Unforgettable Moments Part II
(Abby's POV)
All I could do that night was cry. Which is pretty obvious since my boyfriend died. Everyone kept coming and telling me to go home, but I couldn't. I don't know why but I just couldn't leave the hospital. All I did was sit and cry. For 4 hrs. straight, just sitting and mourning over John. Susan tried so hard to get me to eat something. And a few times she even sat with me and cried too. I have to admit, it was kind of annoying having her telling me it was OK because I knew it wasn't. And the worst part about it is that I don't even know why we were attacked! And I probably never will learn why because the guy who attacked us was killed. They still haven't found out who he was either. Maggie had called me to wonder how I was because she usually calls every two months and she hasn't called since August (and its now November.) She keeps on leaving me messages and I just stare at the answering machine blinking. I just can't call her. I have got to get back to work but Kerry won't let me come back. I have nothing else better to do so I might as well work, but no I just have to stay home. His funeral is tomorrow and I don't think I can go. I just can't. I know I have to but I'm just gonna make a big fool of myself. I already had a major breakdown at work yesterday. That's why Kerry won't let me come back to work. I was sending up the results from an HIV test and I just started sobbing in the middle of the hall. Luka and Susan had to practically drag me to the lounge and it took almost 20 minutes just to get me to shut up. I just can't bear to look at him. Especially now that he's dead! Oh well. I'll just see how I feel in the morning. And I still have to decide on whether I should call Maggie or not. I'll probably have to. Just not now. I'll call her in…(yawn)…the morning. I'll just go to bed for now.