December 24th

Christmas Eve. Usually by now I'd be drunk and out with Blaine or better yet fucking a debutante. Those particular ideas do not appeal to me right now. I have something better to do tonight and it doesn't involve alcohol (Although it did to begin with it) or going out at all. No, I'm quite content with staying right here.

It was snowing quite heavily. I climbed out of my jag and wrapped my coat around myself. The snow blanketed city streets, the one time I didn't take my camera with me. I would have liked to stand at the corner of the street and take a photograph looking straight down the street.

I walked across the street into a jeweller, one of many on this street. Every other Christmas I would only have to worry about buying something for Blaine and maybe my dad, now I had Kathryn to consider. So maybe she wouldn't expect something from me, maybe she doesn't deserve something from me, god knows she's not exactly on the nice list but I had felt compelled to buy the Ice bitch something. Don't ask me why.

As I entered the expensive jewellers three sales women approached me. The first I saw was blonde with large breasts, shown off by the shirt she was wearing (The buttons basically flew off the shirt). The second of the women was a red head, she was very petite and small with delicate cheek bones. The last was another blonde, with very long (And very nice) legs.

"Hi sir, welcome. Can I assist you in anything?" The first woman whose name tag read Bridgette asked me.

"Actually I'm looking for something for my step-sister."

The other two women grimaced and left my presence whilst Bridgette took me over to a glass cabinet.

"Are you looking for something in particular?"

"Well you see, she's kind of…special and I'd like to get her something really nice. Could you help?"

Bridgette leant on the glass case holding the jewellery, from my height I could see straight down her blouse into her cleavage. Bridgette turned and giggled when she noticed what I was staring at.

"This one's lovely" I commented, pointing to a silver chain necklace with a heart locket attached.

"Would you like to take a look?"

Oh I'd like to take a look at more than you're offering right now babe. "Yes thanks"

She pulled out the delicate piece of jewellery and held it in front of me.

"Would you try it on for me? I'd like to see how it looks"

Bridgette didn't hesitate for one moment. She practically thrust the necklace into my hands and turned around. I carefully put the expensive gift on her. She turned around and smiled like the idiot she was.

"Do you like?" She asked.

I picked up the locket which rested between her large breasts, she giggled as my hand brushed her skin. I fingered the small heart locket between my fingers if only so I could get a good look at both the necklace and her breasts.

"I like what I see" I told her.

She leant up to my ear. "Would you like to see more?"

I pondered on the thought. I could have bought the necklace for Kathryn then taken Bridgette out back and fucked her moronic brain into next week if I had wanted to but I didn't. Instead I bought the necklace, apologized to Bridgette and left the store before she could persuade me otherwise.

When I got home I went straight to Kathryn's room, bag in hand and knocked on her door three times. She didn't bother answering, she knew I'd come in anyway. As I entered she lay there sprawled out across the covers over her bed wearing a black dress with black tights and a grey coat, like she was either going to go out or had just got home.

"Been out?" I asked, stepping closer and closing the door.

"Actually Court and I were supposed to have dinner tonight, he called me all of a sudden and told me he couldn't make it – which in Court land means he's fucking another girl. Probably that Chelsea girl. God she's an idiot"

"Well you look nice if that's any consolation"

Since my father and Tiffany got married there haven't been many pleasant moments between us. We'd always bicker and quarrel and save the few days our parents were around we were hardly ever civil to each other.

"You just want to get into my panties" She smiled at me and sat up.

"Well I'm not going to deny it" I shrugged.

"What's in the bag?" She asked.

"Oh just a gift I bought for my bitchy step-sister. Nothing special really"

Kathryn practically leapt on top of me when I told her what was in the bag. Her body pressed up against my own as I held the bag high above her head, well out of reach. She whinged and bitched about not being able to get it but for the second time today I had the perfect view of something much better.

"Sebastian" She groaned. Her tits pressed against my chest.

"Kathryn" I groaned back.

