An: so here's the next part in my wonderful story hope you all enjoy it. also if someone of you haven't figure out this is AU after last weeks episode
Dis calmer: i do not own lost girls if did well see chapter 1
Previously on lost girl
"Its Bo Tamsin said she's about to Kill her self go stop her I don't know if we will be able to-wahhhhh" Before she could even finish her sentence Tamsin had grabbed Kenzi and teleported them out of there and to were Bo was at.
AT THE CLUBHOUSE
Bo Closing her phone and looking around the room sobbed with fresh tears running down her cheeks as memories of Tamsin and her flashed by her eyes. As Bo walked over to the sword rack and pick up Kenzi's sword that she had left here in the clubhouse. Holding the sword up to her chest about to plunge it and with a sob and more fresh tears flowing down her face she said "Goodbye Tamsin my love" and moved to plunge the sword into her chest when there was a bright flash in the room as Tamsin and Kenzi landed in the room.
"BOOOOO NOOOOO!" screamed Tamsin.
Speaking Thoughts text message
3 Hours earlier at the clubhouse
Closing her phone and sending her 18th text message to Tamsin Bo walked up the stairs to the room her and Tamsin were sharing till she left a couple hours ago. Passing by pictures of her, Kenzi, and Tamsin doing random shit or her and Tamsin, Bo pondered what Kenzi had told her earlier while looking at the photos,
God could Tamsin had really been in love back then with me and I was blind to see it? Now that I know this I can see it in her face when she's looking at me in these photo's. How was it that I was the only one not able to see it? And I told her that she wasn't in love with me when in fact I can see it from these photo's that she is.
Walking into there room Bo heads over to the bed passing by various clothes scattered around the room either belonging to her or Tamsin. Frowning, She pulled out her cell to see if there was any reply from Tamsin to her calls or text. Frowning some more when seeing that there was none she called her hoping that Tamsin would pick up.
"Come on Tamsin pick up I need to know that your ok" whined Bo as she got Tamsin voicemail after 6 rings.
"Hey Tamsin look I'm sorry for what I say just please call me back." said a sorrowful Bo as she ended the call.
Sitting down on her bed she laid down, and sighed as the pillow still smell of Tamsin's scent, which to bo was actually calming her down from her sorrowful mood. Grabbing The other pillow and hugging it close while inhaling bo sighed worriedly out loud.
"Oh Tamsin why you have to confuse my Feelings for you so much after I told you that I don't have feelings for you?" asked Bo.
"If I wasn't so damn confused at the moment I could be at the Dal getting drunk with Dyson and Lauren."
She said bringing the pillow closer to her and hugging it and sighing in contempt. fuck why is her scent calming me down for? It should be Laurens or Dyson that should be dong this. Putting the pillow down, and getting up from the bed Bo walks over to her closet and grabs too items out of it after digging through there for a good 45 mins. Brining the first item up to her nose which was one of Laurens Bras from the earlier activity they had done in the labs. As she brought the bra up to her noise she sniffed it and shook her in disable if as it didn't bring the calmness and happiness that Tamsin's scent had brought her. Dropping the bra on the ground she Grabbed the 2nd object which was one of Dyson's shirts from a couple days ago, from when she needed healing and wouldn't feed. Brining the object up to her noise and sniffing it she let out a sigh of frustrations as she dropped the shirt and made her way over to the bed. "God why don't dyson and Laurens scents calm me! Fuck Laurens should as I just fucking had sex with her not even a couple hours ago." she said angrily sitting down on the bed and grabbing the pillow and bringing it up to her noise she inhales Tamsin's scent as she does the scent washes over calming her anger down till its nothing but a small ripple in her mind.
Lying down on the bed with the pillow close to her chest she sighs as her eyes start to moisten, and tears start to spill down her cheeks.
"What have I done?" Bo sobbed as she pulls the pillow closer to her chest and burry's her head in it and crying herself to sleep
1 hour latter.
