Hello again. Work is going to start getting busy so expect the chapters to come out less often. I will get at least one out a week. Promise xx

I had real trouble with this chapter think I am just excited about what's to come. The next chapter should be up in the next few days.

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Previously on Pearl of the Deep

The Jolly Rodger or Joy has been turned into a woman due to a clash of magic the 'Pearl of the Deep Sea', and was transported to Storybrooke. Joy's life is in the balance and Regina has given them time to find the solution. David, Emma and Killian plan to use the Black Fairy's wand to return to the Enchanted forest to seek the Pearl out and save Joy.

It took a little longer to get to the 'Hope' than planned as Killian had to make a stop at The Rabbit Hole to collect his first mate. David had picked up a few things while the ship was finding her feet but for a journey such as this he needed Smee. Finding the man sat in a booth, he was not surprised to see him with Starkey, Mullins and Jukes. Other than Smee, these three were the only original crew members from the Jewel and their loyalty was only matched by their ability to drink. After filling the sailors in on the evenings events and giving his orders for the short supplies to be restock, he made his way down to the dock to get Hope ready to set sail.

Though about a two-thirds the size of the 'Jolly', he had come to love his new ship, even if her outings were less than he would like. The masts towered over the dock, dwarfing all the other ships in the harbour, the sails glowing in the moonlight. During the refurbishment Killian was able to plan out how he always want a ship of his to be. Most things were similar to the Rodger but a few modern extras had been added. He had taken the opportunity to updated the crew and guest quarters with beds instead of hammocks and the decor was definitely more pleasing. The galley was the place that differed the most, a magically powered generator had been added to the ship so a wider and better range of food could be stored, cooked and eaten, along with a few other items that would make time at sea significantly easier. Killian had surprised Henry by making the cabin boys quarters in to his own room with some home comforts brought from both Emma's and Regina's, a hand carved multi-picture frame with photo's of his extensive family tree taking pride of place at the head of the bed.

'Captain.'

'Report Smee.' Killian midway through his pre launch checks, turned to see his first mate carrying boxes stacked well above his eye line.

'It was a push Captain but I have managed to procure all the items you requested.' Dropping the crates on the deck and looking to Jones. 'Legitimately I assure you' adding as Killian glared at the man's turn of phrase. 'The rest of the supplies should be here shortly, the men wanted a little time to settle their affairs before departing.'

'Good, good' more for himself than for his first mate. Killian change from piracy had been easy, well mostly, there are a few things a man can't change but the same could not be said for a few members of his ex-crew, seems since the last curse the black market in Storybrooke had grown considerably. 'Mr Smee, see to it that she's ready to leave within the hour, I still have to check the rigging and our company should be arriving soon.'

The men and the rest of the supplies arrived as Killian was in the crow's nest finishing his last check, lost in the feel of the wind and stars in the sky. Leaving the men to their duties he gave himself a moment to break. Unwilling to let the crew, any of his crew, see him in a weakened state, he would often take his leave in the nest and stare out at the vast canopy overhead. He had almost lost her, almost lost his reason to live. He pulled his flask from its holster and took a good long swig, the liquid burning as it ran down his throat. In those few seconds he feared the worst, there was still so much he want to do with her, so many things that were still left to say. A single tear crept down his cheek, hand clenched into a fist, hook slammed into the rail embedded in the wood, the vision of her still engrained on his mind unable to push away.

'Permission to come aboard Captain Jones.'

Taking Joy back her home was uncomfortable to say the least. Being such a large part of Killian's life Emma couldn't help but feel guilty for the predicament that had befallen the woman. Finding enough items to Joy give a reasonable wardrobe and she changed into a clean pair of jeans with a tank top. Not knowing what was lay ahead of them, she packed a selection of clothing for herself and Killian to cover a multitude of weather conditions, she and Joy would look out-of-place in the Enchanted Forest but it was better than nothing. The last thing she pulled out was her red leather jacket, her battle jacket, she would need this more than ever.

'So.' Joy stepped into the bedroom and lent against the door frame, clearly unsure of what to do or say. 'How are you feeling?'

'So so I guess,' Emma turned to look at her, flinching as she moved a bit to quickly. 'I should be asking you the same, do you feel like you're getting worse.'

'No, it is strange, I can feel this pull deep within me.' Taking a step, hands gesturing to her stomach. 'Whatever the queen has done seems to be working for now.' Emma could see the lie in her eyes, however small it is, her cheeks were still very pale and though moving very slowly, she could see that her hair was still turning grey.

'Look I'm sorry about what happened to you. I know this can't be easy, what with being human and all but it will be ok. We'll sort this out.'

'I never got chance to thank you for what you did earlier. I never knew the pain that could be felt from being in this form. To be honest I really didn't know what feelings were until today.' Emma walked towards Joy, picking up the bag by her feet.

'It must be a lot to take in, I can't even imagine.' Wincing as she walked passed and put the bags with the rest by the front door. 'I have never seen him so scared and when you collapsed he, ah, you still mean a lot to Killian.'

'Obviously not enough.' Joy was picking at her nails again, her foot scratching the other ankle. 'I don't blame you but...'

'It's ok. Lets get to the ship, I'm sure you and Killian need some time together to talk this through. 'Emma placed her hand on her and looked into her eyes, though her iris' were still silver in colour they moved like the ocean, flowing from dark dull grays through to shimmering almost whites, never still.

Leaving the house, bags in tow, they made they way down to the docks, it was only a short walk. Joy took in a deep breath of sea air and smiled.

'Permission to come aboard Captain Jones.' Emma stared up at her man not waiting for a response before boarding the ship with Joy behind her. The bags hit the deck with a thud, she was more drained than she thought.

