Chapter 6
Hey you guys! Thanks for reading my story! Here is chapter six for you.. Hope you'll like it! Please review!
Ally POV
It's been four days. Fucking four days since it all happened. It feels like it was yesterday. I can't stop thinking about him. No matter what I do. He just keeps appearing in my mind. My wound is healing thou... At least I can walk without my crutches now. I didn't go to school. I can't. This while thing feels like a nightmare. I mean, I didn't except Austin to behave like that and push me away. I don't why. I just thought that maybe he was different. But clearly I was wrong. That's ok it a good life lesson. Trust no one but yourself. Tomorrow I'm going to school. Let's see how this goes...
I wanted to skate on my skateboard to school so badly. But I couldn't because of my leg, so I came with my car. I parked and when I got out everyone was looking at me. They probably heard I was in the hospital. This town is small. I hate that. They all stared more then usual but I couldn't care less. All I wanted is to pass this day in peace without any incidents. Specially Austin's incidents. I walked to my locker and put out the books I needed for my first class. Chemistry. Damn it! I was Austin's partner. I growled under my breath just as the bell rang. I hurried to the classroom and when I walked in Austin was already in his sit. I didn't look at him. I just sat down moving far away from him. He didn't speak. So did I. The entire lesson we didn't even glance at each other. I couldn't look at him even if I wanted too.. I knew I would start crying. The bell rang and I thanked god for that. I exited the class quickly and went to my next class.
At lunch, I went to my usual table and did my homework because I had a lot to catch up on. Then Someone sat down besides me. I looked and saw that it was Brad. The captain of the football team. What the fuck?! "Hi." He said. I snored at him and laughed a little. "What?" He asked. What an idiot. "What do you want?" I asked annoyed. What's going on?! "I wanted to know how is your leg." He asked looking at my leg. I looked at him in a shocked face. "Why do you care?" I asked confused. "Amm.. I heard you were hurt so I wanted to know if you're ok. Plus I wanted to know if you're dating this Austin guy." I flinched a little by the sound of Austin's name. "No. No we're not dating." Brad smiled and said:"Do you wanna come to my party this weekend?" I looked at him like he was insane. Well, he kinda was. "What makes you think that I wanna go to your stupid party?" I asked looking at him in disgust. "This." He said, leaned in and kissed me. I was shocked. I tried to push him away. Because of my leg I couldn't fight right and I didn't have any balance otherwise he would be on the floor by now crying for his Mommy. His hand was on my tight now. I pushed him away again but he didn't move. "Hey!" Someone said. Brad stopped and looked towards the place that voice came from. "Get your dirty, disgusting hands off of her." He said. He, would be Austin. Standing a few feet away from the table. Brad got up and looked at Austin. "Oh really? Do you have a problem with something?" He asked Austin while pushing him. Austin smirked and said:"In a matter of fact, I do. She didn't want to kiss you but you kissed her anyway. This is no way to treat a lady." Yeah, like he would know what is the way to treat a lady.. He left me! Those thoughts of mine were cut off as soon as Brad fist was on its way to Austin's face. Austin ducked and punched Brad in his stomach. Brad flinched in pain and cried out. Everyone started laughing. Brad ran away. Everyone were back to their business. I turned to my books when Austin sat down besides me. "Are you ok?" He asked. "Oh, now you're interested in talking?!" I said angrily. "Well, I thought you knew how to push guys away but apparently that was only me." He said and sounded hurt. "It was you choice for walking away so don't you dare blame it on me!" I shouted at him and started to feel tears forming in my eyes. Damn it. No. Not here. I got up from my sit and walked away.
I made it to the girls bathroom and started crying. At list I don't have to worry about my make up messing up. When I was done crying I got out and washed my face. I wanted this day to be over so badly. I got out of the bathroom and headed to my final class for today.
When school was over I rushed to my car and drove off. I hate this. I hate my life. This suck. Then I stopped for a minute and thought about it. I hate my life and I say they suck but, there are a lot of people that their situation is much worst than mine. They have the right to say that life suck, but I'm having some sort of boy drama and I'm saying that my life suck?! I shouldn't say it. I mean, sure it's sad and all but at least I'm still healthy and ok. That is what matter.
I sighed and got out of my car. I went straight to my room and did my homework and prepared myself for bed. This day was a little to much for me. I guess that after Brad saw that me and Austin hung out together he thought he could ask me out. Ha! This kid is dreaming wildly. I went to my bed put the covers over my head and went to sleep.
