Rpov

This is so stupid, I care about how I look and all of a sudden I'm sick EW. The school we pulled up to, the "academy" was horrible. It was bleak and terrible. Grey walls and OMG there are huge fences with barbed wires, oh my gawd this is going to suck so much! What are Kelsey and Ashley going to do without me to boss them around?

OMG when I go back, my whole social life will have been destroyed. This is so pathetic. I'm fine, I don't need help. My parents dropped me off, and per Janine fashion, she just pulled up and kicked me out. Great. I walk to the office and sign in, getting my dorm number, 316; I head to the girl dorm. When I get there a cloud of perfume hits me in the face. I look to see my best friend from 1st grade, Lissa. We met in 1st grade when our teacher asked us to write out our full names, and asking 1st graders to write out Vasillissa Dragomir, and Rosemarie Hathoway-Mazur is just plain and simple torture. I threw my book at him and called him a massagenist bastard, last year Lissa moved to New York to go to some big fashion school, but we still talk and text each other. "OMG Lissa! What are you doing here?"

She jumped around and screamed "ROSE! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?"

We jump around squealing until it hits us, we have to both be "ill" to be here. "Liss? Why are you here?"

She looked at the ground and tears rolled down her face; she turned to me and rolled up her sleeves. I couldn't help the little gasp that escaped me; her arm was covered in little red lines and dots. "Liss? Are these-?"

"Burns and cuts" she interrupts, "I guess I couldn't handle the pressure" she whispers with a cold laugh. I grab her and wrap her in a big hug. Behind us, I heard a familiar voice, "hey! The babes are back together!"

I slowly turn around and see mason. "How dare you show up here? It's your fault I'm in this hell hole!" I scream at him. He puts his hands up in a defensive manner, "rose, I was just trying to help you!"

"Help?" I ask coldly. "No, helping me would've been telling my dad, the parent that wants to help me. Helping is NOT TELLING MY BITCH OF A MOTHER!" I screamed, "GET OUT!" he turned and ran, I felt sorta bad for yelling at him, but I needed to cut ties with him. I can't have him showing up at visitor's day, it would hurt too much.

"I'm sorry liss, I'm going to go get something to eat" I said as I ran out the door. "Mase! Mase! Wait!" I called to the ginger ahead of me. He turned, "look rose, I'm sorry ok? I had to and if I"

I cut him off, "mase, I'm not mad, I promise. I just. You. Just don't come back. Forget about me." Then I turned and ran.

"Wait! Rose! I love you!" I heard from behind me. I just kept running. We both knew I was faster than him.

I ran until I got to a bridge. It was a cute little bridge; it was over a river about 50 feet down. If I were to fall, I would surely die, but I'm not scared. I like bridges. I'm not quite sure why I like bridges. I just do. They calm me. I was leaning over the rail. When a huge mountain of a man bumped into me. I slipped and started going over my stomach flew into my throat and I closed my eyes and waited for death.