Hi guys! Here's chapter 13 for you! I hope you'll like it! Please review!
Ally's POV
The day was long. It was boring. I usually liked school. But now I was to troubled for that. My dream hunted me. Every Time I closed my eyes I felt this fear. This is getting worst. The weird thing is that only I was experiencing those things. Yet, nothing happened to Austin. I'm not saying that I want something to happen I just... Wanted to know if this thing will be over someday...
I have a bad feeling. A really bad feeling. And this is not good.
After this period was over I headed to my next class when I heard sirens. I saw a lot of people going outside the building. Usually I'd not care. But now I had this urge to go there. I moved to the door and everyone was looking at me. I really didn't like it. I really didn't like it because I knew why they were looking. I knew who was in the ambulance. Austin.
Austin POV
It was all blurry. I saw people looking down at me. What's happening?
Then I heard a scream. Then someone was hovering above me. They touched me and my skin was on fire. Only one person can make me feel this. Ally. But then it all went black.
It was bright. Really bright. Too bright. I tried to open my eyelids but they were too heavy. I tried to move my body but it won't budge. I tried to open my eyes again and slowly they did but I closed them immediately. The light blinded me. "Austin?" I heard someone say my name. This voice made my insides warm and my heart skip a beat. I opened them again and looked at her. "Ally" I whispered. She launched herself at me and hugged me tightly. Slowly I lifted my arms and hugged her. She started crying. I made her cry again. I bet she never cried before she met me. I'm no good for her. I don't deserve her at all.
She rose and looked at me. She smiled at me and then kissed me slowly. Making me burn. I kissed her back and wanted to keep kissing her forever. We broke off because I needed air. "Oh.. Sorry. You should rest." Ally said and started to move away. I grabbed her arm and move her back to me and kissed her again. My hands slipped to her hair and held her to me. She put her hands on my chest and I was sure she could feel my heart going wild. I pulled away. And hugged her to me. We stayed like this until we both caught our breaths. "So.. What happened?" I asked. Ally shifted in my grasp. "What?" I asked again. She looked at me and seemed uncomfortable. She looked down. I hate when she does that. I lifted her head. She is so beautiful. Why is she keeping her head down when she should always rise it?
"Amm.. You sort of fainted." She said quietly. "What do you mean sort of?" I asked confused. "You got into a shock and started twitching. Then your heart stopped and they did CPR on you until your heart started beating. They had to shock you twice. " Ally said it so fast that it took me sometime to understand. But when I did I stared at her while she started crying again.
Allys POV
It's my fault. It all my damn fault. I suggested we should go on with this. I said we could fight but... We don't know what we're fighting with! This is insanity. I hate it. Why does Austin have to suffer?! This sucks! The tears over flooded in my eyes and started rolling down my face. Austin wiped them away. "Hey. Don't cry. I'm ok." He said softly. I was about to melt. This is so not like me. The things he does to me.
"Oh, I forgot to tell you. I called your mom and she said she wasn't at home. She's on a business trip or something... So she said she'd come as fast as she can." I said to Austin. He nodded once and then the nurse came to do a checkup. I left the room and prayed that it will all be ok.
The nurse came out and I returned to the room. "What did she say?" I asked. Austin smiled at me and said:"She said that all my vitals are good and I can go home." I sighed in relief. "That's good." I said smiling while taking his hand. "Do you need help to get dressed?" I asked. Austin smirked at me and said:"Are you looking for excuses for seeing me naked?" I narrowed my eyes at him but then chuckled and said:"Are you complaining?" Austin's smirked grew wider. "Of course not." I smirked and then helped him get up.
"Thank you." He said. "Sure." I said. I started to open his hospital robe and despite the situation I could still feel the tension between us. I took it off and he was sitting there fully naked before me. I stared at him and him at me. Then we both couldn't bare it and we kissed each other hard. I clenched myself at him and couldn't let go. We are in a fucking hospital and I know Austin's situation is not that stable but I can't stop. We broke off and Austin started panting fast. "Oh.. I'm sorry.. You should rest." I said breathing heavily myself. Austin looked at me and said:"I love you, Ally." My heart melted. "I love you too." I said and gave him another kiss.
