Chapter 8

Hi you guys, so glad to be back! Here is chapter 8 for you. Hope you'll like it! Please review when you're done!

Ally's POV

I was always wondering...

They say, that there is nothing more complete than a broken heart.

When you're heart is broken, you can't think straight. All you feel is how did I get so betrayed?
Your heart is aching. Pounding fast. You're a mess. You wish you didn't care so much. You wish you haven't make a contact with that person from the first place..
You try to raise above.. Be the better person... But you can't. Because you're hurting. And it hurts you so much that you wish you'd be numb. Numb of feeling, numb of pain.
You're in so much pain you can't even cry, and when you don't cry, you don't get your feelings out.
They are locked inside you.
You wish to scream, shout, yell.
But you know it will do no good.
So you just find yourself lying. Looking at the void. Trying to make your heart beat normally. A lost cause. A dead end. And you know there is nothing in this world that can calm you down. You just wish for the person who broke your heart to be here. The person who held it in his hands and threw it away like trash.
At first, you think it because you want them here to punch them, hurt them like they've hurt you.
But then you realize you wish them to be here so they can calm you down. Wipe the tears away. Be angry with you. Shout with you. Cry with you. Look at the void with you.
But that's not possible. Because they have betrayed you. Their company is no longer welcome. Your mind gets it. But your heart does not.

This stupid heart that doesn't learn. Time after time he does the same mistake over and over again.
The mind tells him not to give a piece of himself away. But it does it anyway. Because we're humans. And humans are stupid. Humans make mistake, trust the wrong people and destroy everything good that's coming their way...

So you lay there looking at the void. You are so messed up. Everything is so out of place. So why the hell do they say that there is nothing more complete than a broken heart?

I look at Austin and then I understand. If you had a broken heart it means that you have something to lose. You're not a ghost of a human walking around. You actually have a life. You're loved. And that's something that is worth be hurting for.

I sighed and looked at the road. Austin smirked at me. He put his hand on my tight. I glared at him and he grinned. I rolled my eyes. "Where are we going?" I asked again. "For the hundredth time Ally, I'm not gonna tell you. Just sit still and enjoy the ride." He said smiling. I ignored the feeling I had in my stomach when he said my name. He makes me go all fan girl around him. Damn it. After a few minutes we enter a neighborhood that I'm not familiar with. We stopped next to a house. A huge, beautiful house.

"Come." Austin said and exited the car. I was still shocked. Staring at the house. He went to my side and opened my door and hold his hand out for me. I slowly took it. I stood up and he stared at me. "What?" He asked. "Amm... Do you live here?" I murmured. He smirked at me and said:"Why? Do you like it?" I looked at him. I didn't want to give it away. "It's ok." I said. He smirked at me and leaned in and started kissing my neck. "Just ok?" He asked against me skin. I held back my moan. Then he started to suck on my neck. I tried to hold still. Then he made his way up and kissed my lips. I melted. Hating myself for that.

"What do you really think?" He asked against my lips. There was no way I'm gonna give up. I pushed him away and said:"I've told you. It's ok." He smirked at me and nuzzled his head in my shoulder. "Oh god Ally. You're so damn difficult. I love that about you." He whispered. My heart stopped beating. I tried to act natural. He leaned back and gazed at my face. He smiled an undefinable smile and took my hand pulling me after him. He intertwined our fingers and I walked beside him. Then I realized he never really answered my question. "So, do you live here?" I asked again. He looked at me and nodded once. We made our way to the door. Then Austin turned and said:"Ohhh... By the way, I gotta warn you about my mom... She can be a little overwhelming sometimes..." I looked at him frighten. I don't know how to be around people and now I'm gonna meet his mom?!

I breathed heavily and Austin noticed. He squeezed my hand and smiled at me. He knocked on the door once and opened the door and then everything went black.

I tried to open my eyes. They were heavy. Really heavy. I heard Austin's voice in the background. I moved a little and then I heard him saying my name. "Ally! Ally, are you ok?" His voice was full with panic. I opened my heavy eyelashes and gazed at him. He looked relived now. "Oh thank god." He pulled me into a hug. I was stiff. What the hell happened?!

I looked around me and realized I didn't recognize the place. This must be Austin's house. I guess I was in the living room because I was lying on a couch. He looked at me half shocked and half afraid. I looked at him confused. "What happened?" I asked. My voice was husky.

