So here it is! I'm gonna tell you that this... Is gonna make some of you mad... Sorry but, I dont care. Because this story is longer and if I didn't make things more difficult, you this would be boring as hell. This story is about Jade and self discovery, and less about Tori. On another note, my computer is totally dead and I haven't the cash to replace it. So we are muddling through with my tablet hopefully I can get some things done. Although I'd have mad cash if you told everyone you knew about my work and pointed them to buy my books! No biters? Nah I didn't think so. Anyway, read on!- S.K.
4
Moving day was awkward. as a matter of fact, everything about my life after that day I tried to mount Tori was awkward. So I stayed out all the time. To top it off, Mike was always around. Tori and I were never alone together ever again.
One afternoon I sat at a Cafe down the street from our apartment with My laptop wide open and I was fiercely pounding out a part of my Thesis when one of my classmates stopped by my table. "Jade, Right?"
I Looked up, and raked my eyes over her. "Yes." I said recognizing her but not knowing her name.
"I'm Michelle… I saw you at 'Here' a few nights ago." She said then signalled to the chair next to me. I sat back arching my back slightly making my flannel top open up a little at the strain from my breasts.
"Oh?" I said picking up my coffee and sipping slowly while taking a good long look at this gorgeous blond woman standing before me. So not like my Tori, but yummy nonetheless.
She stood there waiting for me to say sit. but I wasn't done looking. "Yeah, it was pretty hot." she said. "You're so… hot"
"Have a seat." I said "You came over just to tell me that? I questioned once she did.
"Well, Yeah…" she said with a smirk and ran her hand along my arm. "I have never met a girl as hot as you."
I looked down at her hand then I looked up and smirked. "you don't get out much do you?"
"I usually fall for straight girls." she responded with a blush.
"I don't really care whether she is straight. Everyone has a little lesbian in them." I answered
Michelle giggled and flipped her hair exposing her neck to me. I licked my lips and her green eyes locked on mine. she reached a fingertip up and traced my cheekbone with it until she stopped at my lips. She licked her lips as she passed her finger over my lips. I leaned forward and kissed her. when we separated I smirked and raised a questioning eyebrow, because her eyes were closed and she looked a little dazed.
"I… was actually… I saw." She stopped to regain her composure and pulled a paper out from her pocket. It was the Ad that Tori had made up to get a second roommate before she moved out.
"I don't think so." I heard coming from the other side of the table. I looked up and there was Tori with a peculiar look on her face.
"This, isn't your problem Tori, You're the one that is leaving." I answered.
"Jade, can we talk, alone?" Tori asked.
I looked at Michelle and smiled handing her my phone. "Leave your number on my phone, I'll call you."
Michelle did just that and left Tori and I alone. "You're a lesbian?" Tori said once Michelle had left.
"Looks like it." I responded and looked at the number and sent her a quick text.
"When you kissed -" Tori said.
"I said I was sorry." I interrupted.
"Why didn't you tell me?" She asked.
"So you'd get all freaky on me? no thanks it's freaky now I messed everything up and I lost my best friend in the process."
"I'm marrying Mike." I nodded. she didn't need to tell me that. "And I don't want-"
"Ha! don't flatter yourself, you are not my type. Besides I am not in need of anyone at the moment so you're safe from the big bad lesbian."
"Stop, you know I have no problems with that."
"Sure, " I said going back to doing what I was doing. "Are we done?"
"Jade…" I didn't look up. I'd cry if I did, because I was sure I was disappointing her. "Jade, I love you, I don't want to go back to when you hated me."
"I don't hate you Tori," I said honestly. "I'm embarrassed, now go. I have work to do."
"Fine…" she said. "See you later."
"Bye," I said and checked a text I had just received.
Jade: Sure come check the place out tomorrow
Michelle: Will I get to be your booty call every night?
I sighed and looked back up seeing Tori Just staring at me. "What?"
"Is she gonna be your new roommate?" Tori asked.
"She is in my masters program with me Tori. There are lots of things that we can do for each other. If you don't recall I hate sex." I lied. I loved vagina, I loved breasts, I hated penis. but Tori didn't need to know just how much I had changed. Not yet.
"Where would I fit in?" she asked, and I understood that she thought she might get replaced.
"Right on my couch every friday night movie popcorn and GNOs okay?" I answered. She smiled and I shot off another text.
Jade: I am in love with someone I can't have. I promise nothing.
Tori hugged me then. "Thank you," She pulled away and looked at the time on her phone. "Shoot I have a thing with Mike, I'll bring home dinner." she stepped away and I got a text.
"Okay," I responded looking down at the text.
Michelle: I can keep you busy.
I smirked at what it said and bit my lip. " Listen, I'm glad you know who you are now." Tori said softly. I looked up at her. "I should have hooked you up with Teresa."
I shivered and thought about the rehearsal. "Don't start acting like every gay girl is my type."
"What? she is the only out person I know. well… other than you." Tori responded.
"I'm not out… don't you have somewhere to be?" I asked.
"Yeah.. Oh gosh. Later!" Tori answered and ran off. I looked down at the text again. Yeah I guess she could keep me busy… as long as she knows… it is going no where. I responded.
Jade: I'm sure you could
A/N: ah... Michelle.. I like her. What do you think? Make sure you click that little button and let me know. Wish me luck on the replacement of my machine. Also you can follow me on Twitter skalpro. Hope to upload again next Wednesday, until then...Much love!- S.K.