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You were honest and you cared for me
like no one ever did before
But my past and my doubts
ruined all our dreams we had in store
The sound of your voice
and the way you smile
I just can't wipe away
Cuz I love you

And I know it's too late
For me to say this to you
But I hate myself more
For pushing you out that door
Wish I would said all these things
When I had you in my life
But you've moved on with another and I know
that I'm the one to blame

I'm The One To Blame - Arden cho ( this song is sooo beautiful, It's perfect for Derek and Vasillisa)

Chapter 18: Handle With Care

Vasillisa's POV:

3 full moons... It's been almost 2months now, that I've been a true wolf. I only change into my human form every full moon. And It sucks that It only lasts for 24 hours. Well, better that then nothing. I sigh and walk through the woods, Yesterday was a full moon. So I'm in my human form now, I lean against a tree and look up at the sky. I breath in and breath out, I really miss being a human. Adrian and Enrique went to Georgia this morning, they said they have some business to do there. Those two are always together these days. I smile and think about the last Thing Adrian said before he left to Georgia.

flashback, still Vasillisa's POV..

I give Enrique his bag, he hugs me and says:"Take care of yourself. And save some bunnies for me." I hit him playfully on his shoulder, Enrique chuckles and I say:"Don't worry Loco, I'll save some bunnies for you." He smiles and get's inside his car, I sigh and see Adrian saying goodbye to our pack members. I lean against the car and smile, Isaac shakes Adrian's hand and says:"Don't you worry about Lisa, I'll take care of her." Adrian noddes and says:"I know, thnaks Isaac." Isaac smiles and I hear a car stop, I turn around and see Katerina getting out of her car. She walks towards Adrian and says:"You're leaving? I just came back from New York, I was about to stay here with you. Including our own pack."

Adrian pats her on her head and says:"I'll be back very soon, just stay here Lill sis. And don't do something reckless again." Katerina noddes and hugs Adrian, He smiles and hugs her back. Adrian then says goodbye to the rest of the pack members. I'm so going to miss him, Adrian walks towards me and sighs. I sigh and say:"Well, this is goodbye I geuss." Adrian drops his bag on the ground and puts his arm around my waist and pulls me towards him. He kisses me, I put my arms around his neck. I kiss him back and bury my hands in his brown gold hair.

I really didn't care iff we're kissing in front of the whole pack. The only thing I think about is That I'm going to miss Adrian. He means so damn much to me. Adrian breaks our kiss and strokes my cheek with his hand. I sigh again and He says:"I'm going to miss you babe." I lean my forehead against his forehead and say while looking into his eyes:"Me too sweetheart." Adrian chuckles and says:"You're doing it again, saying sweetheart with a Bittish accent." I smile and say:"It sounds better with a Brittish accent."Adrian gives me a kiss on my forehead, I close my eyes and sigh. Adrian sighs again and says:"This is harder then I thought it would be. I hate leaving you, I just want to stay here with you."

He really knows how to make me love him more. I put my hand on his cheek and say:"You'll be back soon, I know it's hard to say goodbye. And yes, I'm going to miss you so much. I also hate to sleep alone in bed, But once you're back. I will never let you go somewhere without me." Adrian looks at me with a soft look on his face. He looks into my eyes and says:"You really make me fall more in love with you." I give him a peck on his lips and say:"You do the same to me Adrian. I love you so much, you mean the world to me." Adrian puts his arm back around my waist and says before kissing me again:"I love you too Lisa." I close my eyes and kiss him back, we just put all the love we have for each other. Into this sweet kiss, filled with love and caring.

Adrian breaks our kiss and says:"It's time to go." I nod and he let go of me, I don't know why I'm extremely sad right now. I know nothing will happen to him, He'll be back on the next full moon. Adrian grabs his bag from the ground, he leans towards me and kisses me again. I smile and say:"Go, before I won't let you leave." Adrian smiles and get's inside the driver's seat. I bow down and kiss him, It's supposed to be a quick kiss. But It ends up being a long kiss, Adrian smiles and says:"Now I'll go." I nod and say:"I love you." He smiles back and says:"I love you more." Adrian starts the car and drives away. I go with my hand thrrough my hair and I hear Isaac say:"You want him to stay, right?" I nod and say:"Yeah, But he'll be back soon."

