Chapter 2
Hey, here is chapter two for you guys. Please review when you're done. Have fun!
Ally's POV
This entire week I've been haunted by him. Every where I go he is there. I don't know if it's a coincidence or he is just stalking me. All I know is that this guy is driving me crazy and I've just met him. I sighed when the bell that signals that the class is over is ringing. I got up and made my way into the crowd going through carefully so I wouldn't touch anyone. I don't know why but since I was little I hated any kind of warmth that is made by having skin to skin with someone. I hated being close to someone. Even my dad. I guess that maybe it was because of my mom or something. I haven't felt how it's like to be in someone's arms. I guess that I will never know. It doesn't bother me. I don't really care. Well, I don't know how it feels like so I guess I don't know if it feels good or not. Right now, I got other stuff going on so I need to focus. This Austin guy. Gahh! He is driving me nuts! Just having his eyes on me feels weird. Good weird. That's what I hate the most.
I got to the parking lot and went to my car. Just when I thought that I'm gonna have a piece of quite for the rest of the day I saw Austin leaning against my car. 'You gotta be kidding me.' I murmured under my breath. Austin smiled like he could hear me. I looked at him dully. "What?" I said harshly. He smiled his stupid gorgeous smile. Damn it. Damn him. "I need to talk to you. " he said looking at me still smiling. I moved past him while saying:" Well, I'm not really interested in hearing what you have to say so if you could excuse me I need to go." When I was about to open the door to my car I felt my wrist being pulled back. I gasped and suddenly I was face to face with Austin. "I need a tutor and they told me that you can help me. " he said looking me in the eye. I stood still. I was too busy with my hand. It felt like it was burning. I haven't felt anything like it before. Not even when people accidentally touched me. I felt like fire was running inside my veins. It was addicting. I don't know what it is ,though, I felt like it was a little part of heaven. I never believe in heaven. It sounded so ridiculous. I just don't think that my mom is in a tropical island drinking fruit juice with Jesus. I think that there is more. I think that we're being judge according to the deeds that we do in this life and then god decided whether we go to hell or not. It's just feel to easy to die and go straight to heaven. After I realized that I froze. I looked down and said stiffly:" Do. Not. Touch. Me." Austin looked at me and let go of my hand. I never let people touch me in the past and I'm not gonna start letting them touch me now. It doesn't matter who it is.
I made my way to the door and Austin held the door open, not letting me close it. "Wait! Is that a yes or no?" I looks at him with a poker face and said:" Was that not clear?" I said and tried to close the door again but he held it again. "Ally, I'm just.. I'm not usually beg people but.. I really need help with my studies other wise I wouldn't be able to go to this college I want.. So Ally could you please help me?" I looked at him. People are weak. They can't survive. They will all die eventually so why bother doing stuff? You're gonna die anyway. People believe in so many things that other tell them without stopping for a moment to think if there is logic in what the others tell them. They do it like robots. Dumb robots. I looked at him for a long time and I saw it again. The silver circle inside his eye. What the hell is that?! He looked at me like he knew what I was thinking and he looked away. I raised my eyebrows. Then I said:" Fine. But I have ground rules. I will let you know what they are tomorrow. " Austin smiled widely almost truimphly. I looked at him in a suspicious look. He leaned on the door his body getting close to mine. I stopped breathing. What. Is. He. Doing?! He leaned in and whispered in my ear: "Thank you, Ally." His lips lingered there and slides slightly on my neck. I felt the fire again. This time I felt like I was burning in hell. It was insane. What is happening to me?! I put my hand on his chest and pushed him away. " Ground rule number one. Don't you ever touch me. I thought I made that clear a minute ago." He smiled at me devilishly. I rolled my eyes and close the door and drove away.
I needed some time to think. I went to the place that I always went when I wanted to be alone. To the forest next to the cemetery. I parked my car and started walking. I always liked hiking. Most girls don't really like it. But I am not an ordinary girl. I don't think I ever was. I continued walking until I reached the center of the forest I put my bag down and laid down on the grass. I looked at the tree tops. I always wondered about hell. Everyone says something else. Dante believes that there are 7 circles of hell. One for each sin a person did. He says that there are seven deadly sins: wrath, avarice, sloth, pride, lust, envy and gluttony. Everyone in this world is doing those sins in each passing moment without realizing it and they all expect that they will end up in the garden of Eden. Ha! What a joke. The Devine Comedy really is a comedy in my eyes. That just doesn't seem believable. Just like evolution. I mean, come on they suppose that I beeline that I used to be tadpole? I mean come on!
But right now I have no clue about what's true or false. This Austin guy is driving me insane! I wish I knew what was going on with me. My heart went crazy when he leaned into me. He barley touched me and I went wild. What the fuck is that?! I sighed and put my hands on my head. I got up and started walking towards my car again. Then I saw something moving in the woods. I pulled out my knife. I took a self defense lessons when I was little. I got close to the noise then I saw a person. I hid behind a tree and looked again. Then I recognized him. It was Austin. What the hell is he doing here?! He looked at the sky and smiled. It was twilight. The sun was about to finish her setting. He sat down and suddenly the ground started to glow. Like really glow. He sat with his legs crossed and his hands in his chest. Symbols started to appear on the ground. They glowed in a bright light. It was breath taking. It was a circle with a moon , a sun and a star. The moon looked like the one Austin has in his eye. What the hell? Then a breeze started to blow. I started to walk away and then ran into my car. Austin is some kind of super natural magician or something?! I don't know. I got into my car and drove home. All the way I saw the scene in my mind over and over again. That kind of stuff don't scare me. I don't really care enough so it would. But I am a curious person. That's a bad thing because sometimes I can't help myself and that's not good. I mean what kind of a 12 year old girl reads philosophy books..?