In the morning, I got up and growled. Lately I don't have any will to get up or even live. More than usual. This is insane. I got ready for school. My leg was feeling better so I decided to skate to school. I went on my skateboard and started skating. I love skating. It's a good way to get things off my mind. I don't know what the day holds but.. I hope it'll be better than yesterday. Austin ignored me completely. Until Brad kissed me. Damn it. What was he thinking? I mean, one second he walks away and the next one he saves me. What the hell?!
I made it to school. I walked in ignoring the staring. This is starting to get really old. I went to my locker and pulled my books. The same thing every day. Then I felt that someone is standing behind me. I turned and I saw Austin. I sighed and my heart jumped. What does he want now?! "Hi." He said. I narrowed my eye at him and turned back to my locker. "What do you want?" I asked angrily and annoyed. "How is your leg?" He asked. I turned around immediately and stared at him. "Alright listen, I'm sick and tired of your games! You chose to walk away. You ignore me for days and when some guy comes and kisses me you suddenly show that you do care while on the same day you ignored me for the entire lesson! I'm not gonna let you play with me like that. Maybe you think you're something, but you truly not and I'm not gonna stand here and let you do whatever you please with me. I have more self respect than that. And I'm not gonna-" I was cut off by Austin kissing me. In the hallway. In front of everyone. I was blushing like hell. My body was on fire. My blood was boiling and I was melting to the kiss. I missed him so much. Why? Why is he doing this?! After a few seconds he pulled away. "We need to talk." He said leaning his forehead to mine.
I didn't know what to do. Should I listen? Should I walk away? I don't know but.. My heart is telling me that I should at least hear him out. So I nodded. He took my hand and intertwined our fingers. He pulled me to the parking lot and to his car. I can't believe I'm gonna ditch school for that. He opened the passenger door for me I thanked him and he closed the door and walked to the other side. Than we drove off. I knew where he was going. The only place where things are getting much clearer for me. The forest.
Austin parked the car and we both got out of it. We started walking to the forest. "Why?" I asked. He looked at me confused. "Why did you kiss me?" I asked again explaining what I meant. Austin looked down and said:"Ally, there is so much that I need to tell you. I was so unsure. But now I know clearly what I want. I want you to know and if you'll walk away from me screaming or telling me to leave you alone or ask me to vanish from your life I'll do it." He said looking at me sincerely. I nodded and we made it to the center of the forest. We sat down. Face to face. Austin took my hand and asked:"Do you feel it too? The fire in your veins?" He asked. I looked at him shocked and said:"Yeah. But, I thought it was just me.." I looked down. He brought his hand to my face and I closed my eyes. I can't believe he has such an influence on me.
"I tried Ally. I tried to walk away. But there is something about you that keeps pulling me towards you. I can't fight it. It's too strong. And I know this isn't good for you and you deserve someone who is better than me. I'm so sorry. When I didn't talk to you for those four days, it was the most boring and saddest days of my life. You give my life color. You make me feel alive. I can't be away from you. I'm so sorry that I've hurt you. I'm such a fool. But I wanted you to have a perfect life. You deserve one." He said looking at me and seemed like he was about to cry. I held out some tears myself. "My life has never been perfect and they will never be. I've been through to much horrors for them to be. You might think that you're not perfect for me, but in a matter of fact you are absolutely, a hundred precent perfect for me. You are the only guy that makes me feel this. I don't even know what it is but, this is great and I'm not willing to give this up." I said my tears are falling on my face now. He wiped them away and said:"Alright then, I'm gone tell you the truth. Remember, you can walk away in any time." "I'm not gonna." I said looking at him determined.
He smiled at me and leaned in and gave me a kiss. A passionate kiss. I pulled him closer to me like I was afraid he was about to vanish away. He hugged me closer if that was possible. Then we pulled away and he took my hand again intertwined our fingers and I knew that it was time. I looked at him and suddenly I saw it again. The half circle in his eyes. It was really thin thou. And I knew that now I will get my answers.
To be continue...
Ahaha! I know! You guys must be freaking right now. Hahaha sorry... I promise I will update soon thou! Keep the reviews coming! The more reviews I get the faster I will update. So Review please!
Any way, I saw Zendaya and Spencer Boldman's new movie Zapped. If you have seen Spencer outfit on the first time he was shown in the movie, that's exactly how I imagine Austin's outfit. I was like oh god! Just imagine this on Ross it would look much better for my taste.. Hahaha sorry... ;)
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Emily :D
