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Last chapter wasn't that good, but still I had to write it :P heh lol

Well thanx for reading and Enjoy the ride, that is Vasillisa's crazy life (^_^)

I remember when, I remember,

I remember when I lost my mind

There was something so special about that place

Even your emotions have an echo in so much space

And when you're out there without care

Yeah, I was out of touch

But it wasn't because I didn't know enough

I just knew too much

Does that make me crazy?

Does that make me crazy?

Does that make me crazy? Possibly

And I hope that you are Having the time of your life

But think twice That's my only advice

Come on now, who do you

Who do you, who do you,

who do you think you are?

Ha ha ha, bless your soul

You really think you're in control?

Crazy - Gnarls Barkley

Chapter 16: The Wolf Inside Of Me

Baby back by Jetfire ft Maya simantov is playing in the background. I grin and say:"Bring it on." Isaac shifts and runs towards me, He's about to punch me. I block his punch and punch him right in his stomach. He groans and I hear something behind me, I grab Scott and trow him against the wall, Liam Growls and Jumps over me, Malia kicks me in the back. I stand up and say:"Come on, is that all you've got?" I grin and run towards them, we practice for almost 4 hours. Isaac lays down on the ground and Malia says:"Are we done yet?" I grin and say:"Yeah." Isaac sighs and Liam says:"Finally, cause I have a 100 pair of bones that need to heal."

This guy thinks I'm just playing around, I look annoyed and walk towards him. I reach my hand out to him, Liam grabs my hand and smiles. I grin and break his arm, He cries out in pain. I put my arms over each other and say:"I'm playing around, I'm showing you guys how to survive. So iff I was you, I would shut up and start practicing alot more." I walk towards the table and take my hoodie of. I grab my bottle of water and drink, I pour the remaining water over me. I breath out and start doing push ups, Isaac looks at me and says:"Don't you need to rest?" I put my arm on my back, and start doing push ups with one arm. I stand up and say:"I don't have time to rest." Adrian looks at the pack and says:"You can all go home and rest. I'll see you all tomorrow, take care of yourselves."

They all nod and I see Liam staring at me, I look at him. He turns around and follows the others. I sigh and jump, I grab the Iron bar with both my hands. I start doing pull ups, I hear Adrian say:"Even though you look extremely sexy while pulling up. I think Isaac is right, you need to rest." I grin and keep doing pull ups. After a few minutes I let go of the bar and stand back on the ground. I feel myself shift again, My claws are out. I feel a sharp pain go through my head, I put my hands on my head. Damnnit! This hurts so damn much!

My hands start trembling, and I feel my stomach turn. Oh crap, fall down my knees and Vomit. I breath out and feel my heart beat fast. This is not good, I look at my hands and see that I have blood on them. I look at the ground and see that I've vomitted blood, WHAT THE HELL's HAPENING TO ME?! I hear Adrian say:"Lisa what's wrong?" I breath in and out, I keep repeating 'The sun, the Moon, the truth' inside my head. I stand up and say:"Nothing, I'm just tired." Adrian lifts an eyebrow and I grin an say:"Just go home, I'll be right behind you." Adrian noddes and walks away, He stops walking and says:"You know you can tell me anything that bothers you."

I nod and say:"I know, thanks." He smiles and leaves, I keep listening to his heartbeat. I sigh when I hear that he left, I look at the ground and sigh again. I run inside the abandoned train and grab my shirt. I walk back and start cleaning the blood from the ground. I wipe my hand on my shirt, and grab my stuff. I put my hoodie back on and leave it open. I run outside the building and start running all the way to Deaton. I need to know what's happening to me. While I'm running it starts raining hard, Everything starts working on my nerves. Once I arrive at Deaton's place, I'm soaked and look like a wet dog.

The door's closed, I knock on the door a few times. I feel my hands trembling again, and I'm cold. I hear Deaton walk towards the door, He opens the door and says:"Lisa come inside, before you get sick." I nod and walk inside, He looks at me and says:"what brings you here? I hope it's something good?" I sigh and say:"Something's wrong with me, I just finished practice with those annoying kids. And then I started to do a few push ups and pull ups. When I stopped.." I feel my heart beat fast again, and the headache is getting worse. I wince in pain and Deaton looks worried at me.

I sigh and say while breathing heavy:"Then..I vomitted blood.. What's happening to me?" I feel the ground beneath me spin, Deaton puts his hand on my shoulder and says:"Lisa?" I breath heavy and say:"I'm..I'm ok." Deaton walks towards his drawer, I put my hand on my forehead and collapse on the ground. Darkness surrounds me immediately. I see Deaton going down his knees and shouting:"LISA! Stay with me, Don't close your eyes." I try to keep my eyes open, But instead I faint.