Christian hugs me and says:"I'll sleep beside you while Adrian's gone." I shake my head and say while pinching Christian's cheeks:"Isaac will stay with me till I fall asleep, and besides you need to study. So go home now, and start studying." Christian sighs and let go of me, He looks annoyed and says:"Screw high school. I hate math." Malia chuckles and says:"Me too, I get headaches from it." Christian puts his hand out and Malia gives him a high five. I shake my head and say:"Stiles's helping Malia study Math, so maybe he can also help you study?" Malia shakes her head immediately and says:"Nopes, that's not going to happen." I lift an eyebrow and say:"Why not?"

Malia go's with her hand through her hair and says:"Because, me and Stiles make out while studying math." Stiles puts his hand on his forehead, me and Christian crack up. I couldn't stop laughing, I look at Malia and say:"Seriously? That's why you're failling math." Malia lifts her shoulders up and Stiles grins. I smile and say:"Let's get inside it's starting to rain. We'll continue this conversation in the livingroom." Stiles and Malia sigh, they know me. We all get inside the house, I look at the road one last time. I sigh and get inside the house, uggh.. I hate goodbye's. They always make me feel sad. I close the door behind me and walk towards the livingroom.

End Of The Flashback (still Vasillisa's POV)

I smile and start walking further into the woods. This always used to help me in the past. Just walking and not talking, makes me relax. I still need to help Liam control his shift, even though Scott is his alpha. I know more about control, so I promised Scott I would help him out. I'm sort of the Alpha in this pack, even though I haven't bitten anyone. I would love to have my own Beta, I've never felt like a real alpha. Because you can't be a true alpha, iff you don't have a beta. But Derek is a true alpha, he has Jackson, Isaac, Erica and Boyd. And Scott has Liam, I don't have anyone even though I'm an alpha. Derek is a really good alpha, one of the best. Even though he acts like a duchebag, he cares alot about his pack.

I still remember when he thought that Boyd and Erica died. He was devastated, Derek is the most compassionate Alpha I know. Wait? Why am I thinking about Derek? And this is the fourth time I said his name. Well I said it inside of my head. I sigh and put my hand on my forehead, and say:"Stupid dreams, nightmares or whatever." I'm an idiot, I'm always talking to my own head. Like right now, I look at the ground and keep walking, I hit my head against something hard. I put my hand on my head and groan in pain. I sigh and say:"This hurts like a bitch." I hear someone chuckle, I look up and see Derek standing in front of me. I lift an eyebrow and say:"What's so funny?" He looks at me and says:"It's been awhile since I've heard your voice."

I smile, why am I smilling? I go with my hand through my hair and say:"How have you been?" I hear Derek's heart beat a little bit faster. Is he nervous? Nah, that can be true. He's just not interested in what I say. Why do I sound dissapointed? Derek puts his hand in the pocket of his leather jacket. I smile, I've worn that Jacket alot of times. I looks really good on me, but on him...It looks perfect. I hear Derek say:"Did you just hear what I said?" I shake my head and say:"What?" Damn, I was thinking about him again. What the hell's happening to me? I love Adrian, then why am I thinking so much about Derek? Derek clears his throat and says:"Is everything allright?" I look at him and say:"What? Oh yeah, Everything's allright with me."

Derek noddes and looks at the ground, I sigh and murmur:"Awkward silence." Derek smiles and says:"I missed hearing your voice." I stop staring at my hand, I feel my heart beat fast. Dear father in heaven, why am I feeling weird and nervous? I look up at Derek with my eyes wide open. He coughs and says:"I mean, it's been awhile since you...uhm..Spoke." I nod and say:"Yeah, I also missed to hear my own voice." Derek chuckles and says:"You haven't changed a bit." I smile and say:"Yup." popping the 'p', Derek looks at me and says:"Well then.. see ya around." I nod and say:"Yeah, see you around." Derek noddes and walks away, I look at him and stops walking and says without turning around:"It felt good to see you again, Vasillisa." My heart skipped a beat, Yup.

I go with my hand through my hair and say:"Same here, Derek." I hear his heart skip a beat, I chuckle. We're still mates after all, Because neither I or him have mated with someone else. I feel my mate mark throb, I swear I saw Derek smiling and shaking his head. We really feel the same things, I shake my head and walk back home. After a few minutes I arrive home, I see Isaac and Christian eating pizza. I sigh and say:"Guys, please start learning how to cook. You only eat junkfood." Isaac noddes and Christian says:"Sis, please cook for us. I'm starving." I pat him on his head and say:"Allright, call the rest of the pack. I'll prepare dinner." Christian smiles and says:"You're the best." I smile and walk towards the kitchen, my mate mark is still throbbing.