Bo woke up from a start and looked around For Tamsin before remembering what happened she cried out in anguish as she threw the pillow across the bed. Picking up her Cell phone she looks to see if Tamsin or anyone else called her cell, and sees that she had one missed Text. Smiling to her self thinking Tamsin finally returned her text she Frowns as she sees that's its lauren asking to meet up latter on. Typing a reply of can't make it something came up she sent the replay while opening a new text message and sending on to Tamsin saying Tamsin I know your mad at me but please call or write back I 'm sorry truly I was wrong about not loving you. Bo hitting send she hoped the Valkyrie got it and wouldn't ignore her anymore.
"God why did I have to be in love with a stubborn Valkyrie? Ami really even in love or am I just upset about her leaving and hating me?" pondered Bo out loud "Well lets look at the facts: Her sent calms me down something lauren and Dyson's can't even do, 2 I just blew off Lauren who I just had sex with a couple hours ago. Which now im kind of regretting doing, because it put me were I am now and that's figuring out my feelings for Tamsin."
"Three her chi, is delicious as fuck. That chi is like something I never tasted before and I love it. Four her aura she's the only one whose aura I can't read. And that's what worries me because I would love to see it. And Five I'm in love with Tamsin and it hurts so badly not being able to tell her this because I told her that I didn't love her."
"fucking hell I'm in love with Tamsin and I can't stand to live with out her." said Bo out loud sitting up wide eyed.
"What have I' done? I told her I don't love her in the process I can't stand to live without her" sobbed Bo as tears fell freely from her face. Taking out her phone she opened a new message to Tamsin and wrote Dear Tamsin I know your probably going to ignore this text like the other 19 text and phone calls I've left you so I've decided to say good bye. You're probably wondering why I'm saying goodbye for when you already left. It's because I'm leaving. Yes I'm leaving for good. Your probably wondering why Dyson or Lauren aren't getting this, it's because Tamsin you have my heart. Yes my heart, I know I told you that I couldn't love you but I was wrong and now I see that that's why I'm leaving this world for good. . I could stand losing Kenzi, but only because you were there still to have my back, at first I thought it was just because we were roommates and working on cases but then when you left and Kenzi called and made see some cold hard facts. So for the past 3 hours besides texting and calling you leaving voicemails, begging you to come back I've been doing some soul searching of my own. What I found shocked and scared me at first, but the more I think of it the more I realize how blind I was this whole time. I'm in love with you Tamsin not Lauren, Not Dyson you, and I know now that its too late because you probably gone off and drunk your valkyrie ass to sleep, so by the time you get this I'll be getting ready to kill my self, because living a life with out you Valkyrie is a life I found out I can't bear with out so good be my love. Love Bo
Closing her phone and looking around the room sobbed with fresh tears running down her cheeks as memories of Tamsin and her flashed by her eyes. As Bo walked over to the sword rack and pick up Kenzi's sword that she had left here in the clubhouse. Holding the sword up to her chest about to plunge it and with a sob and more fresh tears flowing down her face she said "Goodbye Tamsin my love" and moved to plunge the sword into her chest when there was a bright flash in the room as Tamsin and Kenzi landed in the room.
"BOOOOO NOOOOO!" screamed Tamsin.
Plunging the sword into her chest Bo wide eyed mutter "Tamsin?" before collapsing to the ground with the sword in her chest
"BOOOOOO "screamed Kenzi and Tamsin as Tamsin ran over and caught Bo before she hit the ground.
Cradling Bo in her lap Kenzi ran over yelling "Oh My god oh my god oh my god" and pointing to the sword poking out of Bo's chest.
"You got my text message Tamsin, I'm happy" said Bo smiling before grunting in pain as blood started to seep out of the open wound. "Stupid Succubitch of course I did. Kenzi pull that sword out of her on the count of 3, Bo on three I need you to feed can you do that for me?" Ask Tamsin looking at bo with love and care while being pissed off as hell at Bo dumbass move she just did.
