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There are thieves, who rob us blind,
and kings, who kill us fine,
but steady, the rights and the wrongs
invade us, as innocent song.
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
For the weight of us, for the weight of us, for the weight of all of us.

There's a cold heart, burried beneath,
and warm blood, running deep.
Secrets - are mine to keep
protected by silent sleep
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
for the weight of us, for the weight of us
for the weight of us, for the weight of all of us

The Weight Of Us - Sanders Bohlke

Chapter 11: The Weight Of Us

I drink my 5th shot of Tequilla, and then I drink 3 more. The bartender lifts an eyebrow and says:"Don't drink too much." I grin and say:"I'm used to drinking this much, don't worry about me buddy." I drink my 9th shot and start to feel a little bit tipsy. I walk towards the dance floor and immediatelly start dancing, when I hear Tiësto's Wasted blasting through the speakers. I put my hand in my hair and start dancing as iff my life depends on it. I don't want to think about anything but the feeling I have right now. Being wasted is the best thing for me, I don't think before I do something. At this rate I didn't care iff I might get a major hangover. A guy stands beside me, and we start dancing together. He smirks and I grin and start jumping up and down. Tonight it's all about forgetting everything that hurts you.

2 Days Ago...

I look at Peter and say while my voice is starting to rise:"Listen, I know what I'm doing. Mind your own business." He sighs and says while leaning against the wall:"I'm telling you that you're making a big mistake. I know the Alpha pack's leader, his name is Decaulion. And he doesn't show any sort of mercy. He kills whoever stands in his way, and iff you try to work on his nerves. You'll end up dead in the woods." I growl and shout:"I DON'T GIVE A CRAP ABOUT THAT GUY! I JUST WANT THEM TO LEAVE!" Peter sighs again and says:"Do whatever the hell you want, but when you're lucky enough to come back alive. I'll be here to tell you I said so." I ignore him and look at the map of Beacon Hills.

I marked many places on the map, I go with my hand through my hair and say:"I need to do something, I don't want Derek to intervene, I don't want to see him getting hurt." Peter shakes his head with a scoff and says:"Fine with me, But you're going to end up dead." I look at him and say:"I don't care, I told you before. I will give up, to protect Derek. No one will hurt him, as long as I'm alive." I clench my hand into a fist and say:"Iff someone tries to hurt him, I'll kill him. Even iff I have to kill a whole pack by myself." I was starting to get really mad, I need to make sure no one will hurt Derek. Since I got to know that Decaulion and his pack want Derek to join them.

Iff he doesn't want to, They'll kill him. Off course Derek doesn't know anything about this, But Peter knows. He helped me these past 2 weeks, Yes Peter Freaking Hale Helped me. Even though we're rivals for a reason I don't know, we still are sort of a family. I see him staring at me, I look at him and say:"What?" He grins and says:"You really are Love him, don't you?" I nod and say:"Off course I love him. What a stupid question is that?" He chuckles and says:"Nevermind, the packs here." I grab my stuff and run towards my room, I put everything benath my matrass. And walk back to the livingroom, to find the whole pack standing there.

I look at them and say:"I need you guys to do something for me." Jackson noddes and says:"What do we need to do?" I hear Liam say:"Are we going to fight?" Stiles grins and says:"I'm glad I brought my bat with me. Now I'm ready to fight." Scott shakes his head and Lydia says:"You're an idiot for thinking that you might, win a fight against a werewolve with a bat." Boyd laughs and Isaac says:"Come on, You need to have claws like this baby." He shows his claws to Stiles and Erica grins showing her fangs. Stiles shakes his head and Malia says:"You call those claws, you need to see mine."

She shows off her claws and grins. Alllison looks at Kira and says:"Show me your eyes." Jackson noddes and says:"I've never seen a kitsune's eyes." Lydia smiles and says:"I'm sure they're beautiful." Kira smiles shyly and says:"Okay." This pack drives me crazy, I talk to them and they simply start talking to each other. I growl as loud as I can, my eyes turn red. The whole pack shuts their mouth and I say irritated:" I was about to say.." But Stiles looks at Liam and says:"Btw you need to stop getting angry for every small thing, it's bad for your heart."