Derek's POV:

I was driving to Scott's place, but ended up at Deaton's place. I don't know why, But I felt as Iff I had to go there. I look at Deaton who's standing beside Vasillisa. She's laying on the examination table, her lips are a shade of purple. And her skin is white, it looks as iff she's dead. I feel my hands clench into a tight fist. What happened to her? I hope nothing bad, I don't know Iff I can live without her... Why am I thinking about us? Seriously, I'm the one who broke our relationship. I really thought she was dead, Decaulion that bastard. He told me that Vasillisa's dead, I can still remember that day. I felt as iff it was the end of the world. My mum always said that love hurts. Well she was right, It hurts alot.

It's my fault that Vasillisa has shut her emotions off. And now something is happening to her, and that's also my fault. Because since the day I saw her at my loft. I let her leave, and didn't chase after her. I broke her heart into a billion pieces. I've hurt her in a way no one else has ever done. Even thought she had a difficult past, she's still a strong girl. I see Deaton talking on the phone, he looks at me and noddes. I nod back and he leaves the room. I look at Vasillisa and brush a strain of hair behind her ear. I listen to her heart beat, It's beating normally.

I sigh, a part of me still loves Vasillisa like no one else. But I also have feelings for Jennifer, she saved me from the pain I was going through. I go with my hand through my hair and I turn around and walk towards Deaton. I hear Vasillisa gasp for air, I turn around and I'm about to walk towards her. But stop walking when I see that guy who's always with Vasillisa, run towards her. I didn't even see him enter this place. Vasillisa breaths heavy and looks confused around. She looks at the guy and says:"A..Adrian." He hugs her and whispers:"You're allright, You're ok. I was so worried about you Lisa."

I see her hug him back, even though her emotions are off. This guy can still make her feel something. She hugs him and says:"I'm glad you're here."the guy who's name is Adrian looks at her and smiles. He really loves and cares about Vasillisa, He puts his hand on her cheek and kisses her. Vasillisa smiles and Kisses him back, I couldn't stand seeing this, I love Jennifer. So why do I feel like breaking something?! Maybe it has to do because we're mates, even though we don't love each other anymore. I lean against the wall and stare down at my hands. Trying to block out the sound of my ex lover and her lover kissing.

Vasillisa's POV:

I break my kiss with Adrian, and lean my forehead against his shoulder. He strokes my hair and says:"What's wrong Lisa?" I sigh and say:"I want to know what's happening to me." Adrian sighs and says:"I also want to know that." I sigh again and shout:"Deaton!" Deaton enters the room and says:"Lisa, you're awake. That's good." I go with my hand through my hair and say:"So what's wrong with me?" Deaton looks at the ground and then he looks at me and says:"Your inner wolf is trying to break free." I look shocked and Adrian looks confused and says to Deaton:"What do you mean?" Deaton sighs and says:"It means that Lisa's wolf wants to take over her body."

Adrian looks shocked and says:"Then we have to do something to stop it from happening!" Deaton noddes and says:"I know, That's why I took a sample of her blood. I looking for something to stop that from happening." I felt as Iff I was about to vomit again, I lean over the table and vomit. Again I vomit blood, alot more then the first time. I feel dizzy again, Adrian puts his arm around me and says:"I'm taking her home, she needs to rest." Deaton noddes and Adrian grabs me bridalstyle, I look at him and say:"I can walk on my own, no need to pick me up in your arms." Adrian smiles softly and says:"I want to, so just let me do this." I nod and lay my head against his chest. Adrian walks out of the room, I hear a heart beat I know too well.

I see Derek leaning against the wall, he looks at Adrian and says:"Hey." Adrian noddes and smiles, He then leaves the Deaton's place. I sigh and Adrian looks at me, I look at him and he puts me down inside the car. Adrian closes my door and get's inside the car. He looks at me and says:"Lisa..." I look at him and say:"Yes." He grabs my hand and says:"I will make sure that nothing will happen to you. You mean the world to me." I felt something inside me crumble, the wall that blocks out my emotions. Is crumbling a little bit, I grab his hand and nod. I don't know what might happen, I know Adrian will be there for me. Adrian starts the car and drives home, Once we arrive there. He get's out of his car and opens the door for me.

I can't get Derek out of my head, what was he doing there? Did he come to see me? Why am I even thinking about him? I don't give a crap about him. Seriously, now I'm getting angry for no damn reason. I sigh and get out of the car. I see Adrian looking worried at me, I smile weakily and grab his hand. We get inside our appartements building, Adrian stops walking and looks at me. He puts his arm around my waist and says:"Lisa, you've been quiet the whole way. Tell me what's bothering you." Adrian really cares alot about me, I smile and say:"I've just been thinking about you." He looks at me with his eyes wide open, I chuckle and say:"What? You're not happy that I'm thinking about you?"

He shakes his head and says:"No, I mean yes I'm happy. I just didn't expect you to think about me." I lift an eyebrow and he intertwined our fingers, I feel like a teenager who just fell in love for the first time. I sigh and open our appartements door, Adrian closes the door behind him. I look at him and say:"I just don't understand, why I feel happy all the time I'm near you. My emotions are off, But still I feel happiness, love, and caring. And that's all because of you, You're breaking the walls I build up." Adrian looks at me with a soft look on his face. I breath in and say:"I'm also scared, scared off getting hurt again. I can feel things I'm not supposed to feel. And that stupid link I have with Derek works on my nerves!"

