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Abhijeet's heart forgot to beat He didnt find the courage to turn. He listened this voice before and after that their lives shattered badly. nothing left in their hands. Once again the fate was playing the same game. Once again they are going to be separated and this time may be FOREVER...
He turned with the hope.. the hope of reunion the hope of reconstruction. Abhnashi looked at his face, he found the same fear of losing which he himself experienced several years a go. Both started looking towards each other. They came out from their thoughts when the wall clock ... strikes 10.
Abhinash does not have the heart to break all the hopes he saw in the eyes of his bhaiya. He does not know what to name this urge.
He softly said: bhaiya aap ne dinner kiun nahi kiya..
Abhijeet averted his gaze with: bas dil nahi kiya..
jahan tak mujhe malum hai khaney ka taluq pait se hai...dil se nahi...
Abhijeet glared.
Abhinash glared back with: jaldi fresh ho ke bahar ayiye...me order kar deta hun..
And he moved out.
Abhijeet smiled: ye bhi teri tarah daantney laga hai...chalo fresh ho jata hun..per kal se to...
He sighed and sat back on the bed..lost...
Abhinash after ordering the food sat down and pressed his forehead.
bhaiya bahut akele ho chuke hain..kal me bhi chala jaun ga...per me rukun to kaise...shayed bhaiya ko mera ruukna pasand hi nahi..me...
He sighed then heard the doorbell. He recieved the order and after serving the food, he moved to call Abhijeet and found him staring at a photo on the wall..
Abhinash eyes went moist his mind moved back to past.
Abhijeet returuned from his college and he saw his Maa who is doing the house chores and looking irritated from some thing.
He asked: kia hua maa aap kuch pareshan...
Maa cut him: ye tum usi se jaa ke poocho ke kia hua...?
Abhijeet now understand the matter: maa hua kia hai?
Maa tiredly said: pata nahi kia hua hai... ye larka jab se aya hai... kamrey mein band hai ... khaney mein bhi wohi nakhra... ke ye nahi khana wo nahi khana...
Abhijeet said: acha aap shant ho jaiye me dekhta hun...
Maa : arey tu college se aya hai... thaka hua ho ga... us se magaz maari na kar... mood khud hi theek ho jaye ga...
Abhijeet said: maa... bina baat ki pareshan nahi hota Abhi...usey kuch to khatak raha hoga.. aisey mein me kaise chain se fresh hone jaun...or jab tak us ke pait se baat kuredi na jaye wo kuch bhi kahey ga nahi.. aap...khana dijiye us ka me dekhta hun...
Maa shook her head: tum na us ko bigar ke rakh do ge...
Abhijeet while side hugging her: arey maa... aik hi to mera bhai hai... chota sa pyara sa.. ab us ke bhi nakhrey na uthaun to phir kis ke karun...aap ke...
Maa hit him on his arm : chal ja... ja ke dekh usey...(Then she gave him a food tray) or khud bhi khana kha lena... us ko khilatey khilatey..
Abhijeet: me to aap ke hath se khaun ga...
Maa: acha...filhal to tu ja... baad mein dekhtey hain...
Abhijeet went and maa smiles.
He entered in Abhi's room and found him sitting on floor , cuddling his knees and resting his head on them. He bit his lip and moved forward sat down near Abhi, spread his hand on his head and called him softly: Abhi...
Abhi shook his head but didnt face his bhaiya.
Abhijeet again called softly, this time he use his special word.
Abhijeet softly: Abhi... beta kia hua han...
Abhi looked up his eyes were red due to continuous crying. Abhijeet's heart pinch , he opened his mouth to say something but before that Abhi hugged him tightly and started crying bitterly.
Abhijeet patted his back his voice increased.
Abhijeet said: bas...bas... shant ho jao... kuch nai hua bas... chup...
He calmed down a bit so Abhijeet separated him and said after cupping his face in hands.
ab batao...kis ne mere bhai ko kuch kaha... phir dekhta hun us ko me,,...
Abhinash sobbed: bhaiya... wo... wo...meri... maano... meri maano... (stopped) bhaiya...meri mano mar gai... bhaiya...(and he again started crying and hugged him tightly)
Mano was a cat to which Abhi daily gave some part of his lunch. Today when he went to school, he didnt saw her at the place. He asked to peon who informed him that mano died previous night.
Abhijeet patted his back: na beta rote nahi..aap aise royen ge to mano ko bhi dukh ho ga or bhaiya ko bhi na?
