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'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Thinking Of You - Katy Perry ~
Chapter 19: Thoughts Of You
Vasillisa's POV:
I can't stop thinking about Derek. The way we kissed each other in the woods 2weeks ago. Iff I didn't think about Adrian while I was kissing Derek. I'm sure I would have kept kissing him, until he broke our kiss. I sigh and get inside my appartement. I just went grocery shopping, the house is empty. Everyone's at school now, I geuss. I start putting everything in it's right place. I clean the livingroom, and start vacuuming the whole house. Once I'm done, I connect my cellphone with the speakers. I search for a good song, and let 'Crave you (adventure club remix) flight facilities' blast through my speakers. I don't know why this song makes me think of Derek. I go with my hand through my hair, and sigh again. I've got a new tattoo, and a nose piercing. I've always wanted a nose piercing.
I walk towards my room and put on my black sports bra. I search through my clothes, until I find a black short shorts. I take my pants off and put my short shorts on. I put my hair into a messy bun and walk back towards the livingroom. I start doing push ups, I really need to concentrate on something else beside Derek. While I'm doing my 30th push up, I grin and say:"Crave you, Yup." I'm totally craving Derek, every part of my body can't stop thinking of him. I'm so damn attracted to him, more then when I was still together with him. I start doing push ups with one arm. I jump and grab the metal pole, I start doing pull ups. I hear someone behind me say:"Well you look like you're having fun."
I let go of the pole and see Isaac standing behind me. I grin and say:"Yup, I'm having fun. I just finished cleaning the mess in this house. And now it's time for some workout." Isaac noddes and says:"It really makes me happy, to come home and find you here." I smile and say:"Aw, that's so sweet Isaac. Come here." He chuckles and I walk towards him and give him a tight hug. Isaac smiles and hugs me back, I give him a kiss on his cheek. Isaac sighs and says:"I love you, sis." I smile and ruffle his hair and say:"I love you too lill bro." He smiles and says:"I have a date with Allison in half an hour." I grin and say:"Well, let me pick out your outfit."
Isaac shakes his head and I lift an eyebrow and say:"You won't need one? Is it because you're going on a date in Allison's bedroom?" Isaac grins and I say:"You little devil." Isaac goes with his hand through his hair. I sigh and say while doing push ups:"You're lucky, I won't be making out for at least 2 more weeks." Isaac lays on the ground and looks at me. I sigh and keep doing push ups, Isaac sighs and says:"Enrique told me, that they'll be back in 2 weeks. That sucks.." I nod and lay down beside him, I look at him and say:"Yeah." Isaac sits straight and says:"Lisa, why did you kiss Derek?" Damn.. again that question, I've been avoiding this question for 2 weeks now. I go with my hand through my hair and say:"I can't lie to you... I kissed Derek because a part of me still loves him."
Isaac looks sad and I smile and ruffle his hair. He puts his hand on my head and says:"I always knew that." I smile and say:"I geuss you know me too well, lill bro." Isaac noddes and says:"Where did you go when you left the house, after kissing Derek? Because Derek left the house a few seconds, after you left." I lean against the wall and think, about the kiss we shared in the woods. It was not a rushed kiss, It was a kiss filled with passion. I sigh and say:"I was in the woods, Derek came to me. We talked, then we kissed. And then I came back home, and he also went back home." Isaac looks surprised and says:"Derek kissed you? Or did you kiss him?" I stare down at my hands and say:"He kissed me first, then I kissed him." I look at Isaac and say:"And I'm so damn frustrated."
I hear someone knock on the door, Isaac stands up and opens the door. The whole pack was standing in front of the door. I stand up and say:"Wassup kids." Scott smiles and says:"Hey Lisa." I hug him and say:"How was school?" Malia sighs and says:"Math was a disaster, but I'm starting to get better in history now. Thanks to Stiles." I smile and see Malia and Stiles holding hands. I hug both of them and say:"You two are such a cute couple." Malia chuckles and Stiles says:"Thanks Lisa, you just made my day." I smile and say:"Go start making your homeworks, then we'll practice a bit in the woods. After that I'll prepare dinner, and we'll watch a movie or play a game." The whole pack noddes and Erica says:"That sounds like fun Lisa."
I smile and say:"Yeah." I look at Isaac, he looks at me and says:"You're frustrated?" I nod and sigh, he noddes and says:"Sexually?" I smirk and Isaac looks surprised at me, I hear Stiles say:"I heard that." I lean against the wall and say:"You have Malia, everyone in this pack has someone."Allison lifts an eyebrow and says:"You have Adrian, right?" I nod, and Lydia says:"You're totally craving him right now. The way Liam's craving nacho cheese." I chuckle and get lost in my own thoughts. Thoughts of Derek... It's getting really hard for me to stay away from him. I look at Lydia and say:"I don't know, I might be craving something else." I sigh and see Isaac staring at me, he shakes his head and Kira says:"Maybe you're also craving Nacho cheese?"
