A/N: ok for the guest reviews that are saying that fucking hate the story that I need to change my Story format to something different. Well guess what tuff shit I'm not changing and if you hate the story so fucking much there's the door stop reading go write your own fucking damn fan fiction.

Disclaimer I do not own lost girl if not well see chapter 1

Warning there are Mentions of attempted Suicide in this so if you don't like it doesn't read a head.

Previously on lost girl

"Just like I said Bo Tamsin told me you broke her heart so she was never coming back, Knowing her she probably half away around the world getting drunk at a bar with her sorrows because of you."

How am I unsure of my self of course we all need Tamsin back, but what if Kenzi is right and I do have feelings for Tamsin some what? No I don't have feelings for her, I even told her that I don't, but if so why does my heart ace knowing that Tamsin will never come back? Thought Bo

"I'll try and talk to her Bo but I doubt she will come back, but listen I got to go I have things I need to get done."

"Yep and of course plenty of vodka to get over the heart break that Bo put on you." said a hyper Kenzi

"Thanks Kenzi I'm probably going to need this but I doubt I'll ever fall out of love with Bo." she said sadly and walking towards the ice cream and vodka.

"Oh Tam-Tam what has she done to you?" asked a worried Kenzi

Speaking Thoughts text message

Kenzi's retreat house

5 hours latter with Kenzi and Tamsin

"I'm telling you Momz She doesn't deserve them, Lauren she wants to fucking change her while Dyson doesn't want her to be fucking human just fae. God she's fucking perfect just the way she is!" said a sobbing but drunken Tamsin.

"Oh Tamsin I know sweetie but she's Bo you know how stupid she can be when it comes to love." said Kenzi looking at all the bottles that her and Tamsin had consumed in the last 5 hours Geeze and hear I thought I was bad when I had a break up. I should probably dyson and tell him to watch out for Bo she thought as she grabbed her phone and called Dyson.

"Hey Kenzi what's up?" asked dyson as he sat down at the bar of the Dal.

"Hey d-man is Bo near by?" asked Kenzi

"No last I know she was going to the clubhouse to Talk to Tamsin "said Dyson grabbing as beer from the bar and taking a ship of it.

"Well Tamsin is currently here drunk off of 12 bottles of Vodka because of Bo." said Kenzi getting up and walking towards the kitchen to get her self a glass of water.

"What did Bo do? Last I saw there were all happy go cherry around each other" said Dyson drinking another sip of his beer and shoving an annoying Mark away. Seeing Vex grabbed mark by the arm and dragged him to gods no was he smirked at Vexes behavior of lately?

"Bo broke Tamsin hearts by saying she didn't love her and told her she couldn't feel love for her as they were roommates and stuff while Tamsin has been in love with her ever since she's been reborn." said an angry Kenzi as she got a glass and filled it with water and took a ship.

"God damn it Bo, out of the times you decided to grow a consciences and feelings for others. You give up on Tamsin. No wonder she drunk her self so bad." said Dyson killing half his beer.

Finishing off her glass off water Kenzi said to Dyson "Yea but the worst part is when I chewed her out for it I think she may have been suppressing her feelings for Tamsin. Also Bo might be texting and calling Tamsin non stop and it's starting to piss her off." She then puts her now empty water glass in the sink.

"Fuck how stupid can Bo be first she breaks Tamsin heart by possibly lying to her and now she might be surpassing her feelings? How stupid can you get?" ask Dyson? He signaled for a refill of beer, from Trick.

"I don't know Dyson this is Bo were talking about she's done some pretty stupid shit before." said Kenzi sitting down at the kitchen table.

Meanwhile At the Dal

Hearing a commotion near the back hall areas Dyson see mark and Vex in a heated argument about something that was causing quite the scene. "Hold on a min Kenzi Vex is starting trouble and Trick wants me to settle it down" Said Dyson walking over to Vex and Mark arguing from what he can tell Vex putting the moves on mark. Walking over to the two of them he step in front of them and said,

"Ok I'm not going to ask what happened here between you two but you need to-" "DYSOOONNNNN! " Screamed Kenzi. Startled by Kenzi voice he put the phone up to his ear and said,

"What Kenzi?"

"Its Bo Tamsin said she's about to Kill her self go stop her I don't know if we will be able to-wahhhhh" "KENZI!" yelled dyson as the line went dead on her end. "Fuck you two settle what ever it is your doing and don't disturb the costumers." said dyson as he took off out of the bar and got in his car and head to the clubhouse.

Meanwhile while Kenzi calls Dyson

Hearing a phone vibrate Tamsin Growled out "Damn it Bo Why Can't you let me drink my Sorrows in piece! What do you want now? She said grabbing her phone and opening the 20th text message she got wide eyes as she read it

Dear Tamsin I know your probably going to ignore this text like the other 19 text and phone calls I've left you so I've decided to say good bye. You're probably wondering why I'm saying goodbye for when you already left. It's because I'm leaving. Yes I'm leaving for good. Your probably wondering why Dyson or Lauren aren't getting this, it's because Tamsin you have my heart. Yes my heart, I know I told you that I couldn't love you but I was wrong and now I see that that's why I'm leaving this world for good. "Shit Bo! No you stupid Succubus!" muttered Tamsin sobering up real quick as she contained to read the text message. I could stand losing Kenzi, but only because you were there still to have my back, at first I thought it was just because we were roommates and working on cases but then when you left and Kenzi called and made see some cold hard facts. So for the past 3 hours besides texting and calling you leaving voicemails, begging you to come back I've been doing some soul searching of my own. What I found shocked and scared me at first, but the more I think of it the more I realize how blind I was this whole time. I'm in love with you Tamsin not Lauren, Not Dyson you, and I know now that its too late because you probably gone off and drunk your valkyrie ass to sleep, so by the time you get this I'll be getting ready to kill my self, because living a life with out you Valkyrie is a life I found out I can't bear with out so good be my love. Love Bo

Tamsin letting out an agonizing sob screamed out "KENZZZZI!" hearing Tamsin scream her name Kenzi ran in and saw Tamsin sobbing while hold her phone before Tamsin trust her phone with the text message still open

"I'm going back I got to save her Kenzi." Said a somewhat sobbing but stern Tamsin.

"I'm coming with you, but first DYYSSOONN! Screamed Kenzi into the phone, hoping he would hear it and that they would get to Bo in time.

"What Kenzi?" Said a startled Dyson

"Its Bo Tamsin said she's about to Kill her self go stop her I don't know if we will be able to-wahhhhh" Before she could even finish her sentence Tamsin had grabbed Kenzi and teleported them out of there and to were Bo was at.

AT THE CLUBHOUSE

Bo Closing her phone and looking around the room sobbed with fresh tears running down her cheeks as memories of Tamsin and her flashed by her eyes. As Bo walked over to the sword rack and pick up Kenzi's sword that she had left here in the clubhouse. Holding the sword up to her chest about to plunge it and with a sob and more fresh tears flowing down her face she said "Goodbye Tamsin my love" and moved to plunge the sword into her chest when there was a bright flash in the room as Tamsin and Kenzi landed in the room.

"BOOOOO NOOOOO!" screamed Tamsin.

To be continued

Mahhhh I'm an evil son of a bitch yes I'm am I left you guys with an evil cliffy. Leave a review tell me how much you hate me and love the story and ill hopefully post the next chapter latter on today.