Abhinash nodded with: bhaiya mano wo..us car ne.. usey...
Abhijeet pulled him: aap ko aik mano chahiye na?
Abhinash looked up with : bhaiya aap do ge?
Abhijeet nodded: han beta dun ga..ap ko ek cute si mano la ke...
per ma...
me samjha dun ga unhein per us ke liye aap ko bhi kuch karna hoga...
mujhe kia?
khana khana parey ga..chalo utho..jao muh dhoke ao..
mujhe bhukh nahi..
Abhi...
mujhe mano ki yaad ati hai...bhaiya...
Abhijeet and made a bite said: mano ko aap roz khilate they na?
Abhinash nodded.
Abhijeet gave the bite in his mouth with: or kya kya karte they aap us ke saath...?
Abhinash strrted his bak bak session excitedly and Abhijeet continued his feeding session smilingly.
Abhinash smiled remembering how he used to get pampered. In next moment his smile vanished remembering how he was so jealous about Daya getting those care.
His thoughts ran as : kia me sach mein Daya bhai se jealous tha..ya..wo dar tha...apna haq khoney ka...par ager itni hi haq ki fiakar thi... to apne haq se muh mor kiun liya tha me ne...aj bhi aik bar phir se morney ka soch raha hun..
He jerked his head to sideline all those thoughts and moved inside the room,near to Abhijeet kept a hand on his back and called in a loving voice : "bhaiya..."
"hmmm" abhijeet turned..
chalein...?
tum khalo na please... mera dil nahi hai...
Bhaiya aap kha lo na ja ke...mujhe..nahi khana...
some ONE used this tone several years ago.
Abhinash spoke after a pause and with controlled but bit angry voice: chalenge ya me ghussa hun?"
Abhijeet smiled remembering some one and moved out with him.
Abhinash served the food for two and Abhijeet kept looking his matured brother. One face flashes in his mind. When HE was tensed on some thing, HE did his work silently like Abhinash doing now.
After he completed his task his mobile phone rang, it is an important call so he moved inside the room and Abhijeet went back to the last night which they spent happily.
ABHIJEET WAS GOING ON TRAINING NEXT DAY.
night.
He was on terrace, staring at the sky and thinking about past few years. How their father left them. How he became older than his age. How their mother sacrifices for their better future. tomorrow his is going to take first step towards his parents dream. In between some one also became the origin of his own dreams, his younger brother... who was like his own child for him. He doesnt want to left him . But he has to...
He was in his thoughts when he heard a sweet voice: Bhaiya...
He turned and saw his little brother..(not that much little, he celebrated his 12th birthday 3 days a go)
Kia hua Abhi...?
Aap kal ja rahe ho...?..(in sad innocent voice)
Haan..(nodded only)
Kab ao ge?
Teen mahine bad,...phir jahan posting ho gi wahan...
Bhaiya...(said with lump in his throat)
Hmmm...
He came nearer made a sad face: Bhaiya na jao na...
Abhijeet hugged him and Abhi started sobbing. He also had tears in his eyes.
He controlled him self and separated Abhi and said after wiping his tears: Beta nahi jaun ga to police kese banun ga...or aap chahte ho na me police ban k sare gandey logon ko maar dun?
He nodded.
Abhijeet: to phir muje thora bahut to seekhna ho ga na... warna wo gandey log muje maar dein ge...
Nahi aap ko kabhi koi nahi mar paye ga...(in confident tone)
Acha...( he said amazingly) or agar mara to...?
Me usey jaan se mar dun ga... (Abhinash chewed).
Suddenly Abhijeet's face changed its colour and Abhi noticed this.
Abhijeet said in angry tone: aisa sochna bhi mat (pointing his finger towards him) tumhe.. aik acha.. or kabil doctor banna hai... samjhey tum...
Abhinash started looking down in fear. When he didn't listen any voice more, he looked up and found his bhaiya looking at other side, showing his back which means he is angry. So he went near him and hold his hand like 3 4 years child. Sensing a touch Abhijeet looked and found his brother standing lowering his head.
He again started looking at other side when he heard.
sorry bhaiya...(in teary voice)
He melts and turned towards him and took him in a hug. Abhi cried for some time then become relaxed so Abhijeet separated him and said after cupping his face.