"1"said Tamsin
"2" said Tamsin as Kenzis grabs the handle of the sword.
On the count of 3 2 things happened at once Kenzi pulled out the sword from Bo's chest and the 2nd thing being as soon as she said 3 Bo latched her self on to Tamsin mouth kissing her deeply. As Tamsin returned the kiss, Tamsin felt a deep pain in her chest as Bo's succubus nature kicked in and started pulling chi from Tamsins mouth and into her body healing her wound she then deepened the kiss as she felt the wound heal itself and close up. Few mins latter they broke the kiss for air bo went back and kisses her deeply with Tamsin returning the kiss in the same passion.
A few seconds ;latter Tamsin mind remembered what happened before hand she pushed bo away as things started to get hot and heavy.
Separating her self from Bo she backed up and turned away from Bo asked her
"Tamsin why you stop?"
"No Bo you don't get to ask that question to me, not after the heartbreak you put me through/" said Tamsin
"Tamsin I Love you god I'm sorry but I love you can't you see that, or did you not believe my last text message I was going to kill my self because I loved you so much that it hurt? Just Because you wouldn't respond to my text or calls." said a sobbing Bo to Kenzi and a shaking Tamsin.
"I'm sorry Bo but I need time to think", said Tamsin walking towards the exit.
"Tamsin wait what do you mean you need time to think? "asked a sobbing but shocked Bo
"I need time to think on what has happened today and it will give me a chance to see if you actually love me or not. Bo for all I know this could be just a stage of grief that your in. So no I need time to my self, Kenzi do you want a lift back? Asked Tamsin
"No Tamsin I think I'll stay her and make sure bo's ok you can use the villa if you want to figure things out." said Kenzi as bo broke down sobbing .
As Bo broke down sobbing Tamsin turned to leave but not before saying to bo " I will always love you bo but it hurts me to do this as much as it hurting you right now." She said walking out but not before running into Dyson.
"Dyson take care of her while I'm gone, I'll be back soon" she said to him as she took off into the skies.
"Tamsin! Screamed sobbed Bo as Kenzi wrapped bo in a deep hug as she cried into her beasties shoulder. As Dyson watched on from the entrance wondering what Tamsin would be back
Hmmm should I end the chapter here? Naaaaa
3 Weeks latter at the Dal
"I'm telling you ?Tamsin you need to come back it fucking horrible around the clubhouse!" yelled Kenzi into the cell
"It can't be that bad Momz I've only been gone for 3 weeks. Said Tamsin who sounded miserable on the phone to Kenzi.
"Bad? Ha not bad she says Tamsin she fucking been moping around crying her ass off at night for you that its turning into some sappy romantic comedy" said Kenzi as Mark put a bottle of vodka on the counter for her and Kenzi let out a Dreamy sigh as he left.
"Momz who is it?" asked Tamsin smirking at Kenzi tried to cover it up by saying "no one" "Momz I know that sigh it's the same one you give every time you find some hot you want to fuck so who is it?" asked Tamsin
"Dyson's son Mark." Kenzi mumbled out as she poured her a shot of vodka.
"Hahahahahaha your kidding right the little shit? Your falling in love with Dyson's kid wow." said a laughing Tamsin
"Its not funny doesn't help that Vex also has a thing for the cutie." argued Kenzi "But enough changing topic you need to come home Tamsin." said Kenzi
"why Kenzi? Sighed Tamsin]
"Bo's not feeding. She's refusing to feed from anyone Tricks worried that if she doesn't feed soon she's going to die.." said a worried Kenzi
"Fucking Succubus" screamed and angry Tamsin
To be contained
Hahaha there you go folks I am already working on the outline for the next chapter. To the guest reviewer who said the last chapter was confusing because there wasn't enough background I did that for a reason so I could tell bo point of view in this chapter. Lead some review I love how lot of you love this story.