I go with my hand through my hair and Adrian puts his hand on my cheek. I sigh and he says:"Listen to me Lisa, I know you're scared of getting hurt. I understand you, you've been hurt before. But I promise you, I will never hurt you, ever. I'd rather die then make you cry." I swallow and feel my heart beat fast. Adrian smiles softly and says:"And I know that your link with Derek will never dissapear. You will always love him, and even though I'm a bit jealous. I can't change that, but you need to know that I love you more then anyone." I feel another part of the wall inside me break. A tear falls down my cheek, Adrian wippes my tears away. I kiss him and say:"I love you too." Adrian looks surprised at me, I feel another tear roll down my cheek.

Adrian smiles and kisses me, I kiss him back. I put my arms around his cheek, and bury my hand into his hair. Adrian puts his arms around my waist and pulls me against him. I feel the wall that blocks out my emotions crumble don completely. I smile and Adrian breaks our kiss and says:"I love you Vasillisa." I smile and say:"I love you too Adrian." He smiles and kisses me, I kiss him back. We don't even realize that someone entered the room. I hear someone say:"Really? You're even kissing in front of the door?!" Adrian breaks our kiss, I stand beside Adrian and see the whole pack. Well only the guys, Isaac puts his hands into his pocket and says:"Next time stick a sign on the door, and write 'No Trespassing' on it."

I wasn't even listening to what he was saying. I entertwined my fingers with Adrian's. Adrian grins and says:"That's a good idea for next time." I can't stop smilling, Isaac looks at me and then he looks at my hand. I smile and say:"So... What are you guys going to do?" Stiles smiles and says:"I see you're doing fine." I smile and nod, Isaac keeps staring at me. I let go of Adrian's hand and walk towards Isaac. I stand in front of him and look straight into his eyes. I smile and hug him, Isaac tense and I say:"I missed you Lill bro."

Isaac immediately hugs me back. I smile and he says:"I missed you so damn much Lisa." I grin and let go of him, He looks sad at me. I ruffle his hair and say:"I'm back." Stiles looks shocked and says:"Lisa how come you're back to yourself? How did that happen? Didn't you turn your emotions off?" I laugh and say:"You're energetic as always Stilinski. Did you have a lill bit too much of adderal?" He grins and says:"Yeah, but tell me what happened?" I sigh and say:"Adrian." Jackson lifts an eyebrow and says:"What do you mean?" I go with my hand through my hair and say:" I geuss you guys heard us speak, Adrian is the reason that I turned my emotions back on."

Boyd noddes and says:"I've heard everything you said." He looks at Adrian and pats him on his shoulder and says:"Thanks." Adrian noddes and looks at me, I smile and feel thousand butterflies in my stomach. Jackson looks at me and says:"Your heart is beating fast Lisa, Are you okay?" He smirks and I roll my eyes and say:"I..I have some stuff to do, I'll be right back." I walk towards the bathroom, and hear Jackson laugh. I smile and get inside the bathroom, I close the door behind me. And look into the mirror, I flash my eyes and see that they're not back to their red colour. They're still Black with blue stripes, I feel my claws come out. My teeth turn into canines, I feel heart beat fast.

I look into the mirror and see that my ears turned into wolves ears. This is not NORMAL! I scream, but instead a loud growl comes out of my mouth. I start breathing fast, I feel an extreme pain go through my head. I growl loud and fall down my knees. I immediately know what's happening to me. My inner wolf wants to take over my body. I don't know what to do, I growl loud again. And hear a real Wolf howl, My whole body shifts and In a few seconds I look into the mirror and see a Brown blond wolf. I jump against the door and break the door. I run into the livingroom and look at Adrian, He looks shocked and says:"Lisa?" I look into his eyes and he falls down his knees. I howl gently, and Adrian hugs me and I feel my pelt getting wet.

He's crying because of me, I feel my heart break into a million pieces. I Knew this would happen, This is what happened to my grandfather. He never changed back into his human form, My grandfather died as a wolf. I nudge Adrian gently at his shoulder, he looks at me with tears in his eyes. Scott looks confused and says:"What's wrong?" Stiles shouts:"WHY ARE YOU CRYING?! WHERE IS LISA?!" I see Isaac looking shocked at me, I howl sad and Adrian Looks at me and says:"Her inner wolf took her body over." Isaac falls down his knees, I see Christian enter the room with tears rolling down his cheek. Enrique looks pale and Boyd says:"We need to save her, we finally got her back. I don't want to lose her again." Adrian noddes and gives me a kiss on my forehead and says:"I'll do anything to save her, i promise you that Lisa."

I hope you guys liked this chapter! ;D

I've had this idea for awhile :P

So Vasillisa became a real wolf, she's sort of like Malia now.

But don't worry you'll get your crazy Vasillisa back.

Just hang on my dear readers xxx

Love you all (^_^) Review pretty please~~