I laugh and say:"I love you guys. No need to worry about me, just go make your homework." They all nod and start doing their homework, Jackson walks towards me and whispers:"I know you're craving Derek, Lisa." I push him playfully on his shoulder, he grins and sits beside Lydia. Jackson gives Lydia a kiss on her cheek, she looks at him and gives him a kiss on his lips. Jackson smiles and kisses her back, Liam looks annoyed and says:"Stop making out!" Jackson breaks his kiss with Lydia and says:"Shut Up kid." I roll my eyes and walk towards the bathroom, I need to take a shower.
2 hours later...
I was standing in the woods with the whole pack. I look at them and say:"First you guys need to work in groups of two. Choose your partner, you'll change partners later." After a few minutes, everyone is standing in groups of two. I smile and say:"Now start sparring." They all start fighting each other, Lydia is reading a Vogue book. She looks at Allison and says:"You're a genuis, when it comes to weapons Allison." Allison smiles and says:"Thanks Lydia." Lydia smiles and Reads her book further. This pack means the world to me, they help each other always. And are also a bunch of hormonal teenagers. I see Malia sparring with Isaac, she trows him against the ground. Stiles applaudes and shouts:"That was awesome Malia." Malia smiles and stands in front of Stiles, she kisses him and grins.
Stiles grins and Malia walks back towards Isaac, and continues sparring with him.I look at Stiles and shout:"Lucky Bastard." Stiles grins and winks, I chuckle and hear a heart beat I know too well. Oh god, please let it be Anyone but him. I don't know iff I can control myself beside him. I turn around and see Derek showing, Liam how to throw Scott over his shoulders. Derek says to Liam:"Now show me how you do it right." Liam noddes and grabs Scott's arm and trows him over his shoulder. Scott grins and Liam puts his hand out to him. Scott grabs his hand and get's up, Scott puts his hand on Liam's shoulder. Derek grins and says:"Now keep repeating that." Scott looks at Derek and says:"thanks for helping me." Derek noddes and walks towards Boyd and Erica. I can't take my eyes off of him.
He looks so damn sexy in his tank top. I sigh and say:"Damn, those muscles..." Isaac immediately looks surprised at me, Derek turns around and looks at me. I look up at the sky and feel my cheeks burn. I hear Derek's heart beat getting closer to me. For gods sake, don't talk to me. He stands in front of me and says:"Hey, Vasillisa." Damn he makes me crave him more, just by saying my name. I look at him and say:"Hi Derek." I look into his eyes, He looks the other way and says:"So you're training here today?" I nod and say:"Yeah, the weather is beautiful. Training outside is always better then inside." Derek looks at Christian and Cora, and says:"They're training is almost perfect." I go with my hand through my hair and say:"How's Jennifer?" I see Derek tense, he uts his hand in the ockets of his sweatpants.
Oh god, why is he so damn sexy?! I can't take this, he's standing so close to me. I keep staring at him, I even forget to breath for a second. I cough and Derek says:"Is everything okay?" I close my eyes and breath out, Derek puts his hand on my shoulder. I look at him, He looks straight into my eyes. I feel my heart beat faster, and so does his heart. I swallow and Derek takes his hand away from my shoulder. I feel the place he just touched me burn. I grab Derek's hand and say:"Tell Jennifer, That I'm so damn sorry. And that iff she wants to beat me up, she can do it whenever she wants." Derek lifts an eyebrow and says:"I don't understand what you're talking about."
I sigh and kiss him, I've been dreaming about this for weeks. I close my eyes and Feel Derek stiffen. I break my kiss and breath heavy, I look at him and say:"I can't stop thinking about you, no matter what I do. I've been thinking about us for days, and I've been craving you for weeks." Derek looks at me with his eyes wide open, He immediately covers his surprise with a sigh. I look at him and he says:"Vasillisa, I'm with Jennifer." Yup, Those words hurt. It's as iff someone shot an arrow straight into my heart. I nod and go with my hand through my hair, and say:"I forgot." I look at the ground and say:"I'm pathetic, aren't I. Kissing a guy, who has a girlfriend. While I have a boyfriend, who's not in town right now."
I feel my eyes well up with tears, why do I feel like crying? I lean against a tree and say while trying to smile:"Just ignore me, and forget what I just said." I close my eyes, I know what will happen now. Derek will look at me for a second and leave. Why would he care about me, when he has a girlfriend? I sigh and feel someone kiss me. I open my eyes immediately, and see Derek kissing me. He looks at me and says:"I've also been thinking about you non stop. And I've been craving you ever since you kissed me in your appartement." I feel my heart beat fast again, a tear rolls down my cheek. Derek wipes my tear with his hand. He stares down at my lips, I lean towards him and capture his lips with mine. Derek kisses me back, I put my arms around his neck.
I bury my hands in his black soft hair, I missed this feeling so damn much. Derek puts his arms around my waist, and pulls me flush against him. We're kissing each other, like animals in heat. Derek, Derek, Derek. My mind is only filled with him, I feel Derek's hands get under my tanktop. I break our kiss and say while breathing heavy:"Derek..." He's also breathing heavy, he looks at me and says:"Vasillisa, I've been waiting for this day for weeks now." I put my hand on his cheek and say:"I love you Derek, I don't think I will ever love anyone more then I love you. I don't want to hurt Adrian, But I don't have a choice. Once he comes back, I'll break up with him." Derek looks shocked at me, I look confused and say:"What?"
