A|N: I don't usually do one of these in the beginning of a chapter, but I just wanted to reply to one of the reviewer that left a comment on chap. 4.

Mandy: Sesshomaru did lose his arm in the anime but in the manga he got it back. (Chapter 519) I base this story on both manga and anime, hence the reason I wanted Sesshomaru to have both arms. I mean, how romantic is it if Sesshomaru is trying to hold you with only one arm?

Now that I've said that—on with the chapter‼

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Sesshomaru lifted his head to look her directly in the eyes. Rin didn't look away from the golden orbs that studied her face. She simply gazed back at him with such innocence that almost made her forget how mad she was at him from prodding at her annoyance.

Rin shifted, lying back onto the bed, with Sesshomaru settled in between her thighs and his hands on her shoulders. The morning sun streamed through the windows, pouring its warmth over the two bodies. The light reflected off of her lord's ghost hair, making it shine brightly. Rin felt Sesshomaru's pure golden aura that matched the color of his eyes.

Rin sighed happily. Her hands lifted to his bare chest and she traced a finger over the ripples of his abs. She was content in this position, but wanted something more to take place.

Without much hesitation, Rin slid her hands up his chest and around his neck. With a secret smile she pulled his face toward her slowly. When his lips were within range of her, she kissed him softly, letting the intention sink in. After a small moment, she pulled away to look him in the eyes. They were closed and his breathing was deep. Rin would've thought he was asleep if not for his thumbs absently rubbing against her shoulders.

"Rin," he purred suddenly, but softly.

"Yes, my lord?" she answered.

"You must understand that in order for me to keep control, you must willingly submit and not try to do anything reckless."

Rin stifled a whimper. She whispered, "Yes, my lord."

Without warning, Sesshomaru attacked her lips, pulling them into an intense and powerful kiss. The smell of her arousal was heavy in the air and the obvious stiffness Rin felt against her womanhood showed just how ready Sesshomaru was to enter her.

Sesshomaru slid a hand underneath the cloth that covered her mature breasts. Slowly, he slid the kimono off her left shoulder, exposing her sensitive skin. Sliding his other hand under the kimono and over her shoulder, Sesshomaru slowly peeled away her robe with great effort at being gentle. Rin could see the restraint in his eyes and the stiffness of his entire body.

Once the kimono was removed, Sesshomaru threw it to the side. His eyes were already taking in Rin for the second time in as many days. Rin didn't squirm; she didn't feel the slightest bit uncomfortable. The only emotion she had was desire. She let him have his moment to study her body before reaching for the tie of his pants. As she undid the knot, she had the feeling of his eyes on her face. Her hands were trembling, but she centered herself before finishing the process of taking off his only clothing. She, too, threw his clothing to the side somewhere, not looking to see where it landed.

Rin could feel the throbbing of her womanhood as her eyes lingered on Sesshomaru's member. After a few more seconds, Rin looked up to find her previous guess correct. Sesshomaru's eyes, however, were not their normal caramel cold. Instead, they were a deep blood red. Rin tried not to cringe from the intensity of his glare. Instead, she turned her head, following the rules of submission and baring her neck.

Without hesitation, Sesshomaru bent toward her shoulder. His small kisses trailed from her shoulder to her neck. His teeth grazed the spot where the shoulder and neck meet, sending pleasurable shivers throughout Rin's body. Suddenly, Sesshomaru pierced her skin with his canines, sinking his teeth in deep enough to draw a hint of blood. Rin felt pain before the pleasure washed over her in thick, heavy waves.

Sesshomaru retracted his teeth reluctantly and licked away the trickle of blood, closing the small wound in the process. He trailed a few more kisses up her neck, along her jaw and to her lips. The ending point—her lips—was slowly becoming swollen from how intensely he kissed her. She opened her mouth and his tongue plunged in, dancing with hers. Rin could faintly feel his fingers gliding down to her left breast, swirling her nipple and continuing down her stomach. His finger found her sex, circled the wet folds before plunging in. Rin snapped her eyes open, gasping against his lips.

