A/N: Hello! and a Merry Christmas Her Wednesday to you! I love you guys and I have a gift for you! This story is winding down Not finished but close. I don't really know how much more. This is pure fluff as the last chapter was much more angst than I wanted it to be. sometimes I can't make the characters do anything I want. Any way enjoy!

12

She took me to this Freaky Wax museum the next day. With all these awesome sculptures of horror movie monsters. I have been trying to drag her here since last year and she had refused. But I remember the last time I had suggested we go.

...Mike had gone home for Christmas break. It was Christmas eve and AMC was running a mini Walking Dead marathon. We sat together and was glad because Walking dead had been the only scary thing she had watched with me at all. "See. some of these are bound to be at the wax museum." I said.

"Sure… I like zombies on the screen I don't think I want to see them in person. jade I watch this show for the live people not the dead."

"Yeah yeah." I said and dug for my buzzing phone in my back pocket. I remember leaning across from her as I pulled and I felt her exhale and her breath hit me directly on my cleavage. I looked at her and she had blinked and turned her head. I should have known she wanted me then.

"Is that Beck?" she asked, her tone a little on the annoyed side. But she always talked about Beck like that especially when we were doing our thing together.

I looked at the Text. "Yup," I said and shot off a quick text. I don't remember what it was really it was something about me leaving him alone with his family and he wanted me with him.

"So are you leaving now?" Tori asked. I should have known then what my own feelings were because it was rare the occasion that I would prefer Beck's company to Tori's.

"Nope." I said and stretched settling back into the couch. she sighed and smirked as she leaned against me forcing me to cuddle which with her I never really minded as long as we were alone. I raised my arm and placed it over the back of the couch. She ended up practically laying on my lap.

"Can we watch something else please, My brain needs something else." Tori said.

"I don't' want to watch some watch romantic comedy." I stated.

"Okay, how about a straight up comedy?" she asked.

"Like what?" Tori took the remote from my hands and turned on netflix. she found a show about a women's prison. I quirked an eyebrow and waited for how this show could be a comedy.

I could feel her eyes on me as we watched some scenes from Orange is the New Black. Especially the sex scenes with two women. That has always been a turn on for me so I was completely beside myself as we watched together. after like four episodes, I got up letting her head drop on the couch. "I have to go." I said abruptly

"Its one in the morning." she said.

"I need to see Beck," I said reaching for my jacket.

"You what?" she said a little angrily. "Are you kidding right now? You promised you'd hang out with me.

It made me angry then of course it did. because I didn't understand why I needed to be with Beck and I sure as hell didn't know how to explain it to her. "Look I'll see you tomorrow at your parent's house for dinner."

"Whatever Jade, enjoy getting laid." Tori said and at the time I just thought she was jealous because her man was gone… I guess I know better now.

"Babe, you were right they do have Zombies from the Dead here." Tori said jarring me out of my memory. I look at the Zombie evolution display in front of me.

I smirked. "Remember Christmas?"

She frowned. "yeah…"

"I'm sorry. You should have kissed me It would have stopped me." I stated.

She looked at me and blinked. "It would have?"

"Well… It would have probably freaked me out…" I admitted.

She chuckled. "I guess you would have figured yourself out way faster though."

"Yes I would have." I answered and took her hand in mine. "When did you fall in love with me?"

She sighed and bit her bottom lip. "I knew I liked you the moment I laid eyes on you. when you were being a total gank for rubbing on your boyfriend." I smiled softly and waited for her to finish. "But I fell in love when you gave Beck that Ultimatum. My heart broke for you I wanted to go after you so bad."

"you did come after me."

"I waited an hour." She said with chagrin.

"I needed that hour." I said and brought us to a bench in front of a particularly grotesque scene from the scissoring. It was Tawny leaning over the body of her friend. The pretty one she started her spree with. There was almost something sensual about the posture. Tawny straddling her friend's hips. Her friends hands on Tawny's thighs. Fear in her eyes, but instead of ashen, she was flushed. "I was angry, and we wouldn't have become this close, because I would have blamed you for all of it."

Tori smiled and leaned on my side. "When did you know you love me?"

"Know?" I said and blushed. I couldn't tell her when I knew I loved her. How do you tell someone they knew they loved their spouse when they were having sex with someone else. "The day I found out I was gay I guess."

"how do you not know for so long Jade?" Tori asked.

"There are people that don't figure it out till way after they have lived their lives. I'm 26. I think I'm right on time." I answered.