Abhijeet: aap bhaiya ke achey waley bete ho na... (he nodded) to phir bhaiya se aik promise karo,,, ke aaj ke baad kabhi aisi batein nahi socho ge... sirf acha acha parho ge... or han... maa ka bhi bahut khayal rakho ge.. unhe bilkul tang naahi karo ge... promise...?..
He left his face and said while forwarding his hand. Abhinash nodded and hold the hand with: promise...
Abhijeet ruffled his hairs with: mera sapna hai Abhi ke tum India ke best doctors mein se aik bano ge or utney hi achey insan bano ge..ye marne maarney ki batein...tumhare liye nahi hain beta...mujhe to uss din ka intezar hai jab tum aik bara hospital join karo ge...
Abhinash was hearing the dreamy tone of his brother.
He pressed his hand : promise bhaiya aisa hi ho ga..kuch bhi ho me ap ka sapna zarur pura karun ga...or aik din aap ko na bahut proud ho ga mujh pe...(then , after a pause)par aap bhi aik promise karo...
kia?
aap is police ki duty mein apna bahut khayal rakho ge...
Abhijeet nodded smiling.
Abhinash made his tone more serious: or kabhi kisi ko mujh se zyada kia... mere jitna bhi pyar nahi karo ge...
Abhijeet was about to answer when they were called by their mother. That promise remain incomplete. May be GOD didn't want Abhijeet to be under a burden of a broken promise.
Abhinash ended the call and came out from the room...and found his bhaiya in deep thinking.
He called softly: bhaiya...
Abhijeet come out from his thoughts: ha .. han...
khana thanda ho raha hai...
han...leta hun...(trying to be normal)... tum bhi lo...
Abhinash sit in front of him and both started eating silently. After few seconds Abhinash looked up from his plate and found Abhijeet lost some where. not eating the food only playing with spoon.
bhaiya kia hua?
kuch nahi... kuch bhi nahi...
Abhinash sighed and after making some plan turned a bit towards Abhijeet: bhaiya kuch puchun aap se?
Abhijeet nodded.
Abhinash took a deep breath with : jab Daya bhai aap se naraz hotey they tab aap unhein manatey kese they?
Abhijeet looked up leaving the spoon on his plate. Abhinash continued looking at his face.
Abhijeet sighed with : ruthta hi nahi tha..daant kha ke kabhi kabhi naraz ho jata tha to kuch acha bana k khila deta tha...
Abhinash: or phir wo jhat se man jatey they?
Abhijeet smiled.
Abhinash while picking up the spoon from Abhijeet's plate: or jab aap naraz hotey they tab?
Abhijeet strted speaking. He also want to speak about HIM... to live HIS memories once again...
He started in flow forgetting about every thing and Abhinash taking advantage of that started feeding him.
Nearly when most of the plate become empty Abhijeet came back from his journey to past and asked: ye kia kar rahey they...?
Abhinash immedietly left the spoon and turned to his own plate with: kuch nahi...aap kuch bol rahe they...
Abhijeet sighed deeply: khana thanda ho chuka hai... idhar do..
Abhinash looked up,Abhijeet took the plate to micro wave oven and came back after heating and gave it back to a Abhinash then disposed his own plate and sat near Abhinash. Abhinash concentrated on his food with all his might.
Abhijeet staring at him and thinking: huh...muje to bara bak bak kar ke khilaya na...or ab khud ..is ko chup ka daura para hai...
Abhinash was feeling a fix stare on him. Sweat drops appearing on his fore head.
Abhijeet continued (thinking): pata nahi kiun aaj is ko pehle jese... dantney ka man kar raha hai...per...(his smile vanished)per kis haq se daantoon... shyad ab.. haq hi nahi koi...
Abhinash pov: aisey mat dekho bhaiya... mera jana or mushkil mat karo please... aap majboori mein muje accept karo ge..to na me sakoon se...rahoon ga na hi aap...
Abhijeet pov: per rokna to ho ga...me aik bar phir se chook jaun ga farz se... pehle aik bete ka farz.. maa ko kho diya bhai ko kho diya.. ..phir aik bhai ka farz... aik aik kar ke dono bhai dur chale gaye...lekin ab nahi...bhagwan ne muje moqa diya hai...me...
Then after composing himself he cleared his throat and asked in calm voice: kal ja rahey ho Australiya...?
END OF CHAPPY
thanks to all the reviewers AND ONCE AGAIN SORRY itna wait karwaney ke liye...
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