His finger pumped once, twice, three times before rushing in a second finger. Rin nearly cried out from the slight pain that came with the addition, but tried to ignore the pain by focusing on kissing Sesshomaru, seeming almost desperately. The pain subsided after a few pumps, and when the third finger entered inside of her, she was less surprised and slowly becoming more relaxed.

Rin felt her muscles tighten and her breathing picked up speed. Her back arched and she broke the kiss to sound out a moan that turned into a small scream. What is this? Rin thought. What's happening to me?

Sesshomaru obviously knew what was happening. His eyes gazed at her steadily with a hint of amusement in their depths. He said quietly, but sternly, "Let it take over, Rin."

Rin tried to follow his orders by relaxing her muscles and breathing slowly, but her body had other plans. Without warning, another scream pushed its way out of throat. Moisture slipped past Sesshomaru's still pumping fingers, which were even more slippery than they were before. His pumping slowed as Rin's body became limp against the bed. Sweat beaded her forehead as Rin's breathing slowed. As Sesshomaru pulled his fingers out of her, he made sure to catch her eye while he licked his fingers clean. Rin sighed happily. That felt . . . amazing wasn't the correct word—neither was wonderful. She felt slightly tired, but she knew he wouldn't let her off that easily.

He gave her a moment to rest before he positioned himself between her legs. His eyes stayed in contact with hers as he said, "This will bring you pain, Rin. I will try to be gentle, but I can't promise you anything."

Rin just nodded. She could take the pain, she thought. As Sesshomaru's tip sat at her entrance he gave her a kiss. Very, very slowly, and with much restraint, Sesshomaru entered her. Rin bit her bottom lip to muffle her scream. He was thicker than just three fingers. Her mind became fuzzy as pain ripped through her lower abdomen. Tears fell down her eyes and she began to feel numb. The pained dulled slightly, as Sesshomaru stilled his entrance. But what worried Rin at the moment was the fact that he was barely half inside her. Giving him a brief nod, Sesshomaru continued.

Rin blocked out the pain that ripped her body apart.

"Shhh," Sesshomaru cooed in her ear. "Breathe."

Rin took in a ragged breath and let it out smoothly. After a few more deep breaths, she felt slightly, if not totally, calm. Her foggy mind cleared and she no longer felt very much pain. Her lower abdomen felt cramped, but otherwise, she was ready to finish what was started. After a few gentle pumps, Sesshomaru's thrusts became more eager, more impatient—but less gentle, that's for sure. His large and stiff member slid easily in her wet sex. Rin let a moan escape her lips as her body tightened and his thrust became faster and more urgent. Rin tried to cry out, but her breathing picked up speed once again before his name came to her lips.

In a matter of seconds, her back arched and Rin's voice caught up enough to scream, "Kami!"

Sesshomaru's grunting picked up as well, with a final thrust he let her fall back onto the bed, panting hard, and sweat trickling down her forehead. Her hair was damp and swirling around her, but to Sesshomaru she looked like a Goddess.

Silently, Sesshomaru slipped out from her. With a quiet voice, he asked, "Rin, how are you feeling?"

"Some pain, but I'm sure it with fade with time."

He slowly nodded. "I apologize if I hurt you in any other way."

Rin tried not to glance at her bruised upper arms, where he held her throughout the intercourse. Instead, she gazed up at his golden orbs and smiled. "I'm fine, my lord. Just let me rest a while, hmm?"

He read her face before nodded once again. "Would you like me to stay?"

"I'd like that very much, Lord Sesshomaru." She added his title to make him happy.

Sesshomaru fell to her left side, onto the bed. With some hesitation he slowly reached out his arm to her waist. She giggled before accepting his invitation. Sliding her body to him, she turned to face him. Putting her hand on his chest, she felt the heartbeat that she was beginning to love underneath her palm. She got as close to him as she could, pushing her chest against his and intertwining her legs with his. Sighing happily, she laid her head against his chest, falling into the darkness they call sleep.

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A/N: I will write more, but I'm going out of town for a week and I didn't want to leave you hanging for so long. I hope this keeps you satisfied. If it's not what you were hoping, tough. That's how I write my stories. If you have any ideas that you feel the need to share: share all you want. I will take any idea under consideration. ( :
Peace out, Girlscout!

Willow