me." I demanded. He looked at me his face pained from the deep assault of Franco. He didn't blink he just looked at me

"I love you Ana so much. Take care of our baby." He said and closed his eyes passing out.

"Christian!" I screamed. "Don't you dare! Don't you dare leave me and your childChristian...baby please wake up. Don't leave me...Christian!" I cried. But he didn't wake up, his head bowed, he's not moving I can't hear him breathe at all.

Seconds, minutes passed and nothing happened, I felt hot wet liquid dripping down my legs.

I muttered a silent prayer before passing out. "Dear god please not my baby too."

I woke up in a hospital bed. What happened? I gasped and my hand flew to my stomach.

"Relax Ana, your baby's fine." Henry said. I looked at him as he approached the bed. "You're both fine. Don't worry."

I suddenly remembered what happened. Christian. I Burst into tears. "It's my fault. I should have forgive him. He could be living peacefully at Escala with Taylor and your protection..."

Henry grabbed my face with both hands. "Shhhhh... He's still alive."

"What?"

"He's in the ICU, he's in bad shape and still unconscious, but still alive."

I felt a relief. Christian hadn't left me yet. "I need to see him."

After the doctor check on me, Henry wheeled me to Christian's room.

I sobbed when I saw him. He's laying there in bed with tubes and machine. I've never seen him this helpless. He looked pale.

Henry left me to be with him. I grabbed his hand where our wedding ring is and pressed it to my face, it felt cold.

"Christian? I am here now I won't leave you. I love you so much please fight. I want you to know that our baby is perfectly fine. Just wake up and both of us will feel better."

I kissed his hand. "I love you so much." I wiped the tear falling from the side if his eye. He can hear me.