"Stop being a jerk and just give it to me already"

I smirked. She never realised, she was too busy being the greedy, self centred ice princess. I picked her up with one arm and pulled her over to the bed. She didn't really comprehend what was happening at that moment but when I dropped her on the bed and got on top of her and pressed my dick against her she cried out. I'm not sure whether it was surprise or the pleasure I gave her.

"Alright baby. If you insist"

"I didn't mean like that" She said, calming down a bit.

The bag I was holding dropped to the floor, she wasn't as fussed with it. I crept my hands to her face and pushed her hair from her face she didn't flinch or make any witty remark like usual. Her hands found their way to my back and she began drawing circles on my back.

"One kiss?" I whispered so softly at first I didn't think she heard me.

She stopped her drawing and looked up at me with those mysterious green eyes. She licked her lips in a manor that I found sexy and then nodded slightly. Just a kiss. That's all I wanted for Christmas.

It's been forever since I've kissed Kathryn, we never really allowed ourselves to get this close to one another now that we were related. We knew we couldn't, we'd either fuck and regret it later or we'd tempt ourselves to the point that breaking away is extremely painful and leads to us finding alternate fucks or pleasing ourselves.

I leant in close to her face my lips didn't touch hers. Not just yet. I breathed in the scent of Kathryn. She smelt like Christmas trees, had she been shopping for a Christmas tree? That would be odd, we already have one.

"Just one Seb" She told me.

It was my turn to nod. Then I pressed my lips ever so softly against hers and kissed her. It wasn't anything that would blow her mind or mine but it was something. Her lips finally parted and let me enter them, our tongues danced to the music that our mouths made as we kissed. Her hands wandered up and down my back drawing patterns and such along my black coat whilst mine were lost in the silk she called her hair.

The kiss intensified, became faster and more passionate if you will. My tongue slid in and out of her mouth exploring her like the first time I had. My hands left the comfort of her hair and moved to her face, never below. She ran her fingers through my golden tresses and moaned into my mouth. That's when I knew she would pull away and pull away she did.

"Merry Christmas, Seb"

I got off of her and sat beside her, passing her the bag. She smiled and pulled out the velvet box that held her gift. As she opened the box I remember the look on her face. Her eyes brightened and her lips turned into a soft smile.

"Merry Christmas, Katie"

She turned around and I knew what she wanted immediately. I opened the clasp of the chain and put it on her, the locket dangled just above her cleavage and I must say it did look a lot better on Kathryn than it had on Bridgette.

"I love it"

I left it at that and left her room only because what followed after that could only be bickering and I'd rather leave pleasantly then arguing. So I left and retreated to my room for a well needed cigarette.

I stepped out on the balcony, it was snowing. There was an elderly couple walking by through the snow, they looked happy. I had wondered how long they'd been married. I think if I was ever to get married that's what I would want, I'd want to be married until we were both old and grey. Only everyone knows I'll never get married.

Three hours later I awoke from a short sleep I'd taken at my desk. By then it was 11.43pm. Almost Christmas day. I suspected Kathryn to be asleep because I heard no male voice coming from her room and I didn't think she went out.

As I started to run the shower for myself I heard tiny feet on the tiles and then a pair of porcelain skinned arms wrap around my waist. Only Kathryn can be that perfect. I turned around and came face to face with Kathryn dressed in a robe. My robe to be exact.

"Kathryn"

"Turn the shower off" She demanded. I did as she said.

I followed Kathryn into my bedroom. She sat on my desk chair and swung it around to meet my eyes. Her eyes trailed down my body until she met my crouch. She didn't notice that I was staring at her until I cleared my throat. She blushed and smiled like nothing had happened.

"I have your gift"

"You already gave me my gift, Kathryn. That kiss was enough"

"Well I have another for you, sit down"

She demanded that I sat so I sat at the end of my bed facing her. She got up off the desk chair and pranced over to just in front of me. At first I thought she was going to kick me in the balls. I was happily surprised when she didn't.

"What I'm about to do Sebastian is a one time only thing, so don't ever expect it again okay?"

When she said that I knew she wasn't going to hurt me so I just nodded and thank god I did. She dropped my robe. Her body was clad in this tiny silk Santa dress complete with black boots, black belt and Santa hat. My mouth literally dropped.