Liam lifts an eyebrow and that did it for me. I was emotionally drained, I shout:"SHUT THE HELL UP! WHEN I'M TALKING YOU ALL NEED TO LISTEN!" Stiles swallows and Liam looks afraid at the ground. I see Isaac looking worried at me, I start breathing heavy. I look at Peter and say:"Something is wrong with Derek." Peter lifts an eyebrow and says:"How do you know that?" I look at my hand and say:"Because we're mates." Stiles looks confused and says:"What does that mean?" Allison looks at me and says:"I heard that somewhere, but I don't know what it means." I see Peter grin, he sits down on the couch and says:"Derek and Lisa have a sort of psychic link that bonds them together."

Liam looks confused and says:"I still don't understand a thing." Peter sighs and says:" I'll explain it to you, Werewolves have mates. They can bite and scratch each other while fighting and/or during making love without it meaning anything. But if a werewolf 'marks' the person they're with, bites the juncture between the shoulder and neck. That marks them as a mate." I hear isaac say:"Once a werewolf has a mate they, start to get the feelings their mate is having. Iff Lisa's happy, Derek will also get happy. Iff Derek's hurt, Vasilissa feels the pain. But she won't get injured herself."

Peter noddes and says:"And Iff a mate dies, the other stays alive. But will always feel a hole in their lives. Like a part of them is missing." I growl softly and say:"Shut up Peter, you didn't need to say the part about death." Peter rolls his eyes and I see the whole pack looking surprised. Stiles jaw drops and Liam says:"So Derek claimed you?" I nod and Allison says:"I read somewhere that both werewolves need to claim each other. Isaac noddes and I say:"That's true Allison. When a wolf marks their mate, it is customary for the other wolf to mark them back. As a way to accept their new status as a mated couple."

Allison noddes and Lydia says:"So you also claimed Derek?" I nod and grin, Stiles looks shocked and says:"That's awesome!" Jackson looks at him with a'What the hell' look, Stiles coughs and says:"I meant to say, Congratulations." He coughs again and I say:"Thanks." I sigh and Isaac says:"You look exhausted, as iff you haven't slept for days." I sigh again and say:"I am exhausted, and I haven't slept for a week now. But it doesn't matter, I need you guys to help me." Isaac looks sad and I smile at him. He shakes his head and I say:"I want all of you to be carefull, you all know that there is an alpha pack in this town. And they don't have any good intentions, you're going to have some of them be students at you school. Keep an eye on them, and tell me when you see anything suspicious."

They all nod and I say:"Now you can all go do what you want to do. Just don't forget to keep an eye. And don't turn your back to anyone you don't trust." Boyd noddes and says:"I'm going to train in the woods, so I'll be close by iff you need me." I smile and say:"Thanks Boyd, I really appreciate your help. I' gratefull for having such an amazing pack." They all smile and Isaac says:"I'm also going to stay here." He looks at Allison and says:"You need to go home, cause your dad called me a few minutes ago." Allison noddes and Lydia says:"I'm going shopping with Malia and Kira." Erica chuckles and says:"You're so gonna get tired." Malia sighs and Lydia rolls her eyes and says:"You're also going with us." Erica shakes her head and says:"No, I'm going to train with Boyd."

Boyd noddes and says:"We've been training everyday for almost 2 weeks now." Cora sighs and says:"I'm going shopping with Lydia and Kira." Erica smiles and says:"Thanks Cora, you're my hero." I feel someone hug me from behind, and smile when I hear Christian say:"Goodmorning Sis." I smile and Christian stands beside me and gives me a kiss on my cheek, before sittig down on a couch. I sigh and say:"Mornin' little brother." He smiles and Isaac says:"Let's get going." I nod and the pack starts leaving the loft. Only Isaac, Boyd, Erica, Christian and Peter stayed. Peter looks at me and says:"So, you and My nephew are mates." I knew what he was trying to do, he wants to make me feel uncomfortable. I see Christian stand up from the couch and shout:"WHAT?"

I sigh and say:"Yes, Christian. Me and Derek are mates now." Christian looks shocked and says:"Like Mates, Mates?" I nod and say:"Yeah, we've done everything you need to do to become mates. And iff you don't believe me, I'll show you the proof of it." I take my shirt off and stand in my tank top, You could see Derek's bite mark between my neck and my shoulder. Christian looks at me with his eyes wide open. Erica was looking at me with a strange look on her face. It looks as iff she's dreaming, maybe her dream is also to have a mate. Isaac grins and says:"That's my girl." I grin and Peter says:"Now that I think about it, I heard some loud noise coming from the house a week ago. Never knew that you where mating." I blush and Christian says:"Now I'm going to have nightmares the rest of my life."