He looks at me with a soft look on his face, and says:"You just said the words I was about to say. But I already broke up with Jennifer 1 week ago." My heart just skipped a beat.I stroke his hair with my hand, and say:"Derek...My Derek. God, I've missed you so damn much." Derek smiles and kisses me, I kiss him back. I break our kiss and whisper:"The pack..." Derek grins and chuckles, I sigh and see the whole pack staring at us. I look at Isaac, he grins and says:"We've all known that you guys still love each other." I grin and say:"Yeah..." Jackson grins and winks, I roll my eyes and smile. I look at the pack and say:"Scott is in charge now, I got some stuff to do." I look at Derek and smirk, Derek grins and gives me a kiss on my forehead.
I whisper in his ear:"I can still feel your hand under my tanktop." Derek smirks and says:"Should I take my hand away?" I bite my lip and shake my head, Derek grins and grabs my hand. We both run through the woods. Straight to my appartement, Once we're inside we start making out again. The only thing we are both thinking about, is each other. Lost in each others eyes, we don't even realize that we're both standing in my bedroom. Derek pushes me against the wall, He takes his tank top off. Derek grins and kisses me, I kiss him back and take of my tank top. Derek kisses me on my neck, I can't stop the moan that escapes my lips. When he starts planting kisses on my collarbone. I cup his cheeks with my hands, and bring his lips back to mine.
The next morning...
Derek's POV:
I feel something heavy on my chest. I open my eyes and see blonde hair, Vasillisa. I smile and get up from bed, while trying not to wake her up. I put my pants on, and open the bedroom's door. I walk towards the livingroom and see Isaac and the rest of the pack. They're all sleeping on the ground and on the couch. Those idiots, I didn't even hear them enter the house. I walk towards the terrace, and open the door. Some fresh air, is always good. I hear some members of the pack waking up. I smile and say:"Morning." Stiles scratches his head and says:"hmm..M..Morning." Scott stretches out like a cat and says:"Yo." I smile and see Jackson hit Stiles head with his hand.
Stiles looks annoyed and says:"What the hell?" Jackson ignores him, he looks at me and says:"You made alot of noise last night." I roll my eyes and Jackson grins, he get's up and walks towards the bathroom. Liam sits straight with his eyes still closed. Isaac yawns and says:"I'm tired." These guys are really a bunch of idiots, but they're my family. Even thought they're a pain in the ass sometimes.
Vasillisa's POV:
I open my eyes and turn around, the bed is empty. I get out of bed and open my wardrobe. I grab a shirt, Derek's shirt. I've been holding on to this shirt, ever since I broke up with him. I put it on and walk towards the livingroom. I smile when I see Derek standing there. He looks at me and smiles, I look at the guys and say:"Morning boys." Isaac smiles and Jackson says:"And a goodmorning to you." I chuckle and walk towards Derek, He smiles and hugs me. I stroke his beard with my hand and say:"Morning Wolf." Derek smirks and I kiss him, He kisses me back. I hear Stiles groan and Liam chuckle. Jackson says:"Your room is over there." Derek breaks our kiss and says:"Morning Vasillisa."
I give him a peck on his lips and say:"I love you." Derek smiles and says:"I love you too." I smile and say:"I love you more." Derek gives me a kiss on my forehead, I hug him tight and breath his scent in. I smile and say while closing my eyes:"I love your scent." Derek chuckles and Stiles says:"What? His scent? Derek always smells like a wet dog." Isaac and the other guys crack up, I roll my eyes and say:"Shut Up Stiles, Derek smells like pine and wood. And iff there is someone who smells liek a wet dog, well that would be you." Stiles looks at me with his eyes wide open and says:"Wow, good one." I laugh and say:"You're a funny guy." Stiles winks and Scott says:"Btw Adrian and Enrique will be arriving home tomorrow morning. They finished their job early." I totally forgot about Adrian, I feel Derek stiffen.I look at him and he looks at me with a sad look on his face.
Isaac shakes his head and says:"You're a total mood killer Scott." Scott puts his hand on his forehead and says:"Sorry." I shake my head and say:"I'll need some time alone with him tomorroa. You guys hang out at Scott's place. Or some other place, Cause I need to talk to Adrian." Scott noddes and says:"We could practice some more in the woods." The guys nod and Jackson says:"Good Luck Lisa, I'm glad to see you with my alpha again." Derek grins and says:"Thanks." Jackson noddes and I say:"Well then, who wants pancakes?" Stiles and the guys immediately start talking about pancakes. I look at Derek and say:"Don't worry my love, Everything will be allright. I know you and Adrian are friends, but I know Adrian will understand me." Derek noddes and says:"You're right." I nod and kiss him, then I walk towards the kitchen. To start baking Pancakes for a bunch of hungry wolves.
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