Should I put out a warning for talking about a vagina a little too much? Eh, anyways...enjoy! And don't get too mad! Plus reviews always make my day so feel free to leave one~
Sakura wanted nothing more than to forget about today's confrontation with Gaara. Everyone close to her had been expressing their concern for her and Sasuke's daring relationship. The Haruno sighed, letting her shoulders shrug. If you can call this sort of thing a relationship…it's a hook up.
People didn't really know they were planning on having sex in just over 12 hours from now, expect maybe Ino. Kakashi probably knew as well since he was so keen and could see these things coming. But Gaara didn't know, nor did she want him to.
The rosette looked back into her own green eyes through her mirror, trying to find some sort of answer. And the more she looked into her own eyes, the more she wanted to look away and not face her inner turmoil. Look at yourself, Sakura. Look at the pain your causing yourself.
Doubt.
Fear.
Sadness.
Anger. She closed her eyes a moment after that, clenching her fist to her side. "If people would just stay out of my business then I wouldn't feel like this!"
It was their fault, right? It was all their fault for sticking their noses in a place it didn't belong. True, Sakura was excited and nervous for tomorrow, but nothing that anyone said was going to stop her. And she wanted those words - especially Gaara's - to just leave her mind so she could take care of business and think about tomorrow.
Which is what brought her to the bathroom in the first place. The shower water had been more than warm by now, starting to fog up the mirror she was looking into. Sakura simply shook her head and decided to focus at the task at hand. She stripped out of her around the house clothes, which consisted of shorts and a simple tee-shirt, and took off her undergarments as well. Then her jade eyes slowly fell to down her pale body. She found her own hands cupping around her breasts, thinking about tomorrow.
Oh man, I have to be butt ass naked tomorrow. He's going to see how…small these are! She squeezed herself a bit tighter, then let go. Still, she poked them a bit in a disappointed manor. At least I'm in decent shape and I have a nice ass.
She never much worried about her confidence level, because there was some. Sakura was confident enough to know she looked average and could compete with other girls - the only part she gave herself a hard time about were her smaller breasts.
Nevertheless, she looked down even further, past her stomach and navel, to her nether regions. She looked at her small pink curls, then over at the razor sitting on the tub side with the shaving cream. Sakura look in a long breath, then released it. "Time to shave. This will be interesting…" Without delaying any further, she stepped into the shower and shut the curtain.
Today was the day she lost her innocence. Everything pure about her was going to dissipate after what her and Sasuke were planning to do. After today, Sakura would no longer be a virgin. All throughout the school day she seemed to be in her own little world, fantasizing and worrying about what it was going to be like.
She kept asking herself all sorts of questions, like how long it would last, if they would do it more than once, and…how big Sasuke was. They hadn't sent pictures to one another, but the curiosity still remained. Would he have some giant dick with its own nickname like cockasaurus? Or would it be rather small and would she get nothing out of sex? She was hoping he would just be average and it wouldn't destroy her fragile insides. But she didn't want to be disappointed either.
Her mind swarmed with questions about sex and what it would feel like. Thankfully her parents never got home before late, so her and the Uchiha would have plenty of time to enjoy one another.
"There you are." A hand suddenly squeezed around her left bottom cheek, then lifted and grazed over her hip and up her rib cage. The hand's journey came to its end, resting on her left shoulder. Sakura had gasped at the sudden squeeze her ass had received but knew who the culprit was at the sound of his voice. She had been caught off guard in that moment, though she grinned and looked to her right to see the Uchiha staring right back. There was that sexy, crooked smile of his again. And from the look in those dark eyes of his, Sakura could literally feed off his horny levels.
"Sakura, we don't have more than a few more hours…" That hand of his on her shoulder slid back down her ribs to her waist. Chills were sent up and down her spine as he pulled her a little closer. Their gaze was still locked and as intense as ever. And her heart wouldn't stop beating into her throat.
Their gaze broke as he moved downward slightly, closer yet to her face. His hair fell into his eyes - why was he getting so close like this? Her green eyes widened, heart beating faster.
Is he going to…kiss me? But…not here! Of all places with only a few hours left, was Sasuke really about to randomly kiss her in the hall of the crowded school? She had only stopped at her locker to grab her books, not be kissed by the Uchiha. This was so sudden.