"As soon as we walked in, you clasped. I don't know why." He said and brought his hand to my face. I got up and sat on the couch. He sat beside me and then a woman came into the living room. She looked at me, gasped and said:"Oh thank heavens she's ok!" I blinked at her. She came closer and smiled at me. Then she pulled me into a bone crushing hug. "Hi, you must be Ally. I'm Clara, Austin's mom." She said. I was stiffed. Austin looked amused. I glared at him. She pulled away and looked at me kindly. I smiled and nodded. "Nice to meet you." I said. My voice was still shaking a little bit. Since when did I became such a weak person?

Now I now what he meant by overwhelming. Thank god Austin knows me and pulled me out of my misery quickly. He stood up and had his hand pulled out before me. "Come on, I wanna show you around." He said and smiled. I nodded and took my hand. His mom smiled at us and went out of the room. "Your mom seems nice." I said looking down. Austin smiled and nodded. "Yeah. She is." He squeezed my hand and said:"Come on." He pulled me after him. He showed me all the rooms on the first floor. There was a kitchen, two living rooms, a library, a game room and more. I was to overwhelmed by all of it to remember. Then we climbed to the second floor. The sleeping chambers floor. Austin showed me the rooms. Most of them were empty. Just a bed, a closet and a desk. He showed me where was his parents room and the we stopped next to a black door with a silver half moon on the door. "This is my room." He said looking at me nervously. I smirked at him and chuckled. He rolled his eyes and said:"I don't usually let people in. Don't make me regret for doing this." I smiled and nodded. He opened the door and pulled me in.

His room was nothing that I imagined it to be. There was a king size bed. A simple desk. A guitar next to his bed. A library full with books. A shelves with a lot of CDs on it and the room was painted with nice shades of blue and silver. I gasped and looked stunned at his room. Austin giggled at me. "What?" I asked annoyed. "Ally Dawson stunned. Not a thing you get to see every day." He smirked and close the door. I rolled my eyes at him. He came closer to me and asked:"So..? What do you think?" I looked around again and said:"I love it." Austin had a huge smile on his face. "Really?!" He asked and seemed exited. I chuckled at him and rolled my eyes.

He hugged me then. Pressing my body to his. My face was in his chest. We stayed like this for god knows how long when I suddenly stiffed. "What is it?" Austin asked. He pulled away and looked at me. I looked away. "Ally. Tell me." He said again. I sighed and said:"Why did I clasped? Why all of this stuffs keep happening to me?" I looked back at Austin. He seemed confused. "Stuff? What stuff?" He was looking at me right now completely focused. I shrugged. "Damn it Ally. Just answer me please." He seemed frustrated. I looked away again.

He took my hand and pulled me to his bed. We sat down and he looked at me sincerely. "Ally, I care about you. You can't keep stuff away from me. Please. It's killing me." He said holding my hands in his. I looked away and sighed. "Do you remember the scratch I had in my leg?" He nodded once. "I didn't fall down." I said looking at our hands. "Then what happened?" Austin asked confused. I didn't answer him. I couldn't. "Damn it Ally. What happened?" He seemed really frustrated right now, even more. I cleared my throat and said:"It happened in a dream." His face was unreadable. "A dream?" He asked. "Yes." I said.

He took my hand then and pulled me out of his room. "Woah! Austin slow down! Where are we going?" I said annoyed. "You want answers don't you? Well, I want them too." He said and took me to the next floor.

Answers. I want them. I don't want them. I'm scared. I've become so soft since I met Austin. What the hell is he doing to me?! God. This guy. I looked at him. All determined. He looked at me and gave me a serious look. A look that I've never seen on him before. I stopped breathing for a moment. Austin stopped and looked at me.

"Are you ok?" He asked and put his hand on my cheek. I gazed at him and he smiled at me. "It's gonna be ok." He said and leaned in. He kissed me softly. I melted. Fire bursting in my veins. I held his hand that was on my face. We broke apart and Austin kissed my forehead. "Come on." He said and intertwined our fingers.

So... What do you guys think? I'm so sorry that it takes me a longer time to update.. I'm just have a lot going in right now. Sorry. Haha anyway, I hope you guys liked it! Please review and tell me what you think!

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Emily :D