I look at Peter and say:"How come you never say something usefull?" Peter lifts his shoulders up and says:"I bet you growled your lungs out." Oh god, he says this stuff near my brother I really have the urge to kill this guy. One day I will do that for sure. Christian closes his eyes and says:"Oh god, now I'm going to get a trauma. I can never look at my sister or Derek's face again." Boyd chuckles and I say annoyed:"Shut the crap, Iff you want to get a trauma. I'll start telling you everything in detail iff you want." Christian opens his eyes and says:"Ok, I'll shut up. Don't start going in details, Please." I lift an eyebrow and say to Peter:"And iff you ever get to urge to embarrass me again. I'll rip your throat out, with my teeth."

Isaac and Boyd laugh, while Erica says:"You're totally Derek's mate. You're even starting to sound like him." "Sounding like who?" I smile when I hear Derek, My heart was beating like crazy. I'm so happy to see him, ever since I had that nightmare. I've started to get extremely scared of losing him. He looks at me and grins, I smile and say:"Hey mr sexy wolf." Derek smiles and says:"What are you all talking about?" Isaac stops laughing and says:"Just saying that Lisa is starting sound alot like you. She used a term you like to use alot on us." Erica chuckles and Boyd says:"You used it a few times."

Derek lifts an eyebrow and says:"Which term?" I grin and say:"I'll rip your throat out with my teeth. I said that to Peter, cause he started to work on my nerves." Derek chuckles and sits down on the couch. I sit down beside him, he wraps his arm around my shoulder. I go with my hand through his hair and say:"I had a bad feeling a few minutes ago." Derek looks worried at me and says:"Are you allright?" I nod and say:"Yeah, But I had the feeling that something bad has happened to you." He shakes his head and says:"I'm allright, I just went to the Sheriff. We where talking about some stuff." I look down at my hands, Derek puts his hand under my chin and says:"What's wrong?" I shake my head and say:"Nothing, I'm just worrying about many things."

Derek sighs and says:"Vasilissa." A tear rolls down my cheek, shit! My walls are falling down, I haven't cried for a few days now. Trying to stay strong, but suddenly I just couldn't hold the tears that where falling down my cheek. Derek puts his hand on my cheeks and says:"Tell me what's wrong? Did someone hurt you? Did something bad happen?" I shake my head and Derek looks mad at Isaac and the others. He says:"Tell me what happened to her, iff you guys have anything to do with it. I will break your bones, one by one." I put my hand on his cheek and say:"Derek, they didn't do anything. It's just me."

He looks at me with a sad look and says:"Then tell me what I have to do, to make you stop crying. Seeing you cry, makes me mad, sad, worried all at the same time." I smile and say:"Nothing, Just don't let anything happen to you."He looks at me with his eyes wide open. Isaac and Boyd left the room, Erica was still leaning against the wall. Peter fell asleep on the couch, and Derek says with a soft look on his eyes:"You're crying about me, cause you're afriad to lose me." I nod and he kisses me, I kiss him back. A small tear rolls down my cheek, I put my hand in his hair. He puts his arm around my waist, and pulls me towards him.

I break our kiss and Derek says with a soft smile:"Vasilissa, I dpn't know what the future holds for us. But I will always be there for you, I will never leave you. And I don't care what happens, Nothing will stop me from loving you, or being with you, or building a future with you, because you are my life." Derek truly loves me, from the bottom of his heart. I'm on the verge of crying again. But breath in and out, and say:"You're also my life Derek, I will always love you." He smiles and I hug him, I hear someone behind us say:"Never knew I could cry about romantic stuff." I turn around and see Erica looking at me with tears rolling down her cheek.

I smile and stand up from the couch, I hug her and she says:"Even the notebook, who I have watched a thousand time with Lydia didn't make me cry." She let go of me and says while looking at me and Derek:"You two are meant for each other, iff there was a couple I would ship. It would be you two." Derek chuckles and I smile and say:"Never knew you could be this cute Erica." She smiles and says:"I'll go train with the others." Derek noddes and Erica leaves the room. I feel someone pull me on my wrists. I look at Derek with a serious look on my face, and say:"I need to tell you alot of things." He noddes and I start telling him about Decaulion and everything else.

Our lives, the pack's lives depend on the things I'm about to do. No one will touch my pack, without ending up..dead.

TADAAA! chapter 11 (^_^)

review pretty please, I only got one review on the last chapter.. made me kind of sad.. :(

The next chapter will be almost 5000 words, it will be the longest chapter I have ever written.

I'll write and upload it on monday ;D

Keep calm and Love mr sexy wolf xxx