"Kathryn…"

"Shh"

My eyes raked over every inch of her body clad in the tiny dress. She moved to me and stood over my legs. I wanted to see so much more but at the same time knew if I pushed her she would stop and leave and right now if she left I would settle for fucking anyone.

Kathryn sat in my lap and it was the first time in months I'd be this horny by simply looking at a girl. Granted Kathryn wasn't just anyone she was my Aphrodite, the goddess of love and all things beautiful.

Her hair sauntered down in front of her shoulders, she flicked it back and bit her lip seductively. As she sat in my lap her dress rose and I could see the most part of her thighs.

"Undress me, Sebastian" She willed, placing her hands on my shoulders.

I gulped. I hadn't been this close to Kathryn (Well you know, anything like that) since the last time we fucked. That was such a long time ago I'd forgotten what it was like. If you had have told me a year ago that I would be related to the sexiest, most beautiful woman on Earth I would have laughed my ass off.

My hands moved to the back of her dress where the zip resided. I slowly unzipped the back, revealing the smooth silkiness of her porcelain doll skin. She gasped as my fingers brushed over the familiar skin on her back.

I grabbed the hem of her dress and went to pull it over her head but she stopped me. That was when I thought she would be her usual self and leave me all horny and alone. But she didn't, she stood up and put her hands on her hips. I got to my knees and kissed the place where her boots ended on her legs.

Slowly I unzipped both boots and removed them from her tiny feet. I kissed up her calves, relishing in the fact that I was never going to get to do this again. Her fingers brushed through my curls, fingering each one as I kissed her skin. She raised her arms as I got up and I lifted the tiny dress over her head taking the hat with it. I was surprised to say the least to find she was wearing no bra.

My fingers practically leapt to her panties when she was naked and I had to find the miniscule piece of self control I had left to stop me picking her up and fucking her senseless right now. She groaned as touched each breast attentively.

"Mmm, I missed this. I missed us" She confessed whole heartedly. I was amazed at her confession as Kathryn wasn't and still isn't one to let her emotions free.

I didn't say anything, anything I would have said would have ruined the mood and I was not going to do that, not now, not this far in.

She stepped back a few steps so I could admire her, she truly was (Still is) the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. You can't describe how amazingly perfect her body is, I mean it's like describing something you cannot see. It's impossible to do.

Her black panties still covered the part of her I wanted to see most. She licked her lips and began peeling them off her own body. I sat on my bed watching her carefully.

"Come here, Seb" She said in a seductive tone.

I stood in front of her, my eyes looking down at her. She looked up at me with her emerald eyes lovingly and stood on her tip toes to reach my mouth. As her mouth neared my own I pulled her panties down her thighs, eventually they fell to the floor in a pile of expensive black lace.

Her lips met mine, the kiss more intense then our last. Her tongue almost immediately sprung inside my mouth, I couldn't even close my eyes. Her arms swung around my neck, pulling me down to her height as she kissed me passionately. I didn't resist, how could I resist such a beautiful creature? I would give Kathryn the world if I could.

Kathryn began pulling my clothes off. She grabbed the hem of my sweater and pulled it up over my head and threw it to the ground. Her naked body pressed against mine as she once again went on her tip toes to reach my mouth. Her hands began the short process of removing the rest of my clothes.

Once we were both naked I pushed her up against the wall and kissed her mouth passionately, she groaned at the feeling of my erections so close to her.

"Tell me what you want, Sebastian" She moaned, tilting her head back so I could kiss all her sensitive spots.

"I want to touch you"

My fingers slid down her back to her ass as I lifted her onto my waist. She wrapped her legs around my waist and her arms wrapped around my neck for support.

"What else?"

"I want to taste you" I said, kissing her breasts and then taking a nipple into my mouth.

"Mmm mmm" She moaned, pressing herself into me.

"God, I want to bury myself inside you for all eternity"

Kathryn's body melted into me as she let a breathy moan escape her gorgeous lips. I took a breast into each hand as I thrust myself into her opening. She gasped at the obvious size of my cock as it entered her but I didn't stop. Kathryn liked a little pain with her pleasure.

