Chapter 2

Things Shuichi needs to know.

Dear Diary,

Shuichi is currently sleeping in the hospital bed next to me. It tears my heart that he doesn't remember me but everyone else that comes to visit him. It seems he has repressed all his memories of me. I feel like my heart has been ripped in two. Other than his repressed memories Shuichi is basically fine a few scratches and bruises here and there, but other than that he is doing okay. Shuichi is to be released today and the only matter is where he is going to go. Either home with me or to home with his parents.

"Umm what are you writing in?" Shuichi asked.

"My diary. Want to here what I wrote?"

" Sure I would love to, if it is okay with you?" Shuichi hoped that Yuki wouldn't mind.

" Nope, I was going to let you read it anyway, to help get your memory back." I stated and started to hand the book over to Shuichi.

Shuichi interrupted, " NO … I mean would it be okay if you read it to me?"

" Yes if you would like me to."

"Yeah I would." and with that I started to read Shuichi my diary.

When I finished reading my diary I notice Shuichi's eyes were wide with surprise.

" Why do you hide all these things from me," Shuichi asked.

" I do it because my heart was already broken and I couldn't stand to let someone break it.," Yuki stated.

"I'm sure he…. I mean I would never do such a thing," Shuichi said with wisdom in his voice , "Yuki do you really gallop through your hallways?"
" Yes.. yes I do." I said with a small blush on my face

" I do the same thing. High five!" Shuichi raised his hand up and Yuki hit, " Down low….. To slow.

"Hey, I am not slow you are simply to fast." I stated

" Is that so . I think you are slow. Yuki is slow ,Yuki is slow Yuki is slow!" Shuichi sang.

" Fine if I am slow than you are even slower" Yuki said jokingly.

"Hey that is not very nice." with that the two of us went on and on about who was slower .

A few minutes later

" Ummm hello sorry to interrupt, but I have come to say that Shuichi is ready to leave.," the nurse said.

" Ummm Yuki… do… do you think that maybe…. Umm I could… maybe …. Go home with you?" Shuichi muttered the last part, but I clearly understood what he muttered.

" Yes if you would like. " I did a heck yes in my head, but obviously Shuichi saw right through me.

At home

Dear Diary,

Hehehehehehehe writing in my journal while Shuichi is sleeping on my lap. I am thinking of ways to make him remember me . Hmmmmmmmm. I think I will make a list. You know what I think I am obsessed with lists but anyway.

1- Keep on going on with life and maybe one day he will remember.

2- Do all the things we did as a couple (excluding the bad ones) and hope it comes back.

3- Tie him down to a bed. Get a whip and force it out of him.

4- Start over and relive our past.

Okay I have came up with all these things. Now I will see which one I should do. (will be in italics).

1- Keep on going on with life and maybe one day he will remember. - no, because he might remember why he left and that would be bad.

2- Do all the things we did as a couple (excluding the bad ones) and hope it comes back. - no, because the bad times brought us closer together.

3- Tie him down to a bed. Get a whip and force it out of him. - no but I could use that as a game when we have sex. Mwhahahahahahahahaahha

4- Start over and relive our past.- yes and then maybe it will come back and we will live happily ever after. Yay go #4!

So I will start off with numbero fouro tomorrow. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. But right now I will fall asleep with Shuichi on me. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE Good night.