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NOPE

When I get up the next morning it is to a cold empty bed. Which is surprising seeing as Arizona can't get out of bed without assistance.

"Arizona?!" I call out, the response I receive nearly breaks my heart.

"Callie, help me please."Its so soft I'm sure if I wasn't expecting to hear a response I would have missed it. She is sitting on the the bathroom floor with her head resting on her knee.

"Oh my god, did you fall?!" I ask as I rush to her side.

"No, I was planning on trying to killing myself again so I rolled out of bed and crawled in here. But the problem came when I couldn't get up to the medicine cabinet to get the pills or the razors and I can't really drown myself in a stand up only shower." She says seeming very serious.

"You said we would talk about-"

"I have to go Callie." She says looking me straight in my eyes.

"No you don't. You are not going anywhere, you are going to stay right here with Sofia and I. I am going to be by your side through all of this until I take my last breath."

"That was a really nice speech Callie, really it was. But I was joking about the suicide. But I still have to go to the bathroom really bad so could you help me up please?"Well now I just feel stupid. Once she is sitting on the toilet she looks up at me.

"What?"

"You're not really going to be by my side through THIS are you Callie?"

"Uh.. No. No I...um I will be right outside the door if you need me okay?"

"Of course I know that. I love Calliope" She says with a smile.

"I love you too, Arizona." I say as I close the door.

Five minutes later we are sitting at the table facing each other.

"Calliope, I don't know what got into me last night. I worked so hard to get you back when I came home from Africa. And I love you and Sofia so much it hurts sometimes. And I promise that I wont ever let that happen again. And if it does I want you slap me. I'm not joking. I mean I want you to slap the thoughts straight from my mind okay? Can you do that for me?"She asks holding out her hands for me to grab.

"Yes. I can do that. Just don't make me have to. I love you. And so far every one I have loved has died or cheated on me. George did both, but that's a whole different conversation for a different time."I say and she lets out the most beautiful laugh.

"I don't know what I would do if I lost you. I love your smile. I love your laugh. I love your eyes. I love the way you roll around with Sofia in your lap making her laugh. I love the way you care about your patients. I love the glow you get when your happy. I love how soft your lips get after you have been crying. I love everything about you Arizona."I reach over and grab her hands just as Sofia comes in the room and climbs in Arizona's lap.

"Zooms, Mommy zooms."She says putting her hands on Arizona's that is on her chair controller trying to make it move.

"Show mama what I taught you first."

"Buenos días mamá."

"You taught her Spanish!"

"No I had google teach her."

"I will kill the person that taught you sarcasm."I say and we both laugh.

"Zooms now pees mommy?"

"Okay Sof." She says and backs away from the table with Sofia giggling the whole. And it's at this moment I know everything will be absolutely perfect.