"Seb" Her voice throaty.

I pushed inside her further, going faster and harder with every thrust. She only welcomed it with moans of pleasure and her nails digging into the flesh on my back. I kneaded the soft flesh that was her breasts as the other hand crept to her ass and gripped onto her hard.

Her back made thudding sounds at it slammed against the wall with each thrust, my balls slapping her skin. She closed her eyes and tilted her head back but I demanded she look at me.

"Look at me Kathryn. I want you to watch me, look into my eyes"

We stared into each other's eyes with all intensity. I don't know what it was but finally saw something behind the walls of her eyes, I think she was finally opening up to me after all these months.

Her walls started to clamp around my erection as I thrusted into her. She clenched me as she moaned several times before reaching her climax. She came not long before I did, my name the chant she poisoned her lips with. As was hers on my lips. I exploded inside her, my liquid filling her.

"Seb. Oh. God Seb" She panted breathlessly as I let her stand on her wobbly legs.

She barely stood when I let her go and it wasn't long before she collapsed into my arms. I took her over to my bed and placed her head at my pillow. Her eyes were half lidded with lust and passion for me, she looked absolutely amazing laying there sprawled out across my bed.

"Kathryn?"

"Merry Christmas Sebastian" She said, giving me a sweet chaste kiss on the lips.

"Kathryn?" I prodded once again.

"Yes?"

"I love you. Oh god. I can't believe I just said that"

Honestly I really could believe I just said that to her. To Kathryn, my part time lover and cruel hearted step-sister. I expected her to laugh in my face and call me a pathetic loser, but she didn't. Instead she smiled and kissed my lips again and then did the last thing I would expect her to do.

"I loved you once Seb" She revealed her emotions to me.

"What happened?" I asked as I pulled her shivering body close to me and wrapped my arms around her so her head rested on my chest.

"This. Being related"

"It hasn't changed the way I feel about you"

"Yes. But you are more strong minded then I am Seb. You don't care what people think about you. I had to teach myself not to love you"

"Did you succeed?"

"I thought I did. Until just now"

She closed her eyes and curled up into my arms like she was child nestling her father. I wrapped my arms around her tighter and pulled the covers over our bodies. She opened her eyes once more and gave me a small smile which I returned fully.

Kathryn Merteuil; My Christmas Gift.

So that's where I am now. With a sleeping Kathryn curled beside me. I'm trying not to disturb the sleeping goddess, I was actually going to wait until tomorrow to write this so I didn't have to turn the lamp on but I was afraid I would forget details. She looks so gorgeous right now, the tops of her naked shoulders aren't covered and all I want to do is kiss them and taste her skin.

Until next time, Sebastian.

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February 27th

Did she lie to me?

Earlier today I got home from the bookstore, I hadn't planned on going anywhere as the thought of staying inside my warm bed was much more enticing, but I realised I needed a new book to read otherwise I'd be bored out of my mind so I went out to the bookstore to find something interesting to read.

As luck has it I met an extremely polite and beautiful girl at the book store. She had shoulder length blonde hair and honey brown eyes that brought warmth to her pale skin. Her face adorned thin black glasses much like my own. I had bumped into her as I turned the corner into an aisle of books.

She dropped her books and I bent down to help her pick them up when I noticed how gorgeous she was.

"I'm so sorry. I didn't see you there" I apologized sincerely handing her the books.

"Oh it's fine. I probably wasn't watching where I was going either" She sipped the steaming coffee in her right hand.

"May I ask your name?" I asked her.

"Georgia Parkins. And you are?"

"Sebastian Valmont" I said as I went to extend my hand to shake hers but realised they were full.

"It's nice to meet you or rather bump into you" She giggled, it was a strange giggle, nothing like the bimbos at Manchester.

"Can I take you for a coffee or lunch maybe?"

"Uh, well..er" She paused. Honestly if she had said no I would have died. No one had ever said no to me, well not counting Kathryn. "Lunch would be nice"

We went to the counter and I payed for her books and the one I had picked out. She thanked me as we got into my jag and drove off to a restaurant close to my house.