I helped him getting dressed and when we were done we headed out. "So I'm gonna take you to your house. Ok?" I asked Austin. "Sure." He said and nodded. I held his hand because he was a bit weak. We got into my car and I drove us. Austin was awfully quite. "Are you ok?" I asked. He just nodded. What's now?!
We reached his house and I helped him get inside. He was leaned on me but only barley. We reached his room and sat on his bed. Austin was still quite. I gazed at him. I gazed at his beautiful eyes with the silver circle in them. How did I get so lucky? I can't believe I pushed him away at first. Now, I don't think I'll ever be able to live without him. "Austin, tell me what's wrong I'm losing it!" I couldn't take it anymore! Austin looked at me suddenly, like I've brought him back from someplace else. He stared at me for a second, and then kissed me. He pushed me to the mattress. I yelped. He grubbed my arms and pulled them above my head. He started kissing my neck and then sucking on it. I moaned.
His hand slipped under my shirt and danced on my ribs until it reached my breast and cupped it. I arched my back at it and groaned. My body was on fire. I tried to pull my hands but he wouldn't let me. He held my hands in one hand and in the other he pulled my shirt off. "Austin.." I whispered but he didn't reply. He unclasped my bra and started sucking on my breast. I screamed because it felt so good. Damn it. What he does to me. I tried to get my hands out of his grasp but I couldn't. I groaned in frustration.
Austin moved down to my pants and started zipping them down with his teeth. My hips buckled at him uncontrollably. Fuck. He pulled them down along with my underwear. I was fully naked before him. While he was fully clothed. "Austin.. Let me go." I said to him but he just ignored me because suddenly I felt his finger coming in me. I moaned loudly. Then there were two. He thrusted them in me fast and hard. I couldn't breath. Then in a nanosecond his pants were off and he was inside me. I screamed out loud. He gazed at me. His eyes clouded. I gave him a confused look. But then he just moved out of me and thrust in again and again and again. I felt like I was getting closer.
Austin's breath was in my ear. Making me shiver. After a few more thrust was both came in ecstasy. We both groaned. We were both panting hard. I felt like he was unstable. I don't know why. It felt different.
"Austin?" I asked still out of breath. But he didn't respond. Damn it. What's wrong with him?! "Austin." I asked again more harshly. He raised up his face to look at me. I've noticed that his eyes were less clouded now. He was gazing at me. "Oh god, Ally.. I'm sorry about that. I don't know what got into me." He hold his face in his hands and turned away from me. "Hi, it's ok." I said. He shook his head. "No. No, it's not. I don't know what happened. I apologize." I chuckled and said:"Austin, you're my boyfriend, you don't need to apologize after we have sex. It's ok." I was amused. Austin turned around and looked at me. "Are you laughing at me?" He said raising an eyebrow. I giggled. He smirked at me. "Well, you just got yourself into more trouble." He said and got onto me, kissing my neck. I laughed and moaned at the same time. "Austin, you should rest." I said between groans. "Mmmm.." He said against my neck. His mouth was traveling South. Until it reached my womanhood. I groaned out loud. "Austin... Seriously, rest. I don't want anything happening to you..." He completely ignored me, licking me there. I groaned out loud. Damn it. The things he does to me.
He continued doing it until I came. Loudly. He ate it all. I was short of breath. He climbed my body grinning wildly at me. I chuckled and pushed him. "Seriously, rest." I said while pushing him into the pillows. "On one condition." He said. "What?" I asked turning to face him. "Join me." He said. I couldn't say no. I smiled at him and nuzzled myself to his chest. I felt safe in his arms. Like it was all ok. Like it was all fine. Like our lives aren't in danger. I started to be afraid again. What the hell happened to Austin?! His mood swings like crazy. I don't like it. He is not usually like this. So unstable. My mind became foggy and I drifted to sleep.
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Love you all,
Emily :)