I pulled into my drive way and went into the house. I gotta clear my head. This day have been a little of a too much excitement for me. My life used to be dull and expected and I liked it. But now I feel like in each every moment a rocket could fly into my life and surprise me to death. I mean, seriously? A glowing circle?!
I walked into my room. My dad is never home. I don't really care. He gambles a lot... I did my homework and got ready for bed. I went to sleep hoping I will wake up tomorrow and figure out this was all a huge nightmare.
I woke up the next morning to my annoying alarm clock. I growled and got up stopping it. I got ready and got out of the house. I tried not to think about yesterday. It all sounded so unbelievable. Maybe I was daydreaming or something. I parked in the parking lot and got out of my car. Everyone gave me that 'What a freak' like every single day. I ignore them as usual. I walked into the school and went to my locker. I was about to take out my books to the first lesson when I felt present behind me. Only one person would have the guts to talk to me. "What!" I asked annoyed. He chuckled which made me even more annoyed. "I was wondering..." He said and I felt him leaning in behind me. He wan't touching me but it was enough to make the fire in my veins lit up again and my breathing to stop. "When are we gonna do the tutoring sessions?" He asked with a smile. I could feel it in his voice. I took a deep breath. I hate the influence this guy has on me. He is not even touching me and my heart is going wild. I turned around to him taking another deep breath. I looked at him. He looked hot as always. Damn it. I just hated it. I hate that I feel this way. I hate that I like this feeling. And I mostly hate that him of all people makes me feel like this way.
"First of all, I want you to learn the ground rules. Well, rule number one you already know." I said and he smirked at me, I rolled my eyes. "Rule number two, you have to keep at least 3 feet away from me." I said while pushing him away. He smiled his cocky smile again. God! I hate that! I was wondering why wasn't I scared by him. I mean, after what I saw the other day I should be running away by now. I guess that I like being around the strange and the not normal stuff. "Rule number three, I decide the time and the place of our sessions and you have to be on time. If you wouldn't, I'm canceling this whole thing. Understood?" I looked at him coldly. He smiled again despite that and said:" Yes m'am. Any other rules you would like me to know?" He asked looking at me and making me drown in his eyes. I shook it off and said:" Yes. I will inform you in the future. From now on, I ask the questions. Not you. Got it?" He smiled again and nodded. "And stop smiling all the time it's creeping me out." I said annoyed. He smiled again and said:" Really? Because it seems to me that you like it. " I looked at him super annoyed and punched his arm. "Ouch! What was that for?" "Rule number four do not annoy me. And for any further time you will break the rules you will get hit by me. So you should pay attention." He growled and said:" Ok. " I looked at him surprised. He looked at me in a questioning look. "Why aren't you running away? Why aren't you going to some nice girl that could teach you? Why me?" I asked looking him in the eye. He smiled and said:" Cuz I don't want any other girl. I want you. " he said making my heart beat raise. I breathed deeply and said:" Stop saying stuff like that. It's annoying me. " he chuckled and said:" Ok". The bell rang. I turned around, collected my books, shut my locker and started to walked away with out saying goodbye to him. I could feel his gaze on me when I walked away.
This gotta stop. I gotta pull myself together. Damn it. I made my way to my class. I hope that I could pass this day without any other strange and annoying events.
At lunch, I made my way to my usual empty table. I sat down and decided to do my homework while eating because I wanna play my guitar when I will get home and I don't wanna have to worry about this homework. I know what you're thinking, why would a girl like me would be playing guitar. I don't know why. I just like it.
Suddenly I felt a present behind me. I growled again and said:" What?!" He chuckled and said:" I guess that that is your way of saying hello. Because that's what you always say when you see me. " I rolled my eyes and said:" And your point is?" He didn't answer and sat down beside me. He leaned in to look in my eyes. I stopped breathing again. Damn him. Why isn't he going according to the ground rules I planted for him?! Then I saw it again. The half silver circle in his eyes. Only now it's almost a circle. What the hell? Maybe it has something to do with the glowing circle I saw in the forest. Then I pulled myself together and said:" Three feet away. " he chuckled and got a little away from me. "So.. Should we get started with the sessions? Where do you wanna do it?" He asked. I looked at him and said:" You can come by to my house today. " he nodded and said:" Give me your number I will be in touch with you." I looked at him in disbelief. Like I would ever give him my number. "Oh come on! It's just for the sessions! I'm not gonna send you nude pictures of me. Even though I know you want me to." He said and smirked in the last sentence. I gasped a little and got up angrily. I started walking away and he started to run after me. "Ally! Wait! I was kidding come on!" He reached me and grabbed my hand. The electricity hit me again the fire in my veins lighted up once more. I yanked my hand away and said angrily:" God! Did you even listen to the rules?!" He looked at me and said sincerely:" Yeah. I'm sorry. Ally please, I was just joking around. " he looked at his converse and rubbed the back of his neck. I sighed. How can I be mad at him? Damn it. Of course I can. My mind tells me to be mad but my heart doesn't agree. Stupid heart. I gave him my iPhone and said:" Put your number in. " he smiled and nodded. He took my iPhone carefully trying not to touch me. He types his number and gave me my iPhone back. "I will text you the time and place. Be there. Don't be late. " I said and he nodded. I was about to turn when he said:" Ally" I turned around and he looked at me sincerely in my eyes trapping me again. "Thank you. " he said and I felt the fire again. This time it happened even though he wasn't touching me. This is getting worst. I took a deep breath and nodded and turned. I walked to the school again. This damn sexy Austin. I growled under my breath. I hope this tutoring sessions would go smoothly with out any incidents.
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