'Permission is always granted Swan.' He took a line of rope and jumped from the nest landing just in front of them, god he's so hot when he does that, placing his hand on her cheek. 'How are you feeling? How are both of you feeling?' Turning to look at Joy.

'We're ok, nothing a night of rest won't solve. Is anyone else here yet.' Her eyes searching the ship for signs of David.

'No, but they should be along at any moment. Joy, I've had the men make up the guest quarters for you. I hope they will be to your satisfaction.' Smiling at her, he turned to a shirtless man, heavily tattooed. 'Jukes, I would like to introduce you to Joy, show her to the guest quarters and see that she is comfortable. When she is done take her to the briefing room, I will be along shortly.' The man nodded, picking up the bags and taking Joy below deck.

'Emma love how are you really?' He bridge them gap between them, hook moving the hair from her shoulders, hand on the small of her back as he kissed her forehead. Looking into his eye she could see them to be bloodshot and glistening. He had been crying. Crying for her?

'I'm ok Killian, really.' Pushing against him, she resting her head on his chest. She could hear the thunder of his heartbeat as he gripped her tighter, so tight it hurt. The feel of his heat helping to sooth the aches that overwhelmed her. She could tell what he was feeling, the almost lost, she saw it in his eye's the moment she came to outside Granny's.

She kissed him. It was slow, soft and tender, filled with emotion. He tasted of rum, sea salt and spice she still could not place even after all this time. The feel of his lips as they caressed his skin sent shivers down her spine, igniting the ball of lust buried within her. Moving her hands round his neck twirling his hair in her fingers, feeling the effects between his legs she broke it apart. Now was not the time. Cough. Opening her eyes, staring into his, she caught her breath. She smiled at him as he smirked back and turn to see who made the noise.

A crowd of people were gathered by the dock. Henry, Regina, Robin and Roland stood by the edge, huddled together. Mary-Margaret and David, with Neal in the pram, were behind them to the left, smiling out at each other talking quietly to one another. Walking not far behind was Mr Gold, the wand flashed from his inside pocket as the wind caught the fabric.

Releasing herself from Killian's embrace she walked down the gangplank towards her son. I'm leaving him again.

'Hey kid, I'll be back soon. Just you see.' Bending down to his eye line. 'I'll have a great story to tell you when I get back. I promise not to leave anything out.'

'Ok mom.' He pulled a small hand-held mirror from his bag and handed it to her. 'I brought this for you, this way we can talk when ever. I know the mirror on Hope isn't exactly portable.' She chuckled, ruffled his hair and pulled him into a hug.

'Take care of him.' Gesturing to Regina and Robin.

'We will my lady, you just concentrate on taking care of yourself and your pirate, I would greatly disheartened if he were not to return.' said Robin, wrapping his arm around Regina and nodding towards Killian.

'Well Miss Swan,' Mr Gold pulled up alongside them, pulling out the wand, pointing the handle towards her. 'I have what you requested, all you need do is think of where you wish to go and a portal with appear.' She took it from him, hesitantly. There was something in his eyes that worried her. He didn't give anything up that easily, even when honouring his deals there was always a catch. She could see a hint of a twisted smile that vanished as quickly as it came. She nodded to him.

'Emma.' Mary-Margaret called in a voice that was loving and yet full of apprehension. 'Please make sure you come back. I lost you once, I don't think I could take loosing you again.'

'I promise mom.' Being pulled into her mother arms she could see Killian and Henry talking with their backs to her. The light flashed off something metal that passed between them, placing the item in Killian pocket and moved apart, both with guilty looks on their faces. '

Making his way back on to the deck playing with the item Henry gave to him, he walked below deck to the briefing room. Upon entering he found Joy looking through maps of the Enchanted Forest, mumbling to herself.

'So do you think you know where he will be? Bellamy that is.'

'If he or any of them are still alive they will be at Bellamy Cay,' pointing at a port on the map.

'Isn't that Blanco Islet?' Sure that his navigation skills had not diminished, he knew the Enchanted Forest's waters and ports better than most.

'After the second curse he took it as his own, I suggest that we portal to just outside of it.' Pointing to the stretch of water leading to the cove. 'That way we can asses the situation before going in all guns a blazing. You agree?'

'Aye lass, that I do.' A small smile creeped over his face. That is exactly what he would do. He wondered how much his ship, Joy, was like him. 'Lass, I need to explain myse-'

'I, I can't do this now Captain. It's too soon, I, I need time.' she brushed passed him, hands covering her face.

'Joy, wait. Sigh.' He could never have imagined that this could happen. It wasn't suppose to be like this. Killian walked back on deck, lost in his thoughts, to find everyone waiting for his command.

'Ready when you are Captain.' Emma smiled at him, wand in hand.

'Right you are, Come on you bill rats, hoist the sails and raise the anchor.' Taking his rightful place by the helm. 'Emma it's all up to you now, everyone I suggest you hold on to something, this is not going to be comfortable.'

Killian saw that Emma pulled Joy to the bow and talked with her taking her hand, both closing her eyes. Sounds of goodbye's rang through the air as they moved out into the calm sea. The wand glimmered into light and a portal appeared just off to port. He made the correction and moved the ship so they were heading to the centre of it.

'Nooooooo, Gold what are you doing?' Mr Gold appeared on deck with the wand in his hand.

'Sorry Dearie, I can't allow you to take this with you.' Truly looking every bit the crocodile he was. 'I have kept my word Miss Swan. I have allowed you to borrow the wand and now I'm taking back what is mine.' He vanished in a poof of magic as the ship dipped into the portal.

'Crocodile' Killian shouted as they left this land with no way to return.

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