Derek's POV:

I get inside my loft and sit down on the couch. I still feel my mate mark throbbing. I really heard Vasillisa's heart skip a beat. And I could swear that she blushed when I said her name. I smile and lay down on the couch, Why am I thinking about Vasillisa? I sigh, I love Jennifer. But still I can't stop thinking about Vasillisa, I'm really happy I spoke to her again. It's been awhile since I saw her, I only see her when she's a wolf. Poor Vasillisa, only changing into a human on a full moon. I get up from the couch and walk towards my bedroom. I open my wardrobe, and look at all the paper I pasted inside of it. A map of The United States, a bunch of cellphone numbers, names of people I need to check on, and alot more. Ever since Vasillisa changed completely into a wolf, I've been searching for answers.

I really want to help her out, It sucks to live like a wolf. Even though I love being a werewolve, I don't want to stay a wolf. My mother Talia, changed in a wolf. Vasillisa is a little bit similar to my mother. This makes me remember our conversation, we had when I just met her. She asked me what she is to me. I know that I can't hate Vasillisa no matter what. And even though I have someone I'm in love with right now. A part of me will always love Vasillisa, we're mates after all. I sigh and look at a name.. 'Alexander Davydov'.Vasillisa's old Alpha, well he was never her alpha because She's an alpha best alpha I know, I smile and lay down on my bed. I close my eyes and fall asleep.

Vasillisa's POV:

I close my eyes and sigh. Finally I'm going to get a little bit of sleep. After cooking dinner for the pack, I started cleaning the house. I grab my blanket and cover myself with it. I sigh again, seeing Derek today made me happy. It's been awhile since I last saw him. I seriously need to stop thinking about him. Come on Lisa, think about Adrian. Brown blond hair, killer body, six pack, sexy smirk, green eyes, alpha male, Derek. Oh god, Here I go again. I'm just going to sleep, I've had enough of Derek for today. I sigh for the third time and fall asleep.

No POV:

A guy and a girl are kissing beside their car. The girl puts her arms around the guy's neck, and burries her hands in his hair. The guy puts his arms around her waist, and pulls her body closer to him. They're kissing each other as iff their lives depend on it. The girl breaks their kiss and says:"Let's go inside your loft." The guy smirks and says:"Let's go." The girl holds the guy's hand, and they both walk inside the loft. Once they're inside the loft, they immediately start making out again. The guy breaks their kiss and says:"Give me a second, I need to change my shirt." The girl grins and says:"No need to wolf, I like you better shirtless." The guy smirks and takes off his shirt. He trows his shirt on the ground, and pushes the girl against the wall. The girl bites her lip and The guy says:"I love you, Vasillisa." The girl smiles and says before kissing the guy:"I love you too, Derek."

Derek's POV:

I open my eyes and gasp for air. What just happened?! Did I just dream about me and Vasillisa making out? I put my hand on my forehead and sigh. It felt so real, I could swear that it just happened. I'm glad Jennifer's not here, Because I don't feel like explaining. Why I'm going to shower for the second time today. I get up from my bed and take of my shirt. I trow it on the bed and walk towards the bathroom. Once I'm inside the bathroom, I turn on the hot water tap. I feel my mate mark throb more then it did before. Is this dream some kind of mate thing? Because my mother never told me about it.

She only told me that there are alot of feelings you get once you mated. I know that, because me and Vasillisa always know when the other one is in the room. I sigh and think about the way she was kissing me. Damn, I need a cold shower. I turn off the hot water tap, and turn on the cold tap. Time to take a shower, and stop thinking about Vasillisa. Her blond golden hair, the way she says my name. That sexy russian accent she has. Here I go again, I take of my clothes and get inside the shower. I get under the shower and let the cold water consume me.

Vasillisa's POV:

I gasp for air and open my eyes. I say:"WHAT THE HELL?" Isaac looks at me and says with a worried look on his face:"What's wrong Lisa?" I shake my head and say:"Nothing.. Nothing's wrong at all." I go with my hand through my hair and sigh. Mother of all Freaking Wolves! Why the hell am I dreaming about me and Derek kissing and practically making out in his loft?! Is this some sort of mating thing? I see Isaac and the other guys of the pack looking at me with worried looks on their face. I get up from the couch and say:"I'm allright, no need to look at me like that." I look at my cellphone, damn.. I only have six hours left, before I change back into a wolf. Derek...mhhmm.. his killer body.