His hot breath puffed against her neck, and up slightly to her left ear. He had maneuvered her to standing before him, so close, with his arm around her. Sakura could feel part of his body against hers they were so close. But it was just her ear, not her face he was aiming his lips for. "…Are you as excited as I am?"
One last puff of breath was released into her sensitive ears, giving her goose-bumps. It felt like her confidence level took a dive, since today was the day they were actually going to…bang.
As Sasuke pulled away, she did best to compose herself so he wouldn't see how flustered she had become. Sakura nodded slightly, moving her green eyes over his shoulder, down the hall. "Y-yeah…" Her eyes suddenly locked with a blue-green pair, which were narrowed slightly as if angered. And then she looked up to see the ball of spiked, red hair. Like she had told him yesterday, anyone could see a full head of tomato-red hair from a mile away. And as Sasuke had pulled at her and teased her, Gaara was right down the hall carefully watching.
Before she could even begin to panic, knowing that Gaara had just seen this, things took a turn for the worst. The Uchiha's other hand suddenly came up to her rosy cheek, and turned her head slightly to look back at him. Her gaze was no longer with the green-blue pair, but now back with a dark, brooding onyx pair.
"You seem very nervous. Is something wrong?"
His hand slid away as she shook her head slightly. At some point, he had also removed his other hand from around her waist. Now they stood closely in front of each other with little room to spare, eyes locked. "I'm excited too, but it is my first time…so, it's only natural I be a little on edge."
Or maybe I'm even more on edge because Gaara was straight up staring at me with Sasuke fondling me…
Sasuke's devious grin returned, "No matter what kind of a front you put up to be bold, you still are just the cute, innocent Sakura." Once again, she felt his fingertips graze her cheek, then sink down to her chin. He lifted it ever so slightly and pulled her just a little closer. "How about a kiss before we go our ways? I won't see you till your place…"
A…kiss?
Her heart kicked into overdrive at his proposition. He wanted to kiss her, and Sasuke didn't even know that Gaara was just down the hall with his eyes on them. Or did he know? Was he really just screwing with her? She didn't want to deny kissing the Uchiha since they would be doing that and so much more soon, but there were so many people around…so many eyes on them.
Her nerves got the best of her. Sakura backed up slightly and pulled her chin from his light grasp, tuning her head away. "It's only a few more hours away. I can control my hormones…" And then her green eyes met with his dark ones, her backbone boldness kicking in. "…Can't your control yours?"
She could tell he was a little upset - she just rejected him. He wasn't joking about kissing her just then. But she didn't feel guilt about it. Sasuke kept that smug look on his face as he began to move away past her, "Guess I'll just see you at 3:30." The rosette didn't even bother to turn around and try to smack his ass or do anything funny. She just rejected the Uchiha and hurt his pride, and he seemed pretty upset no matter how much he tried to hide it.
All she did want to do was look back up into the crowd to see if the red-head was still there watching. Finding him wasn't hard to do, though the only thing she caught on Gaara's face was a grin and a relieved look before he turned down a hall and disappeared. Sakura shook her head, turning back to her open locker to gather her things for the last two periods of the day.
Alright, so I rejected Sasuke and his best friend seems pretty happy. I wonder what happened between those two…
She shut her locker and began down the main hall to head to her next class, Math, with Ino and her teacher Asuma. Little did she know, Gaara had just talked to Sasuke beforehand, Gaara becoming the victor of their argument over Sakura.
"You can do this Sakura, come on…." The Haruno found herself in her bathroom again, looking into the mirror. It was Friday still, just before 3:00. In half an hour, the Uchiha would be over. But she stood in the mirror to psyche herself up. She was a pure, innocent, untainted girl who hadn't gone any further than a peck on the lips for a kiss. Yet today she would be getting herself a home run. This was a huge leap to take, and of all times, she was beginning to question if she was ready.
Sakura really had been putting up a front all week to return Sasuke's advances. Under her confident front, she was just a junior in high school who had never experimented or mingled before. She was going to do everything, today, with a man name Sasuke Uchiha.
