Hey guys! This is what happened with Dean, Cas, and Meg before they went to pick up Sam and Gabe. It is a mix between Megstiel and Destiel. It's from Meg's perspective. Enjoy! p.s. it's fairly short.


Those idiots managed to get us kicked out with 45 minutes left. Great. Now we have to stop off somewhere for lunch for Dean. I swear, Cas would do anything for that guy. Even give up an army, but he already did that with the Leviathans in him. Yes, it might have destroyed him mentally, but he did it. He should just get with Dean and be done with all the eye-sex. God, its horrible being in a room with them without all this extra lust stuff, but now? I'd say God help me, but he can't. Not even the devil could help me now. We've stopped at the greasiest diner in town, and Dean managed to order the most unhealthy thing on the menu. A double cheeseburger with everything on it and extra onions, Sam would shiver. I got some fries, just for the taste.

As we sat down I smirked at how Cas chose to sit on my side of the booth with a sheepish look at Dean. Since we had 45 minutes and I couldn't imagine that eating would take that long, I asked, "So, Cas, are you up for a having some fun and ordering some pizza?" Dean's knee hit the table, proving that he remembered what I did, and Cas just looked confused. The cute little dork.

"Why would we order pizza when we are at an establishment that provides perfectly good food?"

I leaned in closer, mostly just to get a reaction from Dean, and whispered in his ear, "I wasn't talking about the food." Something clicked in Cas' brain and I saw on his face that he was finally catching on.

"If you're referring to the pizza man," he responded with his eyes on mine and in a hushed tone, "then yes, I remember, and it was a good memory." I could of sworn that I saw something resembling desire in Castiel's eyes, but I wouldn't let myself believe it. Over the past few months that I had spent looking over Cas, I have to admit that I got kinda a soft spot for him. At first I was still pissed from when he threw me into a ring of holy fire, but what can I say, I like guys that take charge. Then, when he had kissed me in the warehouse, I was just plain shocked. I had used the trick of kissing someone to loot them more times than I could count, but never, never, had someone decided to take charge and flat out push me against a wall, me being a demon and all. I gotta say I liked it.

Anyway I knew that Cas had grown an attachment to me too, but I also knew that he would never initiate anything, because as much as I hated it, I knew that he loved Dean too much. And I loved Cas too much to ever actually start anything meaningful. Knowing him he'd probably feel obliged to do whatever I wanted, but I knew that it would be eating him up inside. As I came back to reality, I realized that Cas and I had been just staring at eachother for way longer than an acceptable amount, but I sure as hell didn't wanna break eye contact. I did though, when Dean spoke up.

"Uh, guys? Disgusted human over here trying to eat? Do you mind?" I could hear something of pain in his voice, nearly undetectable. I hadn't meant for anything to happen that would hurt Dean, because, as much as I didn't like to admit it, I actually liked him. He reminded me, in a way, of a demon with his ruthlessness, but he was also pure somehow; fighting for what he believed in. I could relate to that. And I knew how much Dean meant to Cas and that's why I was only trying to tease them, not actually initiate something that would make them feel this uncomfortable. Truthfully I was rooting for them. I mean, sure, I would be lying if I said that I didn't wanna be with Cas in a nonsexual way, but anyone with eyes could see the unresolved tension between him and Dean. Maybe if it was just sex it wouldn't have consequences… yes. That's what I would try to do. I would somehow convince Cas to have sex with me and relieve this lust crap. That way I could feel at least a small amount of closure, but Cas could also end up happily with Dean, eventually. I knew that it wasn't likely that I made it out of this Dick and Crowley business alive, but I knew that I had to at least try. And hey, saying that I died a demon who had banged an angel is not a bad achievement. I quickly backed away from Cas and looked over at Dean.

"Sorry, Dean, but what can I say? Cas makes my meat suit all gooey. And is it really that bad of an idea?"

"What, having Cas sleep with you? Ya that's a pretty fucked up idea."

"Well think about it, you guys have a lust spell on you. Wouldn't it wear off if you were to be... satisfied? I mean that is exactly what you were planning on doing tonight right? Find a chick and hook up with her? Well why would it be so bad if Cas and I did the same thing?" Throughout my argument I could see something in Dean's eyes. It was something that showed that he knew I had a good point, but also showed that he didn't want to accept it. Wow, this lunch was turning out nice. Nobody seemed to want to answer my question.

With a tentative voice, so as not to create more tension, Cas asked, "What do you think is taking Sam and Gabriel so long?"

Dean just bent his head down and muttered, "You know, I really don't want to know and I'm hoping I don't find out. If there are doing what we all think they're doing, then I just hope we don't get all the details."

"Really," I asked, "you won't be angry at Sam? I pegged you as some stupid homophobic hunter. No offense."

He sneered at me but continued, "No, I don't really care... what people get up to in their own time is their business. And, I mean, come on, Sam's my little brother! I wouldn't let him go over something so stupid. Thats just silly."

"I'm truly glad you see things that way, Dean," Cas replied, gaining raised eyebrows from both Dean and I. He quickly continued, "We are all God's children, after all."

Thank goodness Dean decided to finish his burger then, I didn't know if I could stand another one of Cas' speeches. But he did decide to order pie (what is it with that man and pie?) since we still had about 15 minutes before we were supposed to pick up Gabriel and Sam. Those 15 minutes of pie eating were accompanied by a rather awkward silence while Dean just started down at his apple crumble in a brooding mood and Cas' eyes flickered between him and me. I swear, if I had to spend everyday with these two I would probably die. I can't imagine how Sam does it. It must be so awkward for him. Oh well, I would have to talk to him about it later. Dean finished his pie quickly and gave our waitress a rather large tip and checked her out while she walked away. This guy needed help.

We left and shortly pulled up to the police station and asked for Sam and Gabriel. They came out after a few minutes and Sam got in the front seat. I noticed him look strangely at Cas and Dean then turn and look Gabriel with a knowing expression. Weird...


So I hope that this chapter was ok... We kinda rushed the end because we wanted to update. Please please please tell us what you think of this fic so far, your reviews are like life to us. Next chapter will have all of the gang back together again and most likely be from Dean's perspective. Until next time!