"So Georgia, you must be new in town, I've not seen you at Manchester"

"Yeah. My parents recently broke up and my mother and I decided to try our luck in Manhattan"

"I'm sorry to hear that"

"Thank you"

It happened to be that I scored Georgia's number and a quick hand job in my car in the alley as she had to meet her mum. I said goodbye to her and jetted off home to brag to Kathryn. When I got home the house was pretty much silent as both our parents were still away.

When I got to the entrance of her bedroom door I thought she wasn't home because I couldn't see her or hear her. But then I thought maybe she was in the bath.

I crept quietly to the bathroom door and stopped at her bedside table where a brown paper bag lay. I wondered what lie inside the mysterious brown paper bag so I carefully (And as quietly as possible) opened it up and pulled out the insides.

The contents was both puzzling and surprising. To start off there was a packet of condoms (Not unlike Kathryn at all) and as I pulled out the second item my eyes widened and I felt my stomach to acrobatic moves inside.

A pregnancy test.

"Kathryn?" I questioned, knocking on her bathroom door.

Sure enough she was in the bath with a cloth over her face and steam rising from the water. She didn't move to cover herself up as I entered, I could clearly see every inch of her body.

"What do you want Sebastian? Can't you see I'm having some alone time…that means without you"

"I met a girl today"

"Good for you" She retorted.

"She's nice. Very beautiful and intelligent"

"And you're telling me this why?"

I stopped. Right. I was just telling her this to get over the fact that she had an open package of a pregnancy test in her room. How was I supposed to ask her what it was for without having my neck slit?"

"Kathryn may I ask you something?"

"What is it Valmont?"

"First I need you to promise you won't throw anything at me or hurt me physically in anyway"

"Fine"

I looked at her naked body. "Are you pregnant?"

She shot up and pulled the cloth from her face. It was the funniest sight I'd seen in a long time. Her eyebrows knitted together in fury.

"What? Are you mad?"

"I saw the open pregnancy test in your room"

"You've been snooping in my room?" She got up and wrapped a towel around her body.

"Well no, or sort of. I came in to talk to you and it was just laying there and well I just kinda picked it up and-"

"And decided you'd be crazy and ask if I was pregnant?" She stormed off into her bedroom.

"Well I mean, how crazy would I be really? The amount of sex you have, really I would be surprised"

She shot me the most disapproving death glare I'd ever met. "Get out now"

"Are you Kathryn?"

"Am I what?"

"Pregnant"

"It's none of your fucking business if I am or not. Now get out, I'd like to get dressed"

"Like you haven't gotten dressed in front of me before"

"Fine. Get out because right now I'm ready to kill you"

I walked over to her and pulled the towel from her body. She pulled out a pair of panties and bra and placed them on her vanity table. I picked them up and dressed her in her bra and panties.

"Kathryn, if you are you can tell me"

"Why would I tell you?"

"Because you love me" I smirked.

"No. I loved you" Ouch.

"Kathryn can you stop being a bitch for a minute and just tell me?"

"Fine. Okay! Jesus Christ. Yes I am fucking pregnant okay!? Now will you please get the fuck out of my room!?"

Wow. I stood there, mouth open and staring at her like an idiot. Kathryn the ever so careful, reputation loving bitch queen got herself pregnant. Who is the father though? Court maybe? Although I think Kathryn would know well enough to wear protection with that jerk.

"Was it me?"

"Was what you?"

"That you…pregnant?"

"What would make you think that?"

"Well we had sex like…2 months ago and well we never used protection I just thought"

"It's not you" She said emotionless, it scared the living hell out of me.

"Are you lying?"

"No"

"Yes you are"

"Sebastian I wouldn't be as stupid to go get pregnant to my idiotic step-brother"

I left her room. I wasn't sure if she was lying. I spent the most part of the evening at my desk pondering on my own thoughts and shit like that before I started writing this entry. Now I don't know what to do. Did she lie to me? Why would she? If it is mine what will we do?

Until the next entry, Sebastian.