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"What are you trying to do, Santana?" Blaine said after glee practice.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I said watching Brittany, Vanessa, and Kurt talk.

"You like Vanessa and that I'm fine with. What I don't know is if you're serious about this or you just want a one night stand with her."

"How could you say that?"

"Because of what I've heard about you. I know that I'm not supposed to judge a person, but this is my little sister we're talking about."

"Why are you so protective of her?"

"Because it's my fault she's deaf. I'm willingly to do a lot for her, but I need to know if you're serious about her."

"I'm not lesbian."

"I don't care if you're lesbian, straight, or bi. All I need to know is if you want to be with her for the long run."

Sighing I looked at Blaine and wondered how I was supposed to explain what I felt to him. It wasn't supposed to be this hard to figure out if I really liked someone, but I couldn't do it.

I had loved Brittany since I really got to know her, but I barely knew Vanessa and she was all I could think about. She just had something about her that made me feel drawn to everything about her.

With a shake of my head I grabbed my bag and left the classroom. I had to figure it out by myself and having Blaine stare at me and Vanessa and Brittany in the same room was too much.

As I walked through the hallway to leave the school I felt someone touch my shoulder gently. I spun around ready to tell the person off when I saw Vanessa staring at me with a worried look.

'Are you alright?' Vanessa signed quickly.

'I just need to think,' I signed with a sigh, 'I need to figure this out.'

'Can I help you with anything?'

Biting the bottom of my lip I nodded slightly and offered my hand to Vanessa. She looked at the classroom door before taking my hadn and letting me lead her out of the school.

'Tell your brother that I'll have you back before midnight,' I signed as we climbed into my car.

'Alright,' Vanessa signed and pulled out her cell phone, 'Where are we going?'

'I don't know.'

Vanessa nodded her head slightly and buckled her seatbelt. After driving for a few moments I looked over at Vanessa and saw her staring at the window with a smile on her face.

She had no idea where we were going and what I was going to do with her, but she seemed completely happy with whatever was going to happen. She knew what I could do to her and she didn't care.

Pulling the car into the park I stopped it and climbed out without saying anything. Vanessa was soon standing next to me with a confused look, but she didn't sign anything. All she did was take my hand in hers.

"Vanessa," I said making sure she was looking at her, "Please don't hate me."

Vanessa's confused look deepened as we stared at each other. I took a deep breath and pressed my lips to hers. My eyes instantly closed and I felt my heart start to pound. Kissing Brittany had never felt like this before.

I pulled back from the kiss and saw that Vanessa's eyes were closed too. Smiling softly I waited until Vanessa opened her eyes and looked at me. The moment she did I saw happiness in her eyes.

'I hoped you would do that,' Vanessa signed happily.

'I wanted to do that since I met you,' I signed calmly, 'But this is complicated for me.'

'Why is it complicated?'

'Because I love Brittany, but I like you.'

'Brittany is dated Artie though.'

'They broke up.'

'Then they got back together recently. Santana, Brittany told me today that her and Artie were together.'

Staring at the ground I shook my head and wondered when that had happened. Brittany said that she wasn't going to forgive Artie for what he said, but I knew that she was never one to stay mad for long.

I looked up at Vanessa and wondered what I was supposed to do next. I had never been the type of person to think about what I was going to do. I just acted on what I felt and everything worked out for me.

This was Vanessa though and she meant something so much more to me and I had no idea why. I didn't want to hurt Vanessa at all, but if I didn't think about what was going to happen she would get hurt.

'We can't do this, Vanessa,' I signed with a frown, 'I'll end up hurting you.'

'You'll hurt me either way, Santana,' Vanessa signed shrugging, 'At least this way we have a chance of happiness.'

'You actually want to do this?'

Vanessa rolled her eyes and grabbed the back of my head before pulling me into a kiss. Smiling into the kiss I threaded my fingers in her hair before pulling back and smiling happily at her.

'My brother is so going to flip,' Vanessa said grinning.