The way he was kissing me and that sexy smirk. Especially the kisses...I put my fingers on my lips and sigh. I hear Liam whisper to Scott:"Is everything allright with her? Because her heart is beating fast." Scott noddes and says:"Yeah, I geuss she's allright. Maybe she had a nightmare?" Liam noddes and continues his discussion about lacrosse with Jackson. Nightmare... yeah that's not true.. Actually it was more of a heavy make out dream. I sigh and walk towards my bedroom. I close my bedroom's door behind me, and take off all my clothes. I'm only wearing my black underwear and bra. I put my hands in my hair and look into the mirror.

I feel someone give me a kiss on my neck, I shiver. Adrian... I turn around and see no one, I shake my head and put some other clothes on. I put my tank top on, and go with my hand through my hair. I close my eyes for a second. Again I feel someone kiss me, but this time on my lips. I open my eyes and see Derek, I try to touch him. But hand goes right through his body. Now I'm hallucinating him... It can't get worse then this. I put my leather jacket on, and feel someone take it off again. I breath in and out, and turn around. I see Derek standing there...shirtless. I got enough of this! I grab my shoes and walk inside the livingroom.

I see Derek standing there, and there he is again. Ok, I'm going to do something very stupid. And I'm probably going to regret it later. But right now I don't care. I stand in front of him and pull him towards me. I kiss him on his lips and close my eyes. Finally I'm doing, what I wanted to do the whole day. I hear some voices behind me, Yeah I'm sure I look like an idiot. Who the hell kisses the air? I pull away and see Derek looking shocked at me. OH MY GOD!? I hear Christian say behind me:"What the hell just happened?" I put my hands on my head and say:"Uhmm... I thought you where Adrian, I'm really sorry. I just woke up and I dreamed about him." I sigh and put my shoes on and leave my appartement. I keep running until I arrive into the woods.

My brain is having a breakdown, like a major one. I lean against a tree and Growl as loud as I can. I breath out, Growling normally makes me relax. But right now, nothing is helping. I sigh and don't even realize that someone is standing in front of me. I was lost in thoughts, I just kissed Derek... My ex boyfriend, and mate... Who has a girlfriend right now, and I have a boyfriend. Why does awkward moments only happen to me? I hear someone say:"Vasillisa?" Derek Hale, the one and only is standing in front of me. He wants answers, i'm sure of it. He looks at me and says:"Why did you kiss me?" I sigh and says:"I told you I dreamed about Adrian. And I thought that you where him. It happens sometime."

Derek noddes and says:"Did you dream about both of you kissing in front of a car?" This can't be true, Derek did have the same dream as me. Nah, that only happens in dreams. He sighs and says:"And did it start raining? DId you then go inside his loft, and made out as iff your lives depended on it?" OH SHIT! He really did have the same dream... This is a mate thing for sure. I look at him with my eyes wide open, he looks shocked and says:"So you had the same dream as me?" I nod and say:"Maybe my inner wolf misses her mate?" Derek looks surprised, I'm an idiot. I sigh and say:"I was joking around, it was a joke." He goes with his hand through his hair and says:"Yeah.. Yeah, I know." I nod and stare down at my feet.

Akward silence again, for the second time today. I feel rain drops fall on my head. I look up at the sky and see that it starting to rain heavy. Derek's heart is beating fast, and so does mine. I look at him and see Him staring at me. He keeps looking straight into my eyes. Those eyes, belong to the person that saved me. Gave me my family back, and gave me a pack I can proudly call family. And even though I try to deny it, those eyes belong to the guy... that I loved, No Those green eyes belong to the guy I'm in love with. I walk towards him and he says:"Vasillisa." I nod and say:"I know." He stands in front of me, I know both of our mate marks are throbbing. But most of all our hearts are beating like crazy. We're standing dangerously close to each other.

Derek sighs and says:"I don't care what happens after this, But I want to do this." He bows down and kisses me, I kiss him back. And put my arms around his neck, I bury my hands in his black soft hair. He puts his arms around my waist and pulls me towards him. I missed this feeling, Derek breaks our kiss and says while breathing heavy:"I love you Vasillisa, I have always loved you.." I put my hand on his lips and say:" I also love you and always will." He sighs and I say:"But we can't be together, I'm with Adrian and you're with Jennifer." Derek noddes and says:"I know." I nod and say while taking a step back:"I need to go.. Like right now." Derek noddes and says:"Me too." Derek sighs and starts running towards his house, I turn around and do the same.

CLIFFHANGER .DUN. :P lol

Here's a small Verek scene... Things are getting interested.

This Mate thing will be special, except some funny awkward Verek moments ;)

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