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Text:" =Two way conversation out loud for extended time.

Normal point of view

Next morning

I was asleep. According to Ratchet Cybertronians don't have dreams, and I can say with one hundred percent certainty that he is a liar!

Dream

I was wandering through a blackened area when I heard an evil cackling. I looked around to see a floating red orb. It was laughing at me. Suddenly I fell through the floor and I was back on Tia's street only this time I was with the police. They were examining something. I ventured forward to see that it was my body. I was on the ground ripped in two. "It's a shame, I see that the serial killer is back up to his old habits." Said one cop. "You sure that this is the same guy? I have never seen him smudge a person into the ground before,not only that but she looks like she was bitten in two, not torn. Maybe it's a new guy?" Another said. "Whoever did this is besides the point. I don't want to have to be the one to tell Coach Brinks that his daughter is no longer among the living. He's gonna flip!" Said the first one. Then the scene changed. I was laying down, in a box of some sorts. I was staring up at a ceiling, and there was sad music playing. It was a funeral dirge. I got up and looked out at a crowd of people in my high school gym. Everyone was crying. I quickly noticed that there were caskets on either side of me, one had rest in peace Tia scrawled on it in black cursive. The other two must have been her parents. When I looked down was when I noticed that I too was in a casket. I was at my own funeral. I quickly picked out Terrin and Sheila in the crowd. They were sitting next to my parents. My mom was sobbing and my dad was holding her, ruefully looking at my casket and at the military cross next to it. He was going to blame Will for my death. My brother sat next to them, his usually tan skin was pale and he had dark circles under his eyes. He looked shell shocked. I wanted to scream, to yell out that I was okay,that I was alive. But I couldn't, my voice wouldn't work. So I then tried to run to them but something held me back. I turned around to see that it was Barricade, he was laughing and picking at his teeth. I saw him pull out my lower half of my body and throw it at me. Then everything went dark, when I opened my eyes I was again on my back, this time I could see through the now closed casket. I was in a grave and people were throwing roses on me. The most suprising person walked up. It was Lauren and she had been crying. "We all said that you would die alone but we didn't really mean it, we thought you would move on and find someone great. Well rest in peace. I'm so sorry that you couldn't have more in life." Se said as she tossed the rose onto my body as they began filling my grave.

End of dream

I woke up with tears streaming from my optics and Tia was holding me.

Me: "Wha?"

Tia: "Coach are you okay?

Me: "NO I'M NOT OKAY! I had the worst nightmare that is probably happening right now and it's ALL MY FAULT!"

Tia: "Whoa, whoa slow down! Why don't you tell me what happened?"

I told her what I dreamt of. She looked sullen, like she understood how I felt. She probably did. She was there when it happened.

Tia: "Ara, it's not your fault that you died. It's mine for calling you back to Burque'. I got us killed not you."

Me: "Don't you dare say that! Don't you dare because you are family to me and I couldn't leave you by yourself! I could have done something! I could have gone to the house when we landed..I could have called them as soon as I got back here! I could..."

Tia: "YOU DIDN'T AND YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHY!"

She shouted, effectively shutting me up.

Tia: "You knew that you couldn't handle your parents worries at that point. You knew that it was most important to get somewhere safe in case the Decepticons came looking for that creep!" You knew that you needed to console me, Sunny, and Sides after what happened!"

Me: "But what kind of daughter am I?! Most kids when they're hurt or scared would call their parents. I have their numbers memorized! I could have called them at any point in the last 24 hours and told them that I am okay, that I'm alive! What will they do now? To the rest of the world we don't exist! So how do I explain that I died and came back as part of the biggest military secret that has ever graced this planet as something that doesn't exist?! I can't! My family and my friends will have to bear the grief and wonder why when I was in Nevada for four months that I somehow wound back at home split in two!"

I sobbed. I wanted sometimes so badly to be Cybertronian. So Sunny, Sides and I could have a better relationship. Now look at me! What a selfish wish for me to make! I couldn't hug my parents, let alone pet my dogs anymore without squishing them. I couldn't go to the movies with Terrin and Sheila anymore. I couldn't enjoy ice cream in Phoenix with my brother. I couldn't do anything that I loved doing as a human anymore! Not to forget to mention that I would out live my parents and friends by several hundreds of thousands of years, if not longer because Optimus once said that he is like a million years old! Will they mourn me and then forget about me? Will I forget about them in a few hundred years?

Tia: "Coach, I know this is hard but you have to move on. Yeah neither one of us is physically human anymore, that's true but to be honest we always will be human."

Me: "Huh?"

Tia: "We are human on the inside. What makes you, you. What makes you unique or special is still there. It's still in you. Primus sent us back this way for a reason right? So deal with it. It's not like you're any different than before. I asked Bee last night about the whole no eating this and that thing and he told me that so long as we sneak it we can eat pretty much whatever. So you won't miss out there. Will will probably call your parents and tell them something. You hung out with these guys for four months and they scrambled to find you when you came to get me. If that isn't true friendship than I don't know what is, and let's not forget that there are two incredible bots out there who would literally follow you to the ends of the earth and back if it meant being with you. You're still human, just in a new body. Never forget that you were and still are a squishy, never forget where you come from chica."

She said as she gave me a squeeze. She could always cheer me up.

Me: "You know that you're the most badass 6 year old I've ever known?"

Tia: "Yeah, I am pretty cool huh?"

Later that morning

Tia's point of view

I left our room to find a rag for Coach to wipe her eyes with when I ran into Will.

Me: "Hey Will? Can I ask you a question?"

Will: "What's up?"

Me: "Did you call Arabella's parents and brother to let them know that we're okay?"

Will: "I haven't. The higher ups aren't sure if we should, you know for the sake of "National security"."

Me: "Fair enough but let me ask you this… if this happened to your child wouldn't you want to know?"

Will: "Of course! Sarah and I would be devastated if they didn't tell us that she was reincarnated, or revived!"

Me: "I hope you remember that feeling you just experienced because that is how Bella is feeling right now, and no doubt it is what her family and friends are feeling too. Especially since she was living here with you for the last four months and is now dead, somewhere in Albuquerque. What will her parents and your niece think?"

I watched as he got out a phone and made a call. He told me later that day, that her family and friends knew the truth, and that her family would come by for Thanksgiving in three weeks. Her friends would come out for Christmas to see us. This made me happy, now coach wouldn't mope.

Author's note: Hey just a short chapter for you guys. This is where Arabella has her sad moment, and I promise that there is only one more tragic event after this, then we can get back to the cute Sunny and Sides stuff. I have a new poll up, and it is about whether or not I should do a sequel to this story about The twins adventures in parenting. Please vote. I am asking you all this because I don't want you to get bored with this story. Remember Harry Potter is 7 books for a reason, not that I could compare this fanfic to that wonderful story. Pretty please Rate, Review, Follow and Favorite! Love ya!

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