"But how did you make that leap to me?"

"I realized there was no one I'd rather be with," I said shrugging. "Your engagement was killing me. It happened so soon after I had figured things out for myself. I didn't get a chance to even tell you I was gay and when I was ready to do it. you told me you were going to get married."

She reached out a hand and cupped my cheek. "I know exactly how you felt. I'm sorry you felt that way."

I leaned forward and kissed her. "Let's get out of here." I whispered.

She trembled a little and bit her lip. I smirked at her and shook my head as I stood and pulled her along with me. Outside of the Museum were Beck and Andre. Beck dangled my keys on a finger tip. I smiled and took it. He hugged me and whispered. "How was it?"

"chaste." I said. "We're taking it slow."

I turned to face Tori and I was a little shocked to see the jealousy there. "Sorry, It's just a hug I promise" Beck said.

I quirked a brow "Seriously?"

She rolled her eyes and walked away from me heading for the passenger side. "It's the hormones she ain't thinking right." Andre asserted.

I rolled my eyes. "And I'm PMSing." I walked toward my car waving at them goodbye/

I drove us back to the Hotel. we had decided to stay another night alone. We had been talking and figuring some things out. She sat silently texting on her phone as I drove. I peeked over at her. "Are you seriously mad at me?"

"No." Tori said.

"You know that I left that gorgeous man for you right? because I couldn't stand a Penis. and he Isn't a horrible lay.I'm just terribly gay." I said

Tori laughed. "Yes, I'm jealous of the time he stole from me."

"You should have taken it… but it really doesn't matter now." I said softly.

"I Know."

Later that night we sat in the room watching a movie. we were all talked out. As we watched, she trailed a finger along my knee absentmindedly. I shifted a little as she was nearing my ticklish spot. I didn't want to let her know where it was. she had never been close enough to touch it before. she shifted with me and her hand began to caress my inner thigh. I inhaled making my chest press against her. That was the thing that made her aware of me.

She turned to look at me, and I didn't know when my lips decided to attack her. Next thing I knew Tori and I were a tangled mass of limbs. Our mouths attached to the other. Her hands did things to me. My thighs my abs then back. she leaned over me. I had never been a bottom before. But Tori took authority from me. Her thigh added friction to my clit and I moaned. Shit, it had been at least a week since I had gotten laid. truthfully It had been something I had come to do very frequently.

"No no no… Ugh .. Tori." I said trying to stop her before I succumbed to whatever she wanted to do to me. "Tor… Babe I can't"

"Can't you?" Tori said her mouth trailing down my neck.

"We're going slow. I need you to stop or …" I said.

"Or what?" Tori said lifting my shirt up my body.

"I'm gonna… " I said and swallowed a moan because she began to grind her hips against mine and she whimpered. "Fuck…"

"I'll do it like a teenage dry hump. Just like that?" she said to me. She ground into me and watched my face. Her gaze held mine steady Until I couldn't escape the heat any longer.

"Shit!" I said. "Get off Torrrrr." I groaned the last It was too late because I did get off on that.

"Fuck Jade I want to touch you so bad." Tori said and her hips jerked erratically the moment she heard my release. I blinked and I started to laugh. She collapsed over me and looked up at me. "Why are you laughing?"

"Don't ever cuss again, It doesn't sound right coming from you." I said between chuckles.

She laughed at that and kissed my shoulder and neck."I'm sorry for this. I know you wanted to go slow."

"Well we did have all our clothes on." I stated and touched the wet spot on my jeans. "I guess this is what we could have done on Christmas…"

"Had we done this on Christmas… I wouldn't have."

"Don't say mean things about the baby, it can hear you." I said stopping her. I kissed her lips softly. "Don't resent it. I don't. It isn't like I could have given you the baby… Does he know now?" I asked wondering about Mike.

"No." Tori said rolling off of me and laying next to me.

"You have to tell him." I said softly.

"I know." She said with a sigh.

"I'm here you know. I'm not going anywhere."

A/N: A little Christmasy fluff just for you. I love you yes I do. Tell me that you love me too... just click that little button right down there, let me know what you thought there. hehehe you know I was thinking about the I love you song from Barney. Any way I post this story on a day I have dubbed Her Wednesday. so Next Wednesday on New Years eve I hope to have something else for you unless I get really drunk the days between now and then and just party till I drop. Remember you can check up on me on Face book and Twitter those links are up on my profile. you will definitely know if I'm still alive and not partying way too hard. SO until Next time! Much Love!-S.K.