Jane goes to the bath house, hazy memories of hesitation stir into regret. The servants know she is there with Sif supposedly discussing SHIELD issues. Not one servant asks why no one has seen them together since they got off the the very colorful biofrost. Jane impresses herself with how well she just seems to blend it.
She orders some rose scented bath, and tries her damnedest to relax. The entire idea is joke in her head. . . there are so many thoughts getting mixed up. Did Loki want to get caught? Did he purposely put himself in the situation he did to get caught? If so why? Did he really care for her and Thor or was he just using us to get more information or some experience crossed off some list?
The biggest question is… What was happening to her? She hasn't eaten in days, in fact she lost count. She cannot focus, she cannot read, or even watch a movie. She can't even help Thor. She cannot sleep right, no more than a few hours at a time. Then she get so exhausted she passes out only to dream of Loki. She yawns knowing she is tired, but refuses to close her eyes as all she will see is him.
She feels she is going insane. In fact, she knows she is going back to Loki time after time hoping his answer will change. What was it about that cell? Was he really scared of Thanos coming back? Maybe he feared the SHIELD and Avengers would only reject him more? Wasn't Thor and Jane enough for him?
She remembers all of the time she was frustrated over work, and Loki would make her laugh… it was always what she needed. Then she realized that life just wasn't fun without him… It was like she just got to him and now she isn't supposed to see him anymore … what the hell? All she wanted was her friend back.
"Excuse me Miss, I was told to give you this." She is confused… She takes the tea, and the rose scented oil. She pours the oil in the water; there is a steam that rises up. She sips the tea, it was a bit tart at first, but then it became sugary and addictive. Within a ten minute period, she has finished the tea, and there is a weird feeling coming over her. She feels like she knows she had negative and depressed thoughts, but she couldn't feel them. She even tries to sigh, but she laughs instead. Then she realizes that Loki ordered her some "special" tea.
She chuckles so loud it echos the bath house, and she feels like Thor for a moment. The lighting starting to make different colors in the water… She sees them individual at first and she had no idea what is going on… She thought the colors are talking… blue is envious red, because she is the color of love and it can blush, yellow is just scared, and green wants to take over the world. Then as she moves the color start to swirl together creating combinations. She laughs listening to the red and blue sound like Captain fighting with the red and gold voice of Stark, while green and black is simply laughing at them both. Red and Silver of Thor just made the sound of snoring, the fight put him to sleep. Then she has other colors trying to have their say as well. It starts to overwhelm her. She wasn't feeling well, and she ordered the servant to help to the nearest bedroom.
"Well, that would be Loki's room." Jane collapses in the servants arms.
Loki Prayers © 2015
Note: This was the second version. The first what was in my head, but too sad to post.