Warnings: mentions of shonen ai, set after Dressrosa arc.
A Letter of...?
Dear Luffy,
I don't know why I'm writing this letter to you, you probably can't read and this letter will end up in hands of Nami or Robin. Nami, if it's you, I will pay you a hefty sum if you destroy this letter without reading it, if it's Robin... you can read it, but don't dare to tell anyone about the contents, well, except if you decide to be generous and nicely tell to your captain I would be really grateful. If it's anyone else, piss off, there's nothing for you in here.
Alright.
Dear Luffy,
If by some miracle you are reading this letter you un-doubtfully by now checked who's writing and you're probably wondering why I would write you if we separated only a week or so prior. Well, it's all your fault.
Do you want to know why?
Because I simply can't get you out of my head. You're stuck in there like a very annoying song. I hate it. I feel like you're driving me crazy even if you're not near me, as a doctor I can say there's no medical condition causing this and it's all in my head, and that's a problem, it's my head, get out of it. You and your crazy piracy ways need to leave me, your strange sense of justice needs to be shaken off me, because ever since I've created that cursed alliance they have been clinging to me, and now every time I catch myself thinking of you – and that's way too often than needed – I want to shoot myself just to stop.
You're a disease Luffy, you're a disease that took over my mind and it's affecting my body, this is where I have to draw a line. I need my body perfectly functioning, steady, untouchable by emotion, everything I went through in my life made me the person I was. Yes, I was because now it seems I'm completely different person. You just tagged along to my revenge plan, helped to carry it out, but you in the mean time you managed destroyed all those different layers of my personality I build around myself to be strong. You tore it all sown, put on some basics for a 'new' me and left me at it.
Well, I refuse to be left alone. Because of you I have to morally rethink every decision I make. Because of you I have these unthinkable things happening to my body. I saw you at your weakest time and you saw me at mine. Thus, I believe we're supposed to be on equal grounds. And to be on equal grounds we need to be on equal standing, quite literally. That is why my crew changed my course to were separated, I know you may have changed your path by this time, but I will find you and we will have a discussion about how you're going to fix me. It's your responsibility, I'm not dealing with this alone.
I hate you,
Trafalgar Law
A.N. The idea for this was completely random, and the letter came out completely random too, it's something I wrote for fun and without any specific purpose or idea. I got inspired to write this while I was going through Taisi's stories, I didn't read many of them, but the summaries of them for some reason made me think of writing this. So here you go, I hope you've enjoyed this. ^-^