"Why am I doing this?" Sakura stared long and hard into the mirror, into her own jade eyes. And she was determined to answer her own question. "Because I really like Sasuke and he likes me too. When else am I going to get this chance? After all, I'm just any other girl. I'm nothing special. And he's showing interest in me. Of all the girls he could get, he wants me!"
A smile came upon her lips and she started to feel better about her decision. "I'm curious about sex - now I can finally know what this is!" She was doing a good job of talking herself up, but something else came to her mind…
"Is Sasuke…really the guy I want to lose my virginity to?"
Her hands were on top of the bathroom counter, and she leaned forward into them, her eyes cast into the light-blue tile. Just over a month ago, he showed her how much he really cared about her. That's when Sakura did her best to let go of Gaara, and really began to like Sasuke. The two of them really had something going. But what about dating? Now that Sasuke was going to taint her and take away something so special, was it correct to assume that they would start dating?
That was something else she didn't think about. Were they going to be together after this? Did he really still care about her?
Sakura lifted her eyes from the blue tile back to the mirror, back into her own green orbs. "Should I ask him about that before we get into it? He likes me enough to do this, so…we'll just start dating or something, right?" Sakura always asked herself too many questions and got herself too worried. She lifted her hands from the cold countertop and quickly slapped both of them to her cheeks. "Sakura! This isn't the time to worry about suck trivial things! You have business to take care of before he gets here!"
Without waiting any further, Sakura pulled her pants and underwear down, throwing them off to the side. The rosette grabbed up her razor she used last night and started to inspect her womanhood. She had to make sure she didn't miss any spots, after all. Last night had been an epic struggle like never before, lifting her legs up further than she though possible, and all that bending. Plus there were so many cracks and crevices down there that she couldn't even see all of where the hair grew down there. Sakura had to feel around down there, and shave the spot blindly when she felt hair. It had been such a pain in the ass, but she wanted to be smooth.
Waxing was way out of the question though, since shaving was bad enough.
Sakura kept looking around down below and found a few spots she had missed, quickly taking care of them with her razor. The Haruno had to admit though that it felt nice to not have any hair down there. It was very soft, and smooth. It looked much different too without any pubic hair whatsoever.
Sakura finished up her task in a few minutes, rinsing out her razor afterwards. She couldn't help but turn around into the large bathroom mirror and admire the work that had taken her so long to do last night. "Wow…" She grazed a few of her fingers over the visible area just below her naval, "…its smooth as silk."
And then there was a knock on her door. Never before in her life had she thrown on her panties and a pair of pants so quick.
Oh my god, he's here. Sasuke is here! I took to much time!
Sakura quickly brushed out her hair, then exited the bathroom. Her heart was pumping blood faster than it had before. She walked up the hallway and to the front door, getting her first glance at the Uchiha.
And she froze. The second she answered that door, he would step into her house, and they would begin their sex escapades. Upon seeing him, her stomach began to churn and flip with butterflies, with a mixture of the impending doom feeling. Her nerves were more raw than they ever had been.
This is it…
No longer could she delay this. The Haruno swallowed hard and walked up to the door. She didn't look at him though; just the door handle. Her hand wrapped around it, and she turned the knob to let it open. Her heart was thudding so hard she could feel it in her ears, and the feeling in her gut only sank further. Her mouth started to dry out as well.
"Hey," she muttered as she backed away from the door, letting the Uchiha inside her house. He wore a tight grey tee-shirt with white designs on it, and a rugged pair of jeans. She still had yet to look at his face, but she could see his strong arm muscle flex as he lifted his hand to shut the door behind himself. And like a proper gentleman, he kicked his shoes off at the door.
"Hey to you too."
A few images started to run through her head, of both of them being naked, then of him groping her bare chest, and also of him licking her…pussy. She imagined the two of them making out in the matter of seconds. None of these thoughts helped her nerves any because she didn't know how to do or react to any of it. She didn't know how any of it would feel or if she would even like it.
"Sakura?" The rosette jerked her head up from her daze to look right at Sasuke. Right into his dark eyes.
He can tell, can't he? For a moment they both stood there, looking into the others eyes. Sasuke seemed very calm and collected opposed to his usual horny self. He seemed like a much different person out of the school setting. Sakura on the other hand was panicking on the inside. She was nervous beyond belief and felt like getting sick.
