A/N: I'm back: Looks around: why is the morgue here? Oh god! Ok I'm sorry I took so long ok? I just have had a lot to do! Anyway here's part three of my hiei/bui fic. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: does 'not mine' dance: still not mine!

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He stood at the edge of the woods, rain was soaking his clothes through but he didn't care. It hid his tears. "Hiei." He choked "Why?"

(Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with)

He could still here the cold words of hiei in his head. The heart ripping conversation:

"You can go now bui."

"What? But we just.."

"Well we're done aren't we?"

"Wh…What?"

"We're done. You can go…now please I'd like to sleep some before tomorrow."

"…."

"WHY are you still here? LEAVE!"

(Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by)

He bit his lip as more tears formed. It had meant nothing to him. It had just been a mindless one-night stand. A perk of being a lord. He sighed. He already missed the warmth of the smaller man's body….How it felt….even it had been just pretend, to be cared for.

(I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,)

Why was he still in this territory? Why? He had to let this go. He knew from the start that hiei wasn't in his league. Why couldn't he just leave? He turned to where he could see the lights of the palace of the lord. "Good hiei…My love." He whispered.

(Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to)

After all this time. All the searching. All the hoping…all of the tender words he had said last night. It was time to say goodbye.

(I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right)

He could still see the other man's eyes. Those proud haunted eyes. Those eyes that burned with hatred and yet called out for love. He shook his head. He shouldn't be thinking this way about hiei. He had to say goodbye.

(Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time)

He bit his lip. Every time he thought of what saying a final goodbye meant he would have the urge to not do it. To run into hiei's arms, to fall at his feet and beg for him. He had already done the later. He bit his lip hard enough to taste blood. "Hiei." He whispered.

("Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to)

He looked again at those soft lights. The glow of the lamps illuminating the home of the man he loved. He looked to the sky and caught his breath.

(And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star)

A shooting star was in the sky. He moved as fast as hiei did in a fight. He closed his eyes and thought again about hiei. How much he needed him. "Hiei." He whispered. He opened his eyes and knew what he had to do.

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Hiei sat in his study grumbling over what must have bee the thousandth sheet of paper he had to go over. Stupid job. Suddenly the door banged open and he looked up hand flying to his sword. His eyes were wide as he saw a rain soaked bui standing before him. "What do you want bui? I told you tha…" bui cut him off. "Let me be your concubine." Hiei was shocked.

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A/N: so what'cha think?