I do not own Rookie Blue of any of the characters.

Here is yet another chapter to apologize for the mess I posted earlier.

Creating Us Chapter 8

Holly ended up at the construction trailer at around 3 a.m., she brought a bottle of Bourbon and sat at the desk.

"What the hell am I doing?" she asked herself as she poured a generous amount into a glass.

All that invaded her mind was the act of indecency Nick had participated in. She hated him, she hated Andy McNally. Halfway through her bottle Holly took a pen in her hand and began what she thought was a letter to Gail. She needed to get her feelings out one way or another.

My sweet gorgeous Gail,

How often are you reminded that you're gorgeous? How often are you kissed lightly because you're more delicate than any flower? How often are you praised for being brighter than any precious jewel? How often are you told that you're angelic, that your body is that of a goddess, and that you own a heart of gold? If its not everyday, every waking hour, every second you feel less than magnificent; if you're not sure of how exalting you are then I have lost ALL hope in humanity, for you angel are the most precious of all gems. If you were mine Gail, oh lord if you were mine, I'd wrap you in my arms every morning and whisper in your ear how your beauty exceeds that of every queen and goddess. In the afternoon I'd call you and remind you that my heart beats your name and my veins flow with endless love for you. And every night I'd kiss every centimeter of your body and with every kiss give you a reason why I'm intrigued by you, why my heart melts for you. I'd spend every second in between thinking of ways to praise the angel I get to call mine, master the art that is pleasing you, and remind you with every breath that you're the reason for the smile on my face.

Forever yours, Holly.

An extremely intoxicated Holly took out an envelope and placed the letter inside and sealed it. She wrote Gail Peck on the front and kissed it, then slipped it into the desk. She got up and walked over to the couch where she knocked completely out.

Gail walked into her bedroom, worry spread across her face. She walked over and slowly pulled back the covers. She palmed the sheets and sure enough, more black hair emerged. She then looked closely to where the pillow was and she found even more. A million and one thoughts began to run through her mind. A few days ago Gail had found a used condom in the trash, she knew that the only man that came into the temp house was Nick. The sheets smelled of him, but she smelled something else. Something that wasn't her. She fell to the floor her face against her knees as she wept. Anger, confusion, fault, betrayal, were just a couple of emotions she felt. She knew she had to confront her. There was no other choice. Gail wasn't someone to be played with. She walked into the kitchen and pulled out her bottle bottle of Jack. Swig after swig made the burning hurt less and less. By the time the bottle was half empty her throat and heart were numb.

"Holly! Holly!" Chloe yelled as she shook her friend violently.

"Wh-What?" Holly said her head spinning.

"Oh my gosh I thought you were dead!" Chloe said her eyes teary.

"I'm not dead, just really really hung over." the architect said rubbing her temples.

"I can see!" Chloe said slapping her friend.

"What part of hung over don't you understand?" Holly winced

"Oh I understand it, I just don't understand why you're hung over at work."

"What?" Holly said looking around her realizing she had no idea what she was doing here.

"Go inside, wash up and get us coffee." the shorter woman ordered.

Holly dragged herself out of the trailer and towards the house. It was cold, very cold so she made haste and almost broke through to get into the warm house.

"Gail! Oh my god! You scared me half to death" she yelped.

"Didn't think I'd be here did you?" Gail slurred.

"No. I didn't. Are you drunk?" the architect asked

"Were you looking for Nick?" she asked innocently.

"What? No? I was just getting coffee."

"Sure. Is that how it works? You come in... looking for coffee." the lawyer laughs and takes a swig.

"Wha-" Holly starts before Gail interrupts.

"Wait I'm not done... You take a shower. He's been staying here so you might have walked around naked."

"Gail-" Holly began again, completely confused.

"No! Let me speak!" Gail yelled swigging again and scaring Holly. "You seduced him, you fucked him, and you fucking betrayed me."

Holly realized what the blonde was saying to her. Gail believed Holly was the one sleeping with Nick.

"Gail, I'm.. Gail, I told you I'm a les-"

"LESBIAN?!" Gail laughed "You're a fucking liar."

"Gail you're drunk you don't know what you're talking about." the brunette quivered.

"Don't you fucking disrespect me like that!" the blonde cried throwing the bottle of Jack across the room. Holly winced as she heard it shatter. "Long, brunette hair, you're always so sweet to him, and lately you guys have been awkward around each other."

"Gail, that doesn't make sense!"

"Oh, but it does! It really really does!"

"Please, Gail, please relax."

The blonde walked up to her as she grabbed a folder from her desk.

"You're fucking fired." she said ripping what looked like part of the contract.

"Gail..."

"Get out of my face!" she sneered

"You're going to regret this, because the moment I walk out that door, Gail I won't come back no matter how sober and sorry you are." Holly cried

"I'm sober enough to know what kind of person you are, now get out."

Holly stormed off straight into her car and sped away leaving tire tracks in the rubble.

Gail opened the cupboard and pulled out a tequila and cried as she drank. Her headache took over and she fell asleep.

Holly ran to the only place she knew she could. She stormed into Chris' apartment where he stood up abruptly from his video games and pizza when he saw her rush in. The brunette fell into his arms and cried like she hadn't in a very long time.

"Holly?" Chris whispered.

Wow I am so sorry about the mess of names! It's confusing to write Holly with Chris. So that just sets the mood for messing up completely with names. It doesn't help that I write on my phone either. So I am terribly sorry! Thank you for the kind reviews and letting me know about my mistakes. I've taken care of the names, hopefully, so there will be less confusion.

Please don't kill me! All of Gail's actions will be explained! It's a little unlike her but I wanted an angry Gail and that's the beauty of AU. Review if you like it! xoxoxox