Then a gentle smile came onto his lips, which somehow soothed her slightly. "Why don't we sit down?" Usually it would be the guest being asked to sit down, but as she thought, he could see how nervous she was. She nodded, and the two of them walked the sort distance over to her couch before seating themselves next to each other. Sasuke comfortably leaned back into the sofa, resting his right arm on the couches arm. He glanced at the Haruno, noticing how upright she sat and how tense she looked. Sakura didn't know what to say or do now - she was froze up.
Do we just start kissing now? Or do we talk? But that makes it awkward and I-
"Sakura…" Both of her hands had been positioned on her legs, her eyes gazing at them. But she saw, then felt, Sasuke's hand come on top of hers. Her eyes shifted to the right to look at the man that had just spoke to her. Just having him touch her gently like this helped, too, though not nearly enough. Even the smile he gave off…it wasn't enough. Sakura didn't have it into her to just jump into something blindly. "You look like you've seen a ghost."
She was going to have to tell him, or all this week would be in vain. With doubt spread across her face, Sakura reluctantly looked away, "Sasuke, I'm nervous. I've never done anything before…"
The hand that had been atop of hers now came up to her chin once more, and Sasuke directed her face toward him. He wanted to make sure they could look at one another. "I know. You have nothing to be embarrassed about." His thumb grazed her cheek before it lifted onto the couch above her. Sasuke scooted himself closer to the Haruno, with his left arm resting on top of the couch. Now he brought his other hand back to her porcelain face. It was warm, and pink around her cheeks. The Uchiha looked into those jade eyes of hers, then smiled faintly. "I'll take care of you, Sakura."
He got her to finally return the same smile he had worn. Sasuke could indeed read her like a book, and he could see she was now feeling better with his charmed words. Sakura was peaking back up and no longer doubting herself in her choice, just as he hoped.
He dropped his hand, now confident she was ready. "How about…" He moved in even closer now, watching green eyes start to glaze over in a romantic way. "…we start with a kiss?" True, her heart was still beating rapidly from her chest, and there was a pitter in her stomach, but it was a good feeling.
She felt warm.
She felt special.
She felt loved.
She moved forward, as he did, feeling his hand on her waist. He helped pull her a bit closer as she slowly closed her jade eyes. And when she had them closed, she felt their lips touch. It was so soft and delicate she wanted to melt. She backed away just slightly, only to feel his lips press harder into his. It felt a little wet to - it was his tongue.
Sakura complied and went for it. For the first time, she opened her lips and felt another tongue press into hers. And quickly, both of them started to feel that hunger for the other. Sasuke sliped his arm off the couch and wrapped it around her delicate form, pulling her even closer as their mouths stayed together.
She could feel it now- feel what was right to do. Sakura moved herself forward and up, gliding her tongue across his again, her hands coming to the back of his neck. But she truly decided to be bold. She slid one of her legs across his lap, straddling the Uchiha on her own couch. She levitated above him slightly, again letting their forceful mouths meet again to keep the kiss going.
It was so fiery and passionate and she could already feel something happening to her womanhood. It was growing very warm and starting to feel damp. And for a moment their kiss paused, their eyes meeting for a moment. It was a very intense gaze, and though it was only momentary, both saw the same drive in one another. Both could see the eagerness and feel the insane hormones coursing through their veins.
Sakura closed her eyes and kissed Sasuke again, already knowing how to kiss him back. Their tongues met again, jaws moving and opening together, lips wet, bodies close. A great heat was working up - Sakura could feel it. And she had to fight for breath, gasping between their touching tongues for air. It was more like a pant, but she didn't want to stop what they were getting into.
But after a minute, she felt him shift. Sakura paused from the intense kiss and sat on his lap, only to feel something big below. She didn't gasp though…it felt rather good to press herself into it.
Both of them were still panting slightly from the intense kiss and his hands still remained around her. Sakura looked right into Sasuke's eyes, seeing that bedroom look. She knew what this meant.
Their gaze remained and he decided to speak what was on his mind - the next step.
"You want to show me